Chapter 159 The Past Is Unbearable

Gu Xinrui didn't know how to comfort her mother, and her mother Gu Qianzhen was obviously distressed by that period of time, and her whole body was trembling violently when she said that she was excited.

"When I was with him, he was poor and white, just a small temporary worker in a shop, and our whole family did not approve of us being together, but I believed his rhetoric, and when I married him, we were really self-made, and the wedding room was borrowed, and there was not even a decent furniture in the house, let alone any household appliances. Later, he was admitted to college, when he went to college, I saved money for him to study, at that time he said all the good things, said that after graduation, I must let me live a good life, and then I got pregnant, your grandmother's family persuaded me not to have this child first, because I don't know what the surname Luo will be like after graduating from college, but he insisted on letting me give birth to this child, and said a lot of good things, saying that he is about to graduate from college, with his grades in college, he will definitely be assigned to a good unit, and there will be no problem at all to feed our mother and son, I listened to his rhetoric and gave birth to you, but he was finally assigned to Qingshui Yamen in a small county, When he took our two mothers up, they lived in a rented room, cold in winter and hot in summer, there was not even a table to eat, we ate three meals a day on a cardboard box, think about that period, it is really not a human life!"

Speaking of this, Gu Qianzhen hid her face and cried, Gu Xinrui hurriedly hugged her mother's trembling body, and comforted her in a choked voice: "Mom, don't be like this...... Sad, it's all over......"

Gu Qianzhen couldn't stop shaking her head, sobbing and continuing: "Even under such difficult conditions, I didn't dislike him, I think we are still young, he is still a college graduate, you must know how popular college students are in that year, as long as we are willing to endure hardships, survive that hard time, and when the child is older, our life will definitely be better, but I never expected that he met that Hong Kong woman halfway!" That woman came to invest in the county where we lived at the time, he was a translator, and in those days he was like taking stimulant drugs, and his enthusiasm was high! He was dressed up and down, his hair was washed clean, he was smeared with oil, and his clothes were ironed again and again with a borrowed iron, so that his trousers were straight. He accompanies the old woman to eat, drink and have fun everywhere every day and doesn't take care of the house much, when I took the young you, I couldn't control him at all, I just thought that he was for work, and it would be good to wait for the Hong Kong woman to leave. I began to feel that something was wrong and persuaded him to restrain himself, but he ignored my persuasion and continued to go his own way, and in the end I could not find his leader and ask them to persuade him, and the night after their leader had finished talking with him, he returned home, with a blue face, sitting at the head of the bed smoking a cigarette, and not speaking. I asked him what was wrong, he snuffed out his cigarette, and then had a showdown with me, saying that he was going to divorce me because he was ready to quit his job and go to Hong Kong with that middle-aged woman!"

Speaking of this, Gu Qianzhen's eyes widened, her face turned purple red due to excitement, and she said to Gu Xinrui with a crying voice: "At that time, it was really a bolt from the blue for me to say that! I begged him bitterly not to leave, begging him not to abandon us mother and son in front of my young daughter, but he was like a demon, and he had to go to that flower world Hong Kong with that forty-year-old woman, even if I knelt down and begged him, he didn't even blink his eyelids, and he didn't even want his own flesh and blood! At that time, I was really heartbroken......

Speaking of this, Gu Qianzhen covered her mouth and choked up and couldn't go on, Gu Xinrui wiped her mother's tears while gently stroking her back to give her comfort.

After a while, Gu Qianzhen continued, this time her tone was hoarse and heavy: "He wants to leave a few thousand yuan for our mother and son, saying that this money is a little bit of the Hong Kong woman's heart......"

Gu Qianzhen held Gu Xinrui's hand tightly, Gu Xinrui felt her mother's hand trembling violently, she looked at her daughter and said hoarsely: "How can I ask him for money to sell his body?

Speaking of this, Gu Qianzhen hid her face and cried silently, Gu Xinrui hurriedly hugged her mother's trembling body, and tried her best to comfort her: "Mom, don't say it, I know everything, I won't pay attention to that person anymore." ”

Gu Qianzhen gently pushed her daughter away, looked at her hoarse voice and said slowly: "Since I have talked about it here today, let me have a good time!"

Gu Xinrui nodded sensibly and listened to her mother's words.

Gu Qianzhen gasped for a moment and continued: "He left like this, without looking back, I took you who was just two years old, it was really difficult at that time!" Gu Qianzhen sighed and patted her daughter's hand, "Your grandparents are angry with me and complain about me, but at this time, seeing that our mother and son have nowhere to go, they have to take us in, so I will take you back to my parents' house." But my mother's house is not a place to stay for a long time, after all, I still have a brother and sister-in-law, so your grandmother asked someone else to introduce me to your father Gu Jingchen, your father is a good person, but he is a little disabled from birth, one eye is glassy, and because of this, he is almost thirty years old and can't be said to be a daughter-in-law. ”

Of course, Gu Xinrui knows this in his heart, his father Gu Jingchen has one eye with black and cloudy eyeballs, and his vision is almost none, and it is precisely because of this congenital disability that he has a somewhat inferior personality, and his career has not improved for many years.

"If I was still a yellow flower girl, your grandparents would definitely not agree to me looking for this, but the problem is that I was divorced and had a child at the time, what kind of can I find? In this way, I married your father Gu Jingchen, and followed him to this city, and gave birth to your two sisters and younger brother in the middle. ”

Speaking of this, Gu Qianzhen's tone had become much calmer, she took her daughter's hand, and said to her earnestly: "Xinrui, although your father Gu Jingchen lacks ability, he has a good heart, and he has nothing to say to our mother and son;" Gu Qianzhen's expression turned indignant, "Although that Luo Yuhui has a decent life and a flexible brain, he is not right-hearted! This kind of person can do anything for the sake of profit, you must not recognize him again!"

Gu Xinrui nodded firmly, and said to her mother: "Mom, don't worry, I'm already such a big person, I have my own judgment ability, I know what is right and wrong, I won't pay attention to that person anymore." ”

Hearing her daughter say this, Gu Qianzhen nodded reassuringly, and at the same time, she didn't forget to ask her daughter: "That surnamed Luo must be living a good life now, right?"

Gu Xinrui smiled awkwardly and said to her mother: "It's okay, he has his own company now, that Hong Kong woman has died more than ten years ago, and Luo ...... after she died" Gu Xinrui paused, because she didn't know what to call that person, after thinking about it, she still said, "Luo Yuhui inherited her inheritance, returned to China to invest with this inheritance, and married a wife and had children in China." ”

Hearing this, Gu Qianzhen looked disdainful, and she sneered and said, "The wife he married later must be young and beautiful, right?"

Gu Xinrui nodded, and said to her mother cautiously: "His current wife turned out to be a movie star, and they later gave birth to a son, who is about the same age as Xinyan. ”

Gu Qianzhen's facial expression was even more disdainful, and she said coldly: "The old woman surnamed Luo and the old woman in Hong Kong are just for money, I don't believe that he will be willing to live with an old woman who is more than ten years older than himself for the rest of his life, I suspect that the Hong Kong woman may have been killed by him," Speaking of this, Gu Qianzhen snorted coldly and said disdainfully, "For money, he can't do anything?"

Hearing her mother say this, Gu Xinrui smiled awkwardly, this matter has no basis and no basis, it is just her mother's wishful thinking, so Gu Xinrui is not easy to express her opinion.

Gu Qianzhen continued to say indignantly: "Back then, he ruthlessly abandoned our mother and daughter, and now he sees that my daughter has grown up and married into the wealthy Qin family, he wants to come back and climb the high branches, how can there be such a good thing in the world?"

Gu Xinrui held her mother's hand and replied to her affirmatively: "I know, I promise you that I will not pay attention to that person anymore, and I will not let my in-laws know my relationship with him." ”

Hearing her daughter's statement, Gu Qianzhen nodded reassuringly, she held her daughter's hand and added: "This is not a good thing, Tianhai should not let him know, did you hear it?"

Gu Xinrui nodded and promised her mother, "I know, I won't tell Tianhai about this." ”

In this way, Gu Qianzhen was relieved, she let out a long sigh of relief, and nodded to herself.

Later, Gu Xinrui accompanied her mother to chat about other things at home, Gu Qianzhen was very satisfied with the current living conditions of her second daughter and son, but she was not very satisfied with the current situation of her third daughter Xinlei.

She nagged and said to her eldest daughter: "Xinbei is doing well with Ding Ming now, Ding Ming is really good, good to Xinbei, and Lele is like her own child." I persuaded Xinbei to give birth to Ding Ming as soon as possible, Ding Ming was so good to her, she couldn't say anything if she didn't leave a bone and blood for the Ding family, and Xinbei was also thirty years old, it was just right to have a second child at this age, I was in good health now, and I could help her take it. But she said that she wanted to enjoy the two-person world with Ding Ming first, and then she would talk about it in a year or two, you said that this child, give birth to a child as soon as possible, do you say it?"

Listening to her mother's tedious narration, Gu Xinrui smiled helplessly and comforted her: "Mom, Xinbei and Ding Ming must know this in their hearts, you don't care so much, as long as the two of them are willing." ”