And I found that when I started thinking about it, I realized how pitiful the beggar was.

Once you live to that point, you don't even have someone to say goodbye to when you die, and I don't think there is anything more desperate in this world.

I don't want to end up like that.I don't want to be a pathetic person.Maybe life has changed me beyond recognition.I don't have much sympathy at the moment.I'm just thinking.Even if my hands are covered in blood.Don't let anyone see my embarrassment.

Just like Liu Xiaomeng asked me if I was afraid, I was obviously afraid to die, but I still smiled and said, "What are you afraid of, I, Chen Song, am not afraid of anything."

But I knew in my heart that I was no longer the child who was not afraid of heaven and earth.

I remember my dad said to me that when a person starts to be afraid, then he starts to mature, I think so, our life is like an apple, when we start to ripen, it begins to rot, and the last life is spent waiting for the day when the melon is ripe.

"Aren't you happy?"

Liu Xiaomeng tilted his head to look at me, and I smiled faintly: "No, I just think you're very strange.

Liu Xiaomeng said: "Maybe it's because I have believed in Christianity since I was a child."

"Ahh I was slightly surprised." You're religious."

She nodded. yes, that's weird."

I said yes." Religious people are rare in City C. You are the first Christian I have ever met."

She just smiled." That's why there are so many criminals in City C. People have nothing to rely on, and they will inevitably do something wrong."

I smile, I don't contradict her, I don't religious, but I respect everyone's faith.

About five minutes later, Liu Xiaomeng seemed to be walking aimlessly. I wondered, "Where is your house?

Liu Xiaomeng said: "It's almost there, if you have something, you don't have to send me, I'll go back alone."

I said I'm fine." There are a lot of perverts at night, so I'd better send you back."

Liu Xiaomeng smiled. Look at these people on the street. Who is more like a pervert than you."

I touched my head." How can you say that, I've never done anything to you, you got drunk the last time I went to sing, and I didn't do anything to you."

"Cut." Liu Xiaomeng said: "Who kissed me?"

Me: "......"

Liu Xiaomeng didn't seem to be shy anymore, and said boldly: "No one has ever kissed me, you are the first."

"Ahh I'm amazed again." So, your first kiss gave me."

"So to speak." Liu Xiaomeng said: "I won't forgive you."

She thought I was going to repent, but I laughed." Haha, so I picked up a big bargain.

"Chen Song, why don't you die?"

......

At the corner of a street, Liu Xiaomeng and I stopped, the street lamp shone on her hair, and she said to me, "My house is in front, you should go back early."

I don't know why.I suddenly felt a little lost in my heart.I nodded and said yes.I waved goodbye.And I went back the way I came.

After walking for a while, I was probably too bored, so I took my phone out to play, only to find that there were a lot of missed calls, all of them were from my cousin.

I also wondered, my phone was vibrating, and when it did, I couldn't feel it, but why didn't I answer the phone.

I had to say perfunctorily, "It's not that I don't answer, it's that I didn't hear it. Maybe it's too noisy on the street."

"What are you doing on the street, I'm so scared to sleep alone, why don't you come and stay with me?"

I said, "Okay, I'll be right here."

"Don't hang." My cousin almost cried." Don't hang up, I'm scared if I can't hear you."

I compromised, "Okay, okay, I'll take a taxi. You stay home, don't run around."

After saying that, I waited on the side of the road for a while, and then stopped a taxi, and soon went to my cousin's place, and when I was downstairs, I told her that I had arrived, but before I could enter the hallway, my cousin ran down from the stairs, hugged me, and almost cried.

I wondered why the two girls I met tonight were crying.

I patted my cousin on the back and reassured, "It's all right.

My cousin looked up and wiped her tears. It's pitch black upstairs, you can't see anything, what can I do?"

I said it's not easy, just buy two candles, and then comfort my cousin, and say, "You're waiting here, I'm going to buy candles, and I'll be back soon."

My cousin let out a crying snort, and I hurried to the nearby supermarket, which was getting late, and most of the grocery stores, kiosks, and the like were closed. I searched the street for several minutes before I finally found a supermarket that wasn't closed.

I quickly bought a candle and paid for it.Maybe I was too worried about my cousin.So when I came back, I walked very fast.When I got downstairs.I panicked inexplicably.I quickly trotted all the way downstairs.Only to find that my cousin was no longer here.

"Xiao Jie."

I shouted, but no one answered me, I had a bad premonition, and I ran upstairs with a bang. Are you at home?"

"Xiaojie, open the door."

Nobody answered me, I thought to myself, she's going to be fine.

"Bang bang bang."

I knocked on the door a few more times, and no one answered. Damn, I was furious, and I immediately took out my phone and called Brother Grasshopper." My cousin has an accident, and you immediately take everyone in the south of the city to block all the intersections here, and all the cars will stop me, and check them one by one."

Brother Grasshopper seemed to be with Ivy, and he was startled, and then said, "Don't worry, what's going on.

I said, "No, my cousin has been kidnapped, can you bring someone over right away?"

"Good, good." Brother Grasshopper said, "I'll come now."

I quickly hung up the phone, and then called Chu Hao, Chen Hao, and Chen Guandong one after another. This is Chengnan District. I ordered them to bring everyone over. Be sure to find my cousin tonight.

Damn, someone would dare to do it to my cousin, and if I found out who did it, I'd have to skin him tonight.

About five or six minutes later, Grasshopper and Ivy came over, and I hurriedly asked, "Where are the people?"

Brother Grasshopper said, "Don't worry, I'll come over with Ivy first to see what's going on.

Ivy also said, "Don't worry, it'll be fine."

At this time, Chu Hao and the others also rushed over.As soon as they got out of the van, they walked straight in front of me.They were the same as Brother Grasshopper.They all rushed over first.I said to them on the side of the street: "There are two intersections in front of the left.Chu Hao, you asked your people to guard those two intersections.Chen Hao and Chen Guandong have to guard all the forks on the right.Brother Grasshopper and I are in charge of the other roads.I don't care what method you use.I have to find out my cousin tonight.Do you understand?"