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Only Fu Jingchun kept asking what happened at that time,
The reason why Su Xiaoman didn't say it in front of everyone.
Because even Su Xiaoman himself thinks it's a fantasy.
Su Xiaoman himself felt that the reason was so ridiculous that it was not true.
Su Xiaoman only felt that it would be covered.
So it was not spoken.
But under Fu Jingchun's repeated questioning.
Su Xiaoman finally spoke: "I had a hallucination, I just felt that I was standing on the track of the train with Su Yuan, and the train on the opposite side had run over, and in a hurry, I pushed Su Yuan away, I really never thought of putting her to death." ”
Su Xiaoman said that in the end, he felt unbelievable.
Because she didn't understand how she could hallucinate when she was so good.
I don't understand how it is a hallucination at a critical moment every time.
Su Xiaoman didn't know what the reason was, and he didn't know what the consequences would be.
Even now that he thinks about it, Su Xiaoman himself feels afraid.
So, when the old man said that he would leave the ingots in Fu Yuan temporarily.
Fu Jingchun stood up to object, but Su Xiaoman agreed.
Because Su Xiaoman didn't know if his situation would suddenly occur in the future.
When the time comes, will she hurt the people around her.
Even, Su Xiaoman was afraid of hurting Fu Jingchun.
Su Xiaoman didn't know if it had anything to do with his headache.
But Su Xiaoman also clearly knew that his disease must have worsened.
Fu Jingchun was silent, with a solemn expression on his face.
Su Xiaoman only felt that this reason was absolutely unconvincing.
Even if Fu Jingchun doesn't believe it, it's reasonable.
Because if this happened to someone else, Su Xiaoman felt that it would be difficult for him to believe it.
But Fu Jingchun finally spoke: "When did you hallucinate?" ”
Su Xiaoman said: "Actually, it's been a while, the last time I was in the Zhang family, I mistook the charter for you, but in fact, I also hallucinated. ”
Fu Jingchun's face was even more solemn.
At that time, Su Xiaoman had a terrible headache.
At that time, he only thought it was caused by a headache.
Su Xiaoman continued: "There have been many times after that, but none of them are so serious, and I usually just feel that there is always something flying in front of me. ”
Fu Jingchun said: "Such a serious matter, why didn't you tell me earlier." ”
Su Xiaoman said: "I'm also afraid that you are too worried. ”
Fu Jingchun is indeed worried, this is not a trivial matter.
Su Xiaoman looked at Fu Jingchun's appearance and asked, "Do you believe me?"
Fu Jingchun said: "Of course I believe it. ”
Su Xiaoman couldn't say what he felt in his heart, he just felt that his nose was slightly sour, and he was about to cry.
In fact, no matter what happens in life, as long as Fu Jingchun is by his side.
Su Xiaoman felt like he had taken a reassuring pill, and his heart was very stable.
Su Xiaoman said, "Didn't you ever doubt me?"
All of us today, at first, are still skeptical and neutral.
I just think there will be something hidden in this matter.
But when the babysitter alleged, the footage was called up.
Almost everyone believed it, believing that Su Xiaoman was deliberately harmful.
There is only Fu Jingchun.
Fu Jingchun said: "No, I believe in you. ”
"What if it's true?" Su Xiaoman asked tentatively, "What if I really did this, if I really did it?"
Fu Jingchun turned his head and glanced at Su Xiaoman.
The depth in his eyes was like the sea at night.
Fu Jingqing's voice was also cold: "No matter what you do, I will not leave you, if you want to go to hell, I will also accompany you to hell." ”
Su Xiaoman had never heard these words in Fu Jingchun's mouth.
Fu Jingchun's voice was cold, but it was loud.
She didn't expect that Fu Jingchun would make such a choice in her heart.
For Su Xiaoman, even if the whole world doesn't understand, the whole world thinks she is a murderer.
At this moment, Su Xiaoman also felt that it didn't matter.
Su Xiaoman felt that it was enough to have Fu Jingchun alone.
Su Xiaoman and Fu Jingchun returned to the snow garden.
Su Xiaoman went to bed early in the morning.
But in the middle of the night, Su Xiaoman suddenly woke up.
I only felt that the smoke around me was filled, and he and Fu Jingchun were in the midst of the fire.
Fu Jingchun slept beside him.
Su Xiaoman desperately wanted to shake him awake.
Su Xiaoman yelled and cried: "Wake up, wake up quickly, it's on fire, wake up quickly." ”
But the people around me can't wake up just lying like that.
Su Xiaoman wanted to leave, but he tried his best to pull up Fu Jingchun.
But Su Xiaoman couldn't pull it up.
At this time, Fu Jingchun was actually on the terrace.
Hearing the voice inside, he hurriedly rushed in.
Seeing Su Xiaoman's current appearance, Fu Jingchun knew that Su Xiaoman was afraid that he was hallucinating again.
Hearing Su Xiaoman talk about this matter before, Fu Jingchun only felt shocked.
But at this moment, watching Su Xiaoman roar into the air, screaming in despair.
Fu Jingchun only felt that it was too shocking.
A heart is split in half as if it were being pulled.
Fu Jingchun ran over.
hugged Su Xiaoman tightly in his arms.
Fu Jingchun said: "Xiaoman, you are sober, there is no fire, I am here, don't be afraid, I am here." ”
But now Su Xiaoman seems to be caught in a kind of magic barrier.
She couldn't see Fu Jingchun at all, and she couldn't hear Fu Jingchun's voice.
I just feel that I am surrounded by a sea of fire, and the fire is monstrous.
Su Xiaoman even felt his exhaustion melted by the scorching heat inch by inch.
The pain was like being splashed with sulfuric acid, and the whole body was still corroded.
Su Xiaoman felt that he couldn't bear it anymore.
But she had to wake up Fu Jingchun.
She was still screaming and screaming, her hands fluttering in the air, like she was going crazy.
Fu Jingchun's chin was bloodied by Su Xiaoman.
But Fu Jingchun still tried his best to hold Su Xiaoman in his arms.
He had never seen Su Xiaoman in such a frantic state.
Su Xiaoman in front of him only made him feel distressed and was about to die.
It turned out that she was so painful.
Fu Jingchun couldn't wait for all the pain to be borne by himself.
Fu Jingchun only hated that he couldn't endure those pains for Su Xiaoman.
And she was so thin that she held it in her arms as if she was going to disappear at any moment.
Fu Jingchun only felt distressed.
Su Xiaoman didn't know when he stopped.
At that time, I just felt exhausted.
I only felt that my whole body was burned into ashes by the fire
I only feel that my whole person has been changed beyond recognition, and I have no strength at all.
But at that time, the fire in front of me was like a tide, and the boiling water receded little by little.
Su Xiaoman's remaining memories began to recover little by little.
At this time, Su Xiaoman also began to realize that he must have hallucinated just now.
Fu Jingchun's face slowly appeared in front of him.
Su Xiaoman gradually saw clearly the person who was now holding him tightly in his arms.
It's Fu Jingchun.
But Fu Jingchun had a long blood mark on his chin.
Fu Jingchun's neck was also bitten out of several blood marks.
Did she do it?
And Su Xiaoman couldn't believe it at all.
She really did something to hurt Fu Jingchun.
Fu Jingchun looked at Su Xiaoman, his eyes were deep.
Fu Jingchun looked at Su Xiaoman's hazy eyes and said, "Xiaoman, are you better?"
Fu Jingqing's eyes were full of worry.
Su Xiaoman's tears fell out all of a sudden.
She reached out to touch Fu Jingchun's blood-stained neck.
Su Xiaoman said in disbelief: "Did I do all this?"
Fu Jingchun hurriedly shook his head: "No." ”
Su Xiaoman knew in his heart that yes.
Tears couldn't help but fall again.
But now Su Xiaoman has no other strength.
The brain is in chaos again, and there is no way to even think.
Su Xiaoman fell asleep again.
Fu Jingchun didn't close his eyes all night.
guarded Su Xiaoman and looked at the sleeping face.
Fu Jingchun always felt that Su Xiaoman's face was as clean as an angel.
From the first time he saw Su Xiaoman, Fu Jingchun felt that those eyes were moving, and they were imprinted in his mind all of a sudden.
And for so many years, from the hidden marriage at the beginning, to the disappearance for five years.
Going around and around, they have experienced too much, too much between them.
Fu Jingchun once felt that meeting Su Xiaoman was the luckiest thing in his life.
And after Su Xiaoman's disappearance, Fu Jingchun resented fate for the first time.
If he wants to take away the best things in his life, why let them meet.
When we meet again.
Fu Jingchun has been through a lot of struggles.
From the warmth at the beginning, to the truth later.
When Su Xiaoman returned to his side again.
Fu Jingchun admitted that he had never been so grateful.
But in the midst of such a fateful ups and downs.
Fu Jingchun has never been so painful as she is now.
Seeing these pains that Su Xiaoman endured.
Just watched like this, and he was powerless.
It is as if these pains have been magnified countless times.
In the end, it was all added to him.
Fu Jingchun hugged Su Xiaoman tightly in his arms.
I never cried, but before I knew it, the tears had already flowed down my face.
How can I let go of her Xiaoman.
How long is this joke going to be?
If there is any pain, it would be nice to let him bear it alone.
Why do you want to add to a small Su Xiaoman who looks like he can be defeated at any time.
Over the years, by his side, she has suffered a lot.
Why do this to her?
For the first time, Fu Jingchun felt that he might have been a person who did a lot of evil in his previous life.
That's why in this life, the person he loves the most will suffer so much for him.
Huo Youjiang was right, although the pain that Su Xiaoman endured was not directly given by him.
But in the final analysis, it was all because of him, and it was he who didn't protect Xiaoman.
If Xiaoman hadn't met him back then.
If the person he married back then was not him, even if it was just an ordinary family and an ordinary man.
Maybe it's a thousand times better than it is now.
Maybe you don't have to endure these unbearable pains at all.
The next day, when Su Xiaoman woke up, he only felt a splitting headache.
Fu Jingchun still held her tightly in his arms.
When Su Xiaoman opened his eyes, he happened to meet Fu Jingqing's eyes.
Fu Jingqing's eyes were actually red, and they were bloodshot.