Opening his eyes, it was a very familiar ceiling, and even a familiar smell, Abin moved his fingers, and then clenched his fist in an attempt to control his arm, but it didn't seem to be so easy, and the intense pain made him unable to move.

It seems that he has always suffered like this, and after the torment is a greater torment, and then he does not get it, so life is desperate, but he has never been afraid of all this, maybe this is the faith born from the pain.

He lay in bed like this, he hadn't been so powerless for a long time, and only his mind was fighting for fate, like a man who had drunk to the point of breaking off, and he remembered when he was last awake.

In the end, in the Bai family's teahouse, or in Chen Can's Wuling Hongguang's car, or fell into Li Panruo's arms, and then Wei Jiu's death was like a magic spell that came into his ears, making him unable to extricate himself for a long time, and this tearing feeling from his heart even outweighed the pain in his body.

As if he suddenly thought of something, he gritted his teeth and touched his chest, but found that the letter was gone, maybe he heard the movement in the house, the fourth child who was guarding the door pushed the door directly, he looked at the sweaty Abin was struggling to move his arm, and immediately rushed up and held down Abin's arm, and then gestured with one hand in the air, which basically meant to let Abin stay honest, what to tell him, he will do it.

Ah Bin opened his mouth with difficulty and spit out a few words: "Letter... Letter... Letters..."

The fourth child reacted immediately, let go of Ah Bin's arm and turned to the side, from Ah Bin's bloodstained clothes, took out a letter that had been stained with a lot of blood, and then slowly put it to Ah Bin's ear.

When Abin saw that the letter was intact, he let out a heavy breath, if he lost this one, he was afraid that he would really blame himself so much that he couldn't forgive himself.

"Four... Elder brother... How long have I been asleep?" Abin said with a strong voice, but despite this, his voice sounded extremely weak, and he didn't know that he was so weak, but in the eyes of the fourth child, he first broke into the Bai family and knocked down Yan Jingyu, and then tossed again for a whole night before the injury recovered, and now he can still open his eyes, which is completely a miracle.

The fourth child raised a finger and did it twice, which is the meaning of one day and one night.

Ah Bin's face was bitter, he couldn't imagine that he had slept for so long, and he couldn't imagine how much he missed when he was asleep.

The fourth child looked at Ah Bin's pale face, and then quickly typed such a line on the mobile phone screen, and then put it in front of Ah Bin's eyes and shook it: "Do you want to take you to the hospital?"

Looking at the worried look on the fourth child's face, Abin couldn't help but feel warm in his heart, he knew very well that his physical condition had not yet reached the point where he had to be sent to the hospital, because no matter where he was, he still had to suffer by himself.

"Fourth brother, I'm hungry. Abin said as he tried to make a nobody.

The fourth child nodded immediately, and hurriedly went downstairs to get food, which was a little clumsy and not good at serving people, which made Abin a little sour, perhaps because he was used to the indifference given to him by this world, and even the incomparably subtle warmth was the luck of the three lives for him.

With the help of the fourth child, he ate two breads and drank a bottle of milk, and Abin's face was a little more bloody, and then after going to the toilet with the pain that his body was almost falling apart, he lay on the small wire bed again, and Abin realized what it was like to be alive.

The fourth child quickly typed a line from the screen again: "You rest." ”

Ah Bin also felt the feeling of exhaustion coming to him, because his body was too weak now, but he still forced himself to pull himself together and asked, "What about the grandfather?"

The fourth child frowned, but he still typed out one by one: "Everyone is going to deal with the aftermath of the ninth master." ”

Seeing such a line of words, Abin's heart chuckled again, and the pitch-black hand seemed to hit again, and then tightly grasped his heart.

"Sleep, if something calls me, I'll be at the door. The fourth child finally snorted, because of the reason for mentioning this sad incident, he also got up silently and left, leaving Abin alone on the bed, looking at the ceiling helplessly, obviously unable to control one of his arms, but his body was trembling, perhaps because of the great sadness in his heart.

His spirit was almost in a state of collapse, and he especially wanted to break free from that big hand, but despite this, not only his body did not obey the call, but his spirit also slowly fell into the abyss, and he did not dare to close his eyes, for fear that he would remember more memories of that man.

Perhaps this was the real torment, the only arm he could move reached out for his phone, and then typed out such a line.

I really can't hold it anymore.

But after editing such a text message, he couldn't find a number to send it in the address book, and suddenly a figure appeared in his mind, it was a faint smiling face, revealing a smile that could redeem a person's soul.

Abin didn't know why he thought of her at this time, obviously this person was something he shouldn't touch, but it was with this kind of thought, the urge to touch that smiling face became stronger and stronger in his heart, he suddenly pressed the send button, and such a text message was sent like this.

But the next moment he pressed the send button, Abin regretted it, he put down his phone, and muttered: "What the hell am I doing, obviously I shouldn't disturb her life." Although he said this, his heart was shaken, and perhaps the more he was in this kind of torment, the more truly he could reflect a person's true thoughts.

Hematology.

Today happened to be her on duty, after inspecting the ward, she returned to her desk, put down the monitoring watch, and then put her hands on her cheeks in a daze, thinking of such a guy in a green tracksuit who always giggled, as if she was in this dark world A ray of sunshine, although not so dazzling, but gave her a kind of warmth that this world has never given her.

She admits that she misses him, she admits that he can't forget him, but she hasn't contacted her for a while, she doesn't want him to feel how cheap he is, but if he can accept her, she doesn't care how cheap she is.

Wang Xialuo felt that she was a little crazy, and shook her head helplessly, she was going to lie on the table for a while, but at this time, the mobile phone rang, it was the sound of text messages, she didn't have the heart to read it, anyway, it was some spam text messages, but lying on the table, she couldn't sleep, because her mind was full of such a guy.

took out her mobile phone casually, glanced at the time, it was close to the early hours of the morning, but after inadvertently seeing the nickname of the person who wrote the letter, her eyes widened, and she clicked on this text message with some trembling, but saw this somewhat desperate words.

"I really can't hold it anymore. ”

In her memory, the young man who was always smiling as bright as the sun seemed to never say such a thing, Wang Xialuo's face slowly climbed into a haze, she knew that she was not in the same world as that man, but she couldn't help but press the dial button and hit the man.

But in the next second of making the call, she hesitated again, quickly pressed and hung up, and then looked at the content of his text message in a daze, typed a line, and then sent it.

Abin, who was alone in that small room and endured everything, heard the sound of text messages, he stretched out his hand to pick up his mobile phone, looked at the text messages she replied, he wanted to click in, but hesitated, and finally he gritted his teeth and clicked in.

"The catastrophe is gone, and the idealism is eternal. ”

This sentence was once given to her by him, but now, it was she who gave it to him.

Looking at this sentence, Abin's heart was a little more relieved, he suddenly laughed, but a few tears ran down the corners of his eyes, he clumsily typed two words, and then sent them to her.

"Thank you. ”

Wang Xialuo, who was guarding the phone, waited for the text message, she looked at these two words, and a little smile appeared on her face, she typed a few words again and sent it over.

Just sent a text message, Ah Bin was about to put down his phone, and then the text message rang again, and he opened the text message she sent.

"Fool. ”

He smiled, thinking that her analogy was very appropriate, maybe he was a fool, a hopeless fool, but it seemed that he was such a fool, but he was loved by such a person, so that the person who loved a fool would not be more stupid than this fool.

He edited a text message again and sent it over.

She received a text message from him again with a on her mobile phone, this thirty-year-old woman, at the moment, is more like some high school students who are in love, and is completely incompatible with the cold hematologist on weekdays, maybe this is the magic of love, which can easily ignite a cold heart.

"It's been a lot these days. ”

She looked at his text message, couldn't help frowning, and typed a line again, which was about to be sent, but hesitated when she sent it, and then deleted this line and re-typed a line to send it.

The phone rang again, Ah Bin opened the screen and looked at the content of the text message, and his tears that he couldn't control for a while, maybe these few words touched his indestructible heart like this.

"I'm tired, take a break when you're tired. ”

He wiped away the tears, then edited a text message again and sent it over.

She opened the text again.

"It's tired, it's tired, it's so tired that I can't breathe. ”

She felt a little sorry for the man and continued to send a text message.

He looked at this text message, smiled slightly, and then slowly put down the phone, the mood that was originally depressed to make people collapse, at this time he was slowly relieved, he was a little glad that there was such a person at this time, willing to open his heart.

Finally, he slowly closed his eyes, and then fell into a groggy sleep.

In the hematology department, the woman also put down her phone, then picked up the pen and wrote a line on the blank page.

The catastrophe is gone, and the idealism is eternal.