Maybe it's not just this strange feeling that makes Guo Yinling unable to sleep, but she also knows very well that someone will come to see her, and there is more than one.

As she had imagined, there was a knock on the door, and she slowly sat up from the bed.

At this time, the other party saw that there was no response for a long time, and knocked again, this time listening to the sound, it was more urgent than the last time.

She walked to the door and took a deep breath, ready to face it normally no matter who it was, but after she slowly opened the door and saw Xu Qian, whose eyes were red, Guo Yinling only felt that her originally strong heart was jerked, making her a little breathless.

"Yinling, the old man didn't do anything to you, did he?" Xu Qian, who had already cried and wore makeup, said worriedly, it could be seen that she was suppressing her emotions, a little woman who had not experienced any storms in her life, fragile and distressing.

Guo Yinling looked at Xu Qian, her mother, a woman who was not strong but always gave her gentleness that the Guo family had never given her, as if she had touched the softest place in her heart, she muttered: "Mom, I'm fine." ”

After hearing Guo Yinling call her mom, Xu Qian finally couldn't control her emotions again, so she hugged Yinling at the door, cried into tears, choked and said: "Promise Mom, don't make any more trouble, as long as you marry into the Li family safely, Mom will promise you everything." ”

Originally, after hearing the first half of the sentence, Guo Yinling felt a sense of warmth, and her heart gradually tightened, but after hearing the second half of the sentence, her expression slowly froze, and the originally warm heart became cold again.

Hypocritical to ruthlessness, if she agreed easily at this time, she would not have Guo Yinling, and she would not have left this home for three years, she gently pushed away the petite Xu Qian, stretched out her somewhat rough hand to wipe away the tears on Xu Qian's face, and muttered: "Mom, something, lingering." ”

Xu Qian slowly held Guo Yinling's somewhat rough hand, looked at Guo Yinling's face, her face was distressed, she bit her lip and said, "Isn't it enough?"

"It's not enough. She said paranoidly, knowing that this sentence might completely hurt Xu Qian's heart, but she still said without hesitation, at this moment Guo Yinling hated herself a little, hated her ruthlessness, hated her selfishness, but despite this, she still did this, because if she compromised at this moment, then what is her life?

In this world, there will always be a part of the world, who would rather drill the horns of the bull than go with the flow, maybe such a small group of people will be scolded as fools, and will become an outlier in the eyes of all so-called normal people, maybe not only to hurt themselves, but also to hurt the most important people around them.

It's not that they don't understand, it's not that they don't know the pain of being poked in the back, and they're not stupid, but why do they not hesitate when they know all this? It's destined that those who only curse and sarcasm in the crowd will never understand it in their lifetime.

Those who have souls will one day find faith that is better than their own lives, and those who are decadent and lost in the torrent of this era will eventually have the most dry shell, like the walking dead.

It is very appropriate to describe it with the phrase death at the age of 20 and burial at the age of 70.

Xu Qian panicked, she didn't know when Guo Yinling, who had always been empathetic and sensible, became like this, she thought that Guo Yinling had fallen into the devil, and cried and said: "This time, if you are willful, the Guo family will..."

Before Xu Qian finished speaking, Guo Yinling held Xu Qian's shoulder with her hand, as if she was afraid that Xu Qian would faint at any time, she said with an extremely calm expression and an extremely calm tone: "I'm not afraid." ”

Xu Qian was stupid, she lost her voice and said, "Why?

"Because I'm a fool, Mom, you won't understand that. Guo Yinling suddenly smiled and said, it was a smile that had not changed a single bit after three years of poverty and torture, it was still as simple and innocent as it was back then, even though she had withered yellow, but she was still the bird who pursued freedom and never compromised.

And in the eyes of the entire Guo family, the entire capital, and the entire rivers and lakes, this bird has become a butterfly that can never fly to the sea, how sad.

Xu Qian looked at the smile on Guo Yinling's face in great surprise, she seemed to notice something, she finally understood why Guo Yinling was struggling, because back then, she also thought about fighting, but in the end she didn't take that step, and now it is the same fate again, Guo Yinling did it without hesitation.

"Yinling, in your eyes, Mom must be the most cowardly person..."Xu Qian said with some distraction, how could she not understand all this, but she was just running away, she didn't want to face such a past, such a mistake.

Something, maybe from the first step, is wrong, and that's why it's such a series of mistakes.

Guo Yinling shook her head slightly, and slowly hugged this woman, this woman who gave her the three views that she thought was really correct, and wanted to face this cold world in a gentle way, how could she say that she was wrong, because she gave all her love to this family, although she was just like a leaf of duckweed.

"Mom, in my heart, you are the greatest person, but I, an unfilial daughter, have made you suffer, and may continue to make you suffer in the future..."

Xu Qian gently stroked Guo Yinling's back and muttered, "Who made you my daughter..."

"Let me be willful again, this time, and for the last time, I will be willful twice in this life. She said in a weak voice, let go of Xu Qian, and then silently closed the door in Xu Qian's distressed eyes.

Perhaps, Xu Qian acquiesced to all this, she also knew, she also knew that Xu Qian's heart was like a knife at this moment, and she knew that the sadness in her heart at this moment was suffocating, although she wanted to stay with Xu Qian for a while, but she knew very well that she needed to keep a distance from Xu Qian, even if there was a slight possibility, she didn't want to drag down this family anymore, and she didn't want to let the people around her be tortured because of her.

It seems to be the last shred of rationality in the heart of a serial murderer.

Ironically, Guo Yinling was afraid in her heart that she would be shaken in Xu Qian's gentleness.

The bad guy, the out-and-out bad guy, is herself, she never refutes, because from the bottom of her heart, from three years ago, she thinks so, so whether it is a catastrophe or a thousand scolding, she thinks that it is deserved, so she is also walking in that direction.

Xu Qian stood in place for a long time, facing Guo Yinling's determination, because she understood Guo Yinling's feelings, so she never spoke ill of Guo Yinling, because she understood from the beginning that she couldn't change anything.

But the so-called rivers and lakes seem to be unwilling to even give the last warmth of this mother and daughter.

Xu Qian left gently, on the other side of the corridor, Guo Bojun, who has always been a smoker, was waiting, seeing Xu Qian with tears on his face coming over, he generally knew that Xu Qian's persuasion had no effect, and said with a straight face: "It's just crying all day long, is it useful? You can't change her anything." ”

Although Guo Bojun said it very coldly, Xu Qian understood very well that Guo Bojun was actually in his heart, and he was also distressed, the old husband and wife for so many years, Xu Qian knew Guo Bojun's temper too well, it seemed that Guo Bojun was jealous of Guo Yinling for ruining his future and his status in the Guo family, but Xu Qian understood that what Guo Bojun really hated was not Guo Yinling, but this Guo family.

It's just that because of his own position, Guo Bojun can only vent all the resentment in his heart on Guo Yinling's body, and he has to throw out that slap, because there are too many people watching behind.

Although he is Yinling's father, he can't stand behind Guo Yinling, and he can't even say a word of grievance for Guo Yinling, he must stand in the position of the Guo family, and he can never stand on the opposite side of the Guo family, even if he sees Guo Yinling fall into such a catastrophe. From the very beginning, he has pretended to have a red face, and he will never be able to take such a red face in his life.

"Lao Guo, can't you go over and say good things? How can you say that Yinling is also your daughter, so you are willing to watch her jump into the fire pit? You also know her temperament, she can marry out in peace?" Although Xu Qian knew Guo Bojun's position, she still couldn't help but hold Guo Bojun's hand and said, although this may make Guo Bojun completely lose the right to speak in the Guo family, but even if there is a chance to save Yinling, she is willing to try, now she is not the wife of the Guo family, but just a mother who wants to protect her daughter.

Guo Bojun listened, his expression was unusually gloomy, why didn't he want to do this, but he knew very well that this time Guo Yinling would not have any leeway, the Guo family would not give her a leeway, and the capital would not give it, after all, there were too many people waiting to see such a joke from the Guo family now.

Don't say these words in the future, no matter what, she is to blame. Guo Bojun said with a cold face.

"But after all, she is..."Xu Qian's face was unbearable, and she begged bitterly, this little woman who would never go against her man was unusually firm at this time.

Guo Bojun directly interrupted Xu Qian's words, and then said word by word: "If I can, I'd rather not have this daughter." ”

Xu Qian was stunned, she looked at Guo Bojun, who might have been unintentional, her body was trembling, as if she didn't want to accept such a cold reality, and turned around angrily to leave.

"What do you want to do, go and see the old man alone, you are not afraid of implicating the future of Qingshan?" Guo Bojun looked at Xu Qian, who had made a great determination, and stopped her with an extremely indifferent sentence.