No one can understand Shanwa's current mood, and it is no longer enough to describe it, but she has been looking at Erni with a smile on her face.

There is an emotion in this world that is sadness, and there are thousands of reasons to be sad.

But the one that can stab your heart the most should be your beloved, slowly withering in front of you, and you are helpless.

Even if you have the whole world, you can not care about anything.

But there is an emotion called 'love' that must be cherished.

Erni, her head rested on Shanwa's shoulder, and her hand and Shanwa's hand were tightly clasped together.

I know Yuhan in Xiangjiang, I can see that she loves you, very much, the kind that can give you her life.

But he is not suitable to be your wife, she can't take good care of you, because she is suitable for working hard outside, not a little woman.

Shanwa's palms were a little sweaty, Erni continued, I talked to Duan Qiqi a lot that day, she also knew about my condition, I asked her, if I leave, can she take care of you?

Her answer was that you wouldn't have lived with her without me.

She told me that she was crazy about you and pursued you in the army, and you didn't agree at that time, she always thought that it was because of me and you didn't want to leave your parents and family that you didn't want to stay in the army.

After all these years, she finally figured out that you are not only because of me, but also because you hate her circle and their disciplined life.

Even if you don't like to deal with people in the system, now her work environment and her family background are incompatible with you, and your relationship is the kind that can only fall in love, but you can't get married.

The important thing is that she also has a child, she is no longer the crazy girl she was back then, she should think more about her son in what she does, and give her son a superior and stable living environment.

Her current resources can allow his son to develop well, so she will not give up her current environment for you.

I don't know you don't have any other women out there, but neither of these women can take good care of you.

So I made one last choice.

Shanwa was very surprised, what choice did she have, her old bottom had been lifted.

Now Shanwa even has fine beads of sweat on her forehead, he didn't expect Erni to think about so many things.

Erni said at this time: Let everyone come over, in fact, don't worry about me, I'm fine, really good.

Shanwa herself doesn't know what to do now, and Erni will do whatever Shanwa says.

Shanwa shouted loudly for everyone to come over, and after a while, everyone gathered around, and everyone in the village came, men, women, and children, and some old people were carried by their families.

Everyone in the village knows that the second girl of the Lin family, Erni is in very poor health, and she went abroad for treatment, but she was not treated.

The Lin family helped

All the families in the village.

The living conditions of the whole village are better than those of the nearby villages, and they are inseparable from the help of the Lin family.

Until now, the greenhouse vegetables in the village are still being sold by Shanwa, and I heard that there is now a big market invested.

In the future, everyone will have a fixed stall, not only can sell vegetables, but all agricultural and sideline products can be sold there.

Now the elderly over 60 years old in the village have 30 yuan of pocket money every month, which is also Shanwa's idea, Shanwa said that if there is no money in the village, he will pay for it.

Now there are more than a dozen elderly people in the village, and they can receive money in the village every month.

Erni has been a very quiet and good girl in the village since she was a child, and she has not been idle since she returned to the village to recuperate when she was sick.

Knowing that anyone in trouble will help, if anyone has a headache and brain fever, the first thing that comes to mind is to go to Lin's house and find the foreign doctor who can't speak Mandarin well.

The village is very small, dozens of families, the Lin family's mountain baby took Erni to the small hillside by the river, the Lin family all came out, and everyone knew that something was wrong.

Soon the whole village came out, and some even sent people to call back those who were not in the village.

Everyone followed, but they didn't speak loudly, even the children were very honest, just followed.

Seeing the mountain baby call everyone, everyone came over.

Erni looked at the family members around her, and looked carefully one by one.

also saw the men, women and children of the whole village standing not far away, Erni smiled, and smiled very sweetly.

Erni looked at her parents, who were already frosted with their temples, and they still supported each other.

The mother still had tears on her face, and Erni looked at the eldest sister and the eldest brother-in-law, who also came back with the child, and the eldest sister kept crying.

Erni leaned on Shanwa's arms and continued, Daddy, don't be sad, this is fate, don't blame Brother Shanwa, he tried his best.

Eldest sister and brother-in-law, don't be sad, I'm fine, I'm very happy today, our whole family is together, I'm really happy.

I want to thank everyone, Yingying, Uncle Dong, Dr. An, and the whole village have come to see me.

Erni touched Xiao Bowen's head again and said again: Be obedient in the future. Especially listen to my aunt's words, you know!

Erni took her sister Sanni's hand again and said, can you help your sister take care of Bowen in the future?

Sanni's eyes were full of tears and she kept nodding, and Erni continued, Time flies so fast, our Sanni has grown into a fifteen-year-old girl.

I'll be in college next year, and I know that I like people in my heart.

Everyone was a little surprised when Erni said this, and Erni now said that it seemed that the time was wrong.

The only thing that wasn't surprised was the mother, who looked at her two daughters with tears on her face.

Erni continued to whisper, Sister knows who Sanni likes in her heart, and Sister also knows that she likes people when she is the same age as you, and she is the same as you.

Then he leaned in Erni's ear and said, "If you like Brother Shanwa, you have to take care of him when you grow up, as well as Xiao Bowen."

Sanni still had tears on her face, but now she forgot to cry, her face was red, she was a little anxious, and she hurriedly said, "Sister, I don't, I really don't."

Erni smiled and took her sister's hand and said, Sister is leaving, promise my sister to take care of your brother Shanwa and Xiao Bowen after finishing college.

Everyone now understands what Erni said, some people are surprised, and some people think that Erni arranged it right, at least Xiao Bowen doesn't have to be afraid of being bullied by his stepmother, and he has his own aunt to take care of him, which is the same as his own child.

Shanwa was also dumbfounded, this was Erni's last choice for herself?

But in Shanwa's heart, Sanni is still the little girl who hasn't grown up.

Erni took her sister's hand and said, Sister ran out of strength, put Sanni's hand in Shanwa's hand and said, Brother Shanwa, take care of your parents and children, and I will hand over Sanni to you to take care of.

I know that in your heart you always thought that Sanni was a child, but the child will grow up, she is fifteen years old, and she will go to college next year, you have already arranged everything for her, right?

I'm gone, you're going to be sad and sad I know, but there's still a family that you need to take care of, so you have to hold on, you're the pillar of this family, you can't have anything to do, you can't fall.

After I leave, I don't think you will find a woman to marry for a few years, or even many years, I know your love for me and how important my place in your heart is.

In a few years, Sanni will also grow up, she can help you and take care of you after graduating from college, she is my sister I know her, the child has Sanni to take care of me and I am at ease, you will let me leave with peace of mind, right?

Shanwa had no choice but to nod.

Erni continued: You have to live happily after I leave, otherwise I will be sad with you in heaven.

I know there is something wrong with the eldest sister, but she is our sister, if there is anything wrong in the future, you must forgive her, don't blame her.

Money is not important, the family affection of our family is very important, and Shanwa, you told me, you are very good at making money, and I also know your secret, you will definitely not be short of money, so don't worry about them.

Shanwa just nodded, Erni, Sanni, and Xiao Bowen all sat beside Shanwa, and Erni still leaned her head on Shanwa's shoulder and said, "It's good." I really want to sit like this all the time, Brother Shanwa, you're singing a song to me.

Shanwa nodded and sang softly;

Where are the fallen leaves going with the wind?

Leave only the sky beautiful

The sound of the dance

Like angel wings

Crossing my happy past

Where love has been

The fragrance of yesterday remains

That familiar warmth

Like angel wings

Across my boundless thoughts

I'm sure you're still here

Never left

My love watches over you like an angel

If life ends here

Not since

There I am

I will find an angel to love you for me

Where love has been

The fragrance of yesterday remains

That familiar warmth

Like angel wings

Across my boundless thoughts

I'm sure you're still here

Never left

My love watches over you like an angel

If life ends here

Since then, there has been no me

I will find an angel to love you for me

You're still here

Never left

My love watches over you like an angel

If life ends here

Since then, there has been no me

I will find an angel to love you for me

I will find an angel to love you for me

The gentle singing drifted in the air, and the sky was clear in the morning, but now it was evening, and the sky was already dyed, but before I knew it, it was drizzling in the sky.

Write a few more words, I can read this book, and I insist on subscribing to see the current book friends, thank you, I have paid attention to every one of your book friends.

This book is not a cool article, but more about feelings, some human nature, changes, and collisions under the big wave. The people and events that happened in those years can't be written too much, too detailed. Even the timing and place were not very reasonable. Excuse me!

Erni is gone, I stopped writing N times in this chapter, and I cried bitterly, this is set up as soon as this book opens, and there will be flowers when the flowers fail, a new beginning, a new chapter, and the story behind is more exciting!

(End of chapter)