"I have never been ashamed of anyone in my life, except for my little daughter, and I hope that one day, I can say sorry to her in person, but it's a pity...... I don't have that chance anymore. At the end of my life, I didn't have any wishes, I just wanted her to be happy, healthy, and smooth in this life. ”

In addition to the fragments of her daily life in her early years, Lin Luo's diary is full of pages of transcribed Buddhist scriptures.

Turning to the last page of the book, Lin Xiangwan found the sentence above.

In her heart, she was sour for a while, but she couldn't tell whether she was sad or happy.

Lin Xiangwan has always felt that she is a very hard person, with a hard temper and a hard life, the only weakness in her body is probably given to her family, and what she is most afraid of is being forgotten.

When she was a child, on her birthday, whether it was Ye Kuan or Ye Rong, she would start to look forward to the birthday gift many days in advance, and she also looked forward to it, but she just expected others to remember this day, and looked forward to being able to get a bowl of somen noodles at the table, which was her greatest joy.

She always felt that Lin Luo didn't love her, so she was ruthless enough to leave her back then, and she had been unhappy for so many years.

But now, after so many things, she has become a mother herself, and such thoughts have long disappeared.

A mother's love for her child is out of instinctive nature, and it is never something that can be stopped by any force, or anything, Lin Luo must have wanted to find her back, but why didn't it succeed in the end, there must be too much bitter past.

She no longer thought about the reason for these things, because this hand-copied Buddhist scripture, she believed, this must be the last gift that Lin Luo gave her.

Lin Xiangwan closed the diary and received it in the suitcase with the urn, Ye Nan was sleeping in the bedroom, and the hazy sky was outside the window.

Lin Xiangwan walked to Ye Nan's bedside, the child didn't know what he dreamed of, his eyebrows were slightly raised, his little hand grasped the pillow tightly, Lin Xiangwan gently touched his forehead, and the corners of his eyes immediately relaxed.

Even in his dreams, he could sense Lin Xiangwan's existence, as long as Lin Xiangwan was by his side, he was not afraid of anything.

Chu Di finally let them come back, because she promised him that she would consider his words, but in fact, she planned to leave the city with Ye Nan early the next morning.

I finally found a job, I finally moved to a house, and I finally made up my mind to live my next life peacefully with a man, and I finally ...... None of this became impossible.

Lin Xiangwan thought of Chu Di, and smiled bitterly with a headache, he always seemed to have a way to mess up her life, although she repeatedly told herself that her life had nothing to do with him, but when facing this man, it was always difficult for her to calm down.

They have left too many imprints on each other and in each other's lives.

Some of those marks almost penetrated into her bone marrow, so that she could not forget and dare not forget. I'm afraid that as long as she forgets what he did for a minute or second, then those inexplicable emotions buried in her heart that are so deep that they almost swallow her will sweep in.

For this man, she can't beat him, so she can only escape, run away, and then let the shadow in her heart grow old and fade with the years.

At five o'clock, the ringtone in the mobile phone rang softly, and Ye Nan opened his eyes suddenly, "Mom?"

He saw Lin Xiangwan sitting at the head of the bed, his eyes were red, and he looked like he had stayed up all night. Lin Xiangwan kissed him lightly on the cheek, "Baby, get up, we're going to start the big escape today." Ye Nan was stunned for a moment, then grinned very happily and nodded vigorously.

At 5:22, the woman with the child, pulling the heavy suitcase, walked out of the old building, the community in the early morning is not lonely, there are already some early old people in the garden to practice Tai Chi, when walking on the road, Lin Xiangwan's heel soles fell on the bluestone roadbed, making a crisp sound. Ye Nan was bouncing in front of him with his schoolbag, and when he passed a big oak tree at the entrance of the community, he suddenly stopped.

"Why don't you leave?" Lin Xiangwan followed behind him with the box.

Ye Nan's little face tightened, and he pointed to the front.

Chu Di's car was parked at the entrance of the community, and others were standing in front of the car door, holding a cigarette with curling green smoke between his fingers, his face looked a little haggard, his eyes were bloodshot, and his chin was covered with green stubble. Seeing Lin Xiangwan come out, he didn't seem to be surprised at all, flicked the cigarette aside, stepped forward to take the suitcase from her, "Let's go, let's go back." ”

"Mr. Chu, do you still want to be shameless?" Lin Xiangwan tugged on the suitcase tightly and didn't let go.

Chu Di exerted his strength, and dragged her with the two boxes a few steps forward, "I wanted it before, but now I don't want it, as long as you." ”

Ye Nan rushed over and pounced on him, Chu Di didn't even look at him, so he picked him up, sandwiched him under his arm, let go of Lin Xiangwan and his luggage, and continued to move forward.

Ye Nan let out a piercing scream, Lin Xiangwan didn't care about asking for luggage, and rushed over to grab Ye Nan with him, at this time, some people had gathered outside the community, someone pointed and looked over, Lin Xiangwan wanted to call for help, but Chu Di said loudly, "You want to be angry with me, it's okay, right? I'm just because I'm too busy at work to take care of you, so you run away from home, I've begged you for so long, for you, I even did a small job, I don't want a career, what are you not satisfied with?" Do you have to have an incomplete family in the process of our children's growth? Do you know how I spend my days? You don't think about me, you have to think about yourself, your health is so bad, how can you take care of yourself with a child? We are originally a family, what do you want me to do to be satisfied?"

Chu Di said it with a straight face, and Lin Xiangwan was dumbfounded when he heard it, "What do you mean by this......?" Why are we family? It's okay with us!"

"You're still stubborn! We don't matter, where did Ye Nan come from? You say it's okay, doesn't it matter? You let everyone judge, you lost your temper and ran away from home, I have already admitted my mistake and apologized, what do you still think of me? As long as you can say it, I can do it, but you can't keep deliberately avoiding me like this!"

Chu Di is familiar with him in the community because he works in a convenience store these days, and the average old man knows him, and they all think he is a very good young man.

Now hearing the conversation between him and Lin Xiangwan, everyone showed their expressions, and some old people even came to Lin Xiangwan's side and said to her, "Oh, young man, how can husband and wife have an overnight feud, Xiao Chu has already apologized to you, and he has done so much, you can forgive him." ”

"Yes, yes, Xiao Chu is so good, it would be a pity if you missed it, don't be too shrewd to be a woman, sometimes it's good to open one eye and close one eye. "That's right, no matter how much the adults quarrel, they shouldn't implicate the child, see how close your child is when he sees his father, he is reluctant to let go." ”

Ye Nan, who was holding Chu Di's arm and beating happily, was also petrified when he heard this, Grandma, what kind of eyes are you? Are you reluctant to let go?!

Taking advantage of Ye Nan's efforts, Chu Di had already opened the car door, threw him into the back seat, and locked the car door with his hand.

Lin Xiangwan was so angry that his hands and feet trembled, and he couldn't say a word with his mouth curled, he was really shameless, but she still wanted it! The most important thing is that he didn't want to be dignified if he didn't have a face. Because of his work, the mass base is many times better than her, so what he says, those old ladies are willing to believe it, but Lin Xiangwan, the more people explain, the more people think that she is a little daughter-in-law who is coquettish and stupid, and she has to be unforgiving.

She couldn't tell all the things about herself and his old sesame seeds, so she could only listen to the old ladies complaining that she was ignorant, such a good man didn't want it, don't regret it in the future......

Chu Di saw that Lin Xiangwan's face was close to the color of eggplant skin, and knew that Lin Xiangwan's face was thin and stubborn. It's okay to tease, but it's not fun to tease in a hurry. Although he was angry in his heart, she dared to sneak away with Ye Nan, if he hadn't prepared in advance and waited at the door for a night, who knows where she is now, but after all, he stopped her, and he still wants to continue living with her, so he can't mess with people, otherwise he won't be able to end it himself.

Thinking of this, Chu Di took a few steps forward, fished Lin Xiangwan out of the aunt's denunciation group, regardless of her resistance, pressed her to her chest, and then said to all the enthusiastic aunts, "Thank you, this matter is all my fault, my wife has not been in good health, and she ran away from home with her son, also because she was worried about being tired, I was always inconsiderate of her before, so she made such a decision, not in the future, I will treat her well, let's disperse, let you worry about me." ”

Chu Di's voice was full of apologies, coupled with his affectionate appearance now, so that the middle-aged and elderly women were full of emotion after seeing it, but none of them said that he was not. After he finished saying these words, he hugged Lin Xiangwan and got into the car, Lin Xiangwan sat in the driver's seat, and Jian Wei couldn't believe what had just happened.

Actor......

Such a wonderful performance, Lang Zi looked back, when did he have such acting skills, it is really impressive!!

Because she was so shocked, Lin Xiangwan even forgot about her anger, and it wasn't until the car slowly drove into the main road that she raised her hands, and the crisp and loud applause echoed and dispersed in the car.

"It's so exciting, Mr. Chu, I didn't expect you to keep such a hand. ”