Chapter 36
Yisheng opened her eyes dimly when the morning was almost dawn, and saw that Wu's mother was wiping her body for her, she opened her mouth to call her, but her voice was hoarse. [No pop-ups.]
"What's wrong, Miss, what's not feeling well, do you want to drink water?" Mama Wu asked again and again.
This sound woke up Sheng Yuanhang, who was sleeping outside, and he hurriedly knocked on the door and asked, "What's wrong with Miss?"
"Miss woke up. Wu's mother replied while helping Yisheng rake his pajamas and put them on, and then got up and opened the door.
Yuanhang walked briskly to his daughter's bedside, stretched out his hand to test the temperature on her forehead, and said happily: "The heat has subsided, what does Xiaosheng think?"
Yisheng was not fully awake at this moment, looking at her father's loving and anxious face, she was already squeamish in her illness, and vaguely remembered all the things that had suddenly arisen this day, and the tears seemed to have her own consciousness, and they fell down.
"What's the matter? What's uncomfortable? You cry in my heart-" Sheng Yuanhang was in a hurry, and even forgot to support his subordinates, so he had to get up and go out by himself, "Xiao Sheng, you wait, Dad will invite Dr. Cheng to come over, and he will come in a while." ”
Unexpectedly, Yisheng reached out and grabbed his sleeve, shook his head in a daze and said, "Dad, I'm fine, I don't need to see the doctor, I'm just sad in my heart, don't go." ”
Yuanhang listened to his daughter's unconscious whispering between half dreaming and half waking, a heart was guilty and uncomfortable, he took the warm water brought by Wu's mother in a complicated mood, fed his daughter to drink, and then watched her fall asleep again in a daze, while he kept holding her hand by her bedside until dawn.
When Yisheng really came to her senses, Yuanhang was gone, and Wu's mother looked at her while wiping her tears, and said, "You stupid boy, why is this so painful?"
She lowered her eyelashes and refused to make a sound, so Wu's mother was so distressed that she took her into her arms and repeated over and over again like when she was coaxed to sleep when she was a child, "It will pass, it will pass, everything will be fine, my young lady is the strongest, I know." ”
She closed her eyes and asked softly, "Will it really pass?"
Mother Wu followed her, patted her on the back, and said softly: "Really, just like I used to, and I know that you are stronger than me." “
She looked up at her and asked, "Mother Wu, have you ever loved each other? Then why did you separate again?"
"Yes, why not?" the old man's face showed the tolerance and peace engraved by the years, she smiled slightly, with a little distant remembrance, "The same is said to be forever, somehow it will be dispersed, maybe it is a small thing, maybe it is angry, maybe it is nothing, just a flat talk, I am old, I have experienced too much, I can't remember it clearly." ”
Yisheng stopped talking, and Wu's mother continued to shake her slightly, "Child, you are still too young, it's good to suffer a little, you will slowly understand that no one will be smooth for a lifetime, no matter how sad you are, that day will also be lived." There is only one you remember, that is what your mother said back then, she said, people, the most important thing is to learn to smile, no matter how bad the situation is, you can't put on a pitiful posture, there are few people in this world who send charcoal in the snow, but there are many people who make things worse, never let people with a heart have a chance, see the joke. ”
Under the service of Wu's mother, she changed into clean and beautiful clothes, and Wu's mother poured a thin layer of fat powder on her face to cover her too pale face, and then combed her into a very fashionable shape, and said to her with a smile: "Go, your father is waiting for you in the study." ”
Yisheng went out of the door, met Bai Cuiyin downstairs, and saw at a glance that she was waiting here to ridicule herself, she remembered her mother's words, and just smiled at the moment, and said, "Aunt Yin is not very good today, it won't be because she was tired of guarding me last night, right?" ”
Bai Cuiyin really didn't expect that Yisheng, who looked pitiful yesterday, would say these words to her with such a posture today, and couldn't help but be stunned, and Yisheng didn't wait for her to answer, and left after speaking, and when she reacted, she could only scold her back hatefully twice: "Sure enough, what kind of mother gives birth to what kind of seed, born with a bitch heart, ruthless and unjust!"
Yisheng didn't hear these words, she just raised her face slightly, and looked through the patio to see the light in the sky.
Mom, I'll remember, and I won't disappoint you again. She said from the bottom of her heart.
When Yisheng knocked on the door of the study, Yuanhang was staring at the photo of the woman on the desk in a daze, and suddenly raised his head and saw a similar face, and his heart was sour for a while.
Yisheng looked at her father, the person she loved the most and was closest to in the world, all the hard shells were slowly falling off, she called "Dad" softly, but she didn't rub her father's side like before.
Yuanhang choked in his throat, nodded and stood up, "Okay, how is Xiao Sheng feeling now, is there anything uncomfortable?"
Yisheng shook his head, "I'm fine, it's me who is not good, let my father worry about it." ”
Yuanhang was even more uncomfortable in his heart, looking at his daughter's face, although it was still beautiful, how did he think she had lost a lot of weight, and finally sighed: "Xiaosheng, you are talking to your father so politely today, you are blaming your father, aren't you?"
Yisheng was startled and hurriedly raised his head, looked at his father, opened his mouth, and only opened his eyes for a long time before he opened his eyes and said lightly: "I want to say that I am not sad at all, it is false, I just don't understand, why is my father hiding it from me, is it afraid that I will come back and rob my sister of Brother Ji Huan?"
Yuanhang smiled bitterly, "Do you think so?" It seems that I guessed correctly, you really like Mu Huan's kid very much." ”
He slowly sat down again, and said bitterly: "When the Ji family came to mention the marriage between Mu Huan and Yizheng, I also hesitated, I know that you like Mu Huan when you pee, how can you not think about you? I talked to you Uncle Ji, he thought about the new school, only said that it was Mu Huan, and did not want to interfere in his marriage, I even made a special trip to find Mu Huan several times, but he told me that he has always only regarded you as a sister, and the person he really wants to marry is your sister...... The twisted melon is not sweet, his tone is so resolute, the other one is also my daughter, what else can I do?"
Her father's words were like a knife that plunged back into her unhealed heart, and she slowly lowered her head and watched her toes silently.
"I don't let people tell you, I'm afraid that you will be sad, and the long pain is better than the short pain, I think that when you come back, they are married, and you will be sad for a while, but you will never struggle as painfully as you do now, and there is still a glimmer of hope, and this glimmer of hope is clearly a mirage. ”
How could Yisheng not hear the helpless sentimentality in her father's words, she raised her head, but saw the heavy pain in her father's eyes, and felt uncomfortable and guilty at the moment, walked forward, knelt down in front of her father, and hugged her father's arm, "Dad, am I a very bad daughter? You have so much heart for **, but I still make you so sad." ”
Yuanhang reached out to shake his daughter's hand, "It's that I'm not a good father, I know that you like Mu Huan so much, but I can't help it - Dad is not old and confused, I know that Mu Huan is cooperating with the Sun family to set up a new bank, if I have the background resources in politics, maybe ......"
"Dad!" Yisheng was even more sad when he heard his father blame himself like this, "I know you have always disliked things in officialdom." ”
Yuanhang shook his head, "I refused to take the road arranged by your grandfather back then, and I was an official errand in obedience, because I saw your mother's family, the Qingwang Mansion that was so prominent back then, just because your grandfather rebelled at the border, and he was so tired that all the men were beheaded and all the female dependents were prostituted, and your mother and I were separated at that time...... Then I watched your grandfather rise and fall in the Huan Sea, but he died depressed at forty, and became more and more determined to think only for businessmen, Xiaosheng, your mother and I both feel that the happiness of ordinary people can stabilize the years, that is the supreme blessing - but just now I was in the study, I looked at the photo of your mother, and my mind was full of what you looked like when you were a child, with a chubby little face, like a flower, and you called your father to hug in a coquettish voice, but what are you doing now...... It's Daddy I'm sorry for you......
"Dad!" Yisheng was very painful, "You still have to say, if you keep talking, the more hateful I will be!"
Yuanhang calmed down his emotions and reached out to shake his daughter's hand, "Okay, it's all over, don't talk about it, but you have to promise your father that you can't take yourself seriously like this in the future, you child, how can it rain in this cold winter?"
Yisheng lowered his eyes, "I didn't mean to, I didn't take an umbrella, but I wanted to go home." ”
Yuanhang naturally knows that the pain in his daughter's heart cannot disappear in an instant, although he is distressed, he can only wait for time to slowly smooth it out, and now he has nothing else to ask for as long as he ensures that she will not do anything stupid. Yisheng listened to his father sigh softly, raised his head, and saw his father's early-born Hua, the more sad his heart became, "Dad, your head is white." ”
Yuanhang smiled slightly, rubbing his daughter's young face, "There's nothing wrong with this, at least in the future, it won't be white anymore." ”
"When I was in France, I looked at Uncle Song and Sister Wanhua, and I thought that I would never let you be so sad and disappointed one day, but I still didn't do it. ”
"Silly girl, you don't know, what a precious treasure you are to Dad, how could I be disappointed in you?"
Yisheng put his face on his father's lap and didn't speak, just shook his head slightly.
And Yuanhang stroked her long and slowly opened his mouth: "However, Dad has a request for you, the only one,
That is, you can not forget the things of the past, but, promise me, you must let go. ”