"What's the matter?" Cheng Xiaozhou said with a surprised face, pretending not to know anything.

"Xiaozhou, you're not good at lying, I don't believe you haven't heard those nonsense rumors. Yu Guihua opened her mouth disdainfully.

Cheng Xiaozhou touched his nose, smiled lightly, and did not speak.

Yu Guihua glanced at Cheng Xiaozhou, and then withdrew her gaze, only to see her side face.

Her side face looks a little good-looking in Cheng Xiaozhou, and the undersides of her eyebrows and eyes are pure charm, no matter how you look at it, she has experienced the story.

And although she usually babbles, she is indeed a little different from those rural women.

Cheng Xiaozhou looked at her calmly, didn't say anything, just waited quietly for her to speak.

Yu Guihua didn't hide it anymore, and Nuo Nuo said: "Actually, I am also a person with a hard life, originally I was like you, I didn't belong to this village, but because my family coveted the bride price promised by my man's family, they directly let me marry."

And I am also for the happiness of my younger brothers and sisters, thinking that they can use this money to go to school well, so I want to live a good life with my man, but his life is really bad, and he died not long after we got married. ”

Cheng Xiaozhou only knew that Yu Guihua lived alone, and really didn't know that she had this kind of past.

So, when I heard her words now, I couldn't help but look at her more.

Yu Guihua turned her face sideways and smiled at her: "A young widow lives in this village, you know how difficult it must be, and your mother-in-law should know this very well." ”

Cheng Xiaozhou didn't speak, she didn't think Mao Xiujuan was her mother-in-law.

Seeing that she didn't speak, Yu Guihua guessed what she meant, so she didn't say anything, just smiled lightly.

The two of them were silent for a while, and then Yu Guihua continued: "Those days were really too hard, because I had such a hard time, so when Feng Chunwang hooked up with me, I felt that this was the best opportunity."

Not for anything else, just for myself, as long as I am with him, no one will dare to bully me from now on, and I can stand in front of others with dignity and dignity, and I don't have to feel humble. ”

This mood is understandable for Cheng Xiaozhou, after all, a widowed woman who has no children under her knees will only make people look down on and trample on at will.

And Feng Chunwang is very prestigious in the village, and under his wings, Yu Guihua will have a peaceful life.

It's just that Cheng Xiaozhou didn't understand why Yu Guihua would say so many things to her, she could have found someone else to say these words.

"Do you think it's strange for me to say so much when I am not related to you. ”

"Auntie, you just look up to me. ”

"To tell you the truth, I really like you, you are a good boy, you should have great ambitions, you should live a better life, but now that you have fallen into this place, this can only be said to me to be fate. ”

"Life?"

"Yes, everything is fate, our lives are the same, but we have other things to do, and we can only accept fate. ”

Cheng Xiaozhou suddenly understood that the reason why she was talking to her was that she really didn't mean anything else, just because the fates of the two of them were similar?

They all don't belong to this place, and they all live a life of wandering.

It's just that Cheng Xiaozhou feels that the two people are completely different.

She is still full of hope in life, she knows that she will definitely leave here, and she has the life she wants.

She will work hard for the life she wants.

However, although Yu Guihua has a bright smile, her smile does not reach the bottom of her eyes, which is already full of disappointment in life.

"Auntie, I won't accept my fate. ”

Cheng Xiaozhou spoke calmly.

Listening to her loud voice, Yu Guihua was slightly stunned: "You won't accept your fate?"

"Life should not be in the hands of others, but in your own hands. ”

"Your girl's personality is really similar to when I was young, but your tenacity will be defeated by life one day, and one day you will begin to find that all tenacity is not worth fate. ”

"Auntie, is there something wrong with Feng Chunwang? Cheng Xiaozhou didn't have any other name for Feng Chunwang, just called his name coldly.

"No, he's fine, it's just ......" Yu Guihua obviously had something on her mind, but after thinking about it, she didn't say it.

Cheng Xiaozhou originally wanted to ask, but at this moment, his thoughts were all immersed in Yu Guihua's words just now.

Feng Chunwang turned out to be fine?

That's the worst news I've heard today.

Although she felt a little annoyed in her heart, she didn't show it on her face.

"Well, forget it, I shouldn't have dragged you here like this all the time, you should go home quickly. Yu Guihua had already told all the things on her mind, and she felt a lot of pain in her heart, so she didn't say anything more.

"Well, then I'll go back first. Cheng Xiaozhou didn't ask about Feng Chunwang's condition again, and hurriedly prepared to leave as soon as he saw that Yu Guihua was going to release him.

Looking at her back, Yu Guihua just shook her head helplessly, and couldn't help but think of the conversation between Feng Chunwang and others that she had just heard in the ward.

"I'm just going to marry her!"

"Uncle, how can you be so willful? People are only twenty years old, but you will be sixty years old in the blink of an eye, and the age gap between you is too big......

"What's the big gap? You won't let me marry a young daughter-in-law, don't you want me to marry those half-old?"

"Uncle, I see that you get along well with Aunt Osmanthus, why don't you marry her?"

"What are you marrying her for? She doesn't look at what she looks like, why should I marry her a half-aged?"

Yu Guihua, who was standing at the door of the ward, listened to the words in the room, and only felt very uncomfortable in her heart.

She has always regarded herself as Feng Chunwang's sweetheart, and after so many years of secret communication, they have long stopped caring about other people's eyes.

But she never thought that her wishful husband would describe her like this.

Half-aged?

He fell in love with the little girl, so he didn't love her anymore, a half-aged?

Hearing Yu Guihua here, she didn't think deeply about which girl Feng Chunwang fell in love with, and left sadly.

After Cheng Xiaozhou returned home, she saw that the outhouse of the family was full of gift boxes, her eyelids jumped slightly, and she always had a bad feeling in her heart.

Sure enough, the next moment Mao Xiujuan came out of the house, and when she saw her, she came over with a smile: "Xiaozhou, are you back?"

"Hmm. Cheng Xiaozhou didn't say anything, turned around and prepared to go back to the house.

"Wait, wait, aren't you curious about where these things came from?" Mao Xiujuan was waiting for her to ask, but seeing that she didn't ask, she could only chase after her.

Cheng Xiaozhou didn't look interested, but shook his head with interest: "I'm not curious." ”