Chapter Seventy-Five: A Moment of Vulnerability
Now that everything is a thing of the past, I know that moving back to the house where we used to laugh and laugh will surely be desolate with my sentimental personality, and I guess I will have a short life.
For the sake of my daughter, my parents, I still want to live well, and I don't want to be reincarnated so early, so I plan to balance the left and right when I divorce, I don't plan to move back to that small house to live in, just let it be rented out all the time, and I can still receive a monthly rent.
As for where I live after my divorce, let's figure it out.
I went back to the bedroom and began to pack up my things, in fact, before I went to the hotel that day, I had already packed my things, this time I took out the photo album of our family of three, I carefully put away the photos of my daughter, I took a group photo with Deng Wenliang, all I put it into a small iron basin, and burned it with a lighter in the bathroom, I never wanted to leave any memories related to him.
As I was doing this, I heard Deng Wenliang open the door and go out, and then I saw him driving his Mercedes-Benz out of the gate of the community through the window.
After burning the pictures, I walked back to my bedroom and sat on my bed in a daze, thinking about what I planned for the next few days.
After sitting for a long time, I decided to call the female netizen Wei Haichao, who was suffering from the same illness as me.
I'm not a sociable woman, and my friends who are particularly close in life are also lackluster, I used to have a same-sex friend Fan Yujuan, I didn't expect her to approach me for a purpose, now I think about my life is really ridiculous and sad, life and my closest partners, lovers and friends, they are actually with ill-intentioned intentions to approach me, thinking of this, I have to admit that I really failed in the first half of my life.
I sighed as I dialed Wei Haichao's mobile phone number.
In fact, before, Haichao and I had many phone calls and had a very happy conversation, because our two women are not only close in age, but also have too many similarities in life experiences, and we can meet in the vast sea of people, which is really fateful.
Haichao has been going to meet me for a long time, but because I have been entangled in trivial matters, I have not found time to meet her, but I have told her a thing or two about some of the troubles I am currently experiencing through phone calls or online chats.
So at this time, in the face of the betrayal of my relatives and the fact that I was going to leave alone, the first person I thought of confiding in was her.
I was holding my phone, and when I heard Hai Chao's characteristic cheerful voice from the other side of the phone, "Hey, Xiaoman?" I was stunned for a moment, and then my throat choked.
I don't know why, at this moment, the concerned voice of a netizen I have never met can also defeat me who is extremely fragile.
I choked up and said to her, "Hai Chao, I'm divorced." ”
Hearing this, Haichao was a little surprised at first, but she also felt the change in my mood, so she quickly comforted me: "Xiaoman, don't be sad, let that pair of best men and women get out of your life, hello start a new life, don't be sad, ah?"
In fact, Haichao has long persuaded me to divorce, although she is close to my age and experience, but her personality is completely different, my character is more resilient, and Haichao's character belongs to the kind that would rather bend than bend, at the beginning, when she knew that her husband was cheating, she fought with her husband and the three little ones and immediately filed for divorce, so she has been persuading me to cut through the mess quickly.
I tried my best to suppress my sadness and let out a calm "um".