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Su Xiaoman's heart was extremely painful, but there was nothing he could do.
Su Xiaoman returned to Yunjin Villa.
Before Su Xiaoman got out of the car, he wiped away his tears.
He raised the corners of his mouth in the mirror.
No matter what, life will go on.
Su Xiaoman didn't know if the path he was taking was right.
But Su Xiaoman knew that if he didn't go like this, one day in the future, he would definitely regret it.
Huo Youjiang had indeed woken up and was waiting for him.
Fauber said, "You're not there, Mr. didn't eat much for dinner, didn't take any medicine, and vomited blood." ”
Hearing the word vomiting blood, Su Xiaoman's heart was cold.
Su Xiaoman hurriedly went upstairs.
Huo Youjiang was standing on the terrace.
Planting foliage for the flowers and plants on the balcony.
He wore a loose white sweater and looked very warm.
Su Xiaoman had rarely seen Huo Youjiang at home before.
It's very different from what I see in the company on weekdays.
But Su Xiaoman prefers the current Huo and Jiang.
In the past, Huo Youjiang was like a machine that could only work.
Now he seems to have finally learned to slow down the pace and sit down for other things.
Huo Youjiang's favorite thing to do now is to fiddle with flowers and plants.
The yard is also planted with a large area of forget-me-not.
Su Xiaoman didn't know why Huo Youjiang liked this flower.
But Su Xiaoman didn't like it very much.
Seeing that large area of blue only felt desolate, only uncomfortable.
Su Xiaoman didn't want to think about it at all.
Huo Youjiang saw Su Xiaoman coming back and turned around: "Where did you go for dinner?"
Su Xiaoman said: "I went to Junyue, and the housekeeper said that you didn't eat dinner." ”
Huo Youjiang said: "After eating a little, I just don't have any appetite. ”
Su Xiaoman walked over: "Then I'll cook you a bowl of noodles." ”
Huo Youjiang grabbed Su Xiaoman's arm: "Forget it, I don't want to eat." ”
In fact, Huo Youjiang's health is getting worse day by day, and Su Xiaoman can see it.
Especially when chemotherapy is used, there are many side effects.
Su Xiaoman also knew that Huo Youjiang had no appetite at all.
Eating on weekdays is also for her face.
Many times, after Huo Youjiang eats it, he will still vomit in the end.
This made Su Xiaoman very uncomfortable, but there was nothing he could do.
Su Xiaoman said: "Then at least take the medicine, and I'll pour you water." ”
Huo Youjiang still smiled: "Xiaoman, you should know that it's actually useless, if you can get better by taking medicine, I will definitely take it, but now, treatment and medicine can only increase my pain, you just let me live a good life for two days." ”
Huo Youjiang said this, but Su Xiaoman couldn't help crying.
In fact, Su Xiaoman knew it in his heart.
Su Xiaoman consulted a lot of experts.
Even Zhao Min said that there was no way out, and it was too late to find out.
Sometimes people are powerful.
It's like people like Huo and Jiang who have single-handedly created a business empire.
Above 10,000 people, it seems to be standing on the top of the clouds.
But after getting sick, he suddenly became so small.
In the face of the torrent of fate, there is simply no resignation.
Su Xiaoman had no choice.
Why can I come back from the ghost gate over and over again?
But Huo and Jiang can't do it once.
Su Xiaoman couldn't help but cover his face and began to cry.
Su Xiaoman was too helpless.
Because Huo Youjiang's health is getting worse and worse.
The day that the doctor expected is getting closer and closer.
Even doctors say that taking medicine without taking medicine and treating without treatment actually doesn't make much sense.
There is no shortage of miracles in medicine.
But this is almost the case.
Su Xiaoman felt that he was about to collapse.
Huo Youjiang saw Su Xiaoman's pain but hurriedly comforted: "Don't cry, can't I take medicine?" ”
said that Huo Youjiang wanted to go into the house to get the medicine by himself.
Su Xiaoman hugged Huo Youjiang's neck all of a sudden.
Su Xiaoman cried and said, "If you don't want to eat, forget it, Huo Youjiang, what should you do, what are you going to do?"
Huo and Jiang also hugged Su Xiaoman's body tightly.
Huo Youjiang buried his head in Su Xiaoman's neck.
Huo Youjiang said: "Xiaoman, with you by my side, I am really satisfied, I am very grateful to God, I have no regrets in my life, really." ”
Su Xiaoman felt extremely uncomfortable.
But in the end, I wiped my tears.
Su Xiaoman said to Huo Youjiang: "Do you have any other wishes? I will help you realize them, no matter what your wishes are, I will agree to you." ”
For so long, Su Xiaoman has actually been resisting this fact.
So always put Huo Youjiang's treatment in the first place.
But Su Xiaoman actually knew it in his heart.
In addition to increasing Huo Youjiang's suffering.
Actually, it's not very useful.
And at this moment, Su Xiaoman finally thought clearly.
The most important thing now is to make Huo and Jiang happy every day in the rest of the days.
It was really the day of departure without any regrets.
Su Xiaoman finally dared to face this fact.
Huo Youjiang smiled: "Do you really grant me any wishes?"
Su Xiaoman saw Huo Youjiang's eyes showing a hint of cunning.
But Su Xiaoman still nodded heavily: "As long as I can do it, I will promise you." ”
"What if I let you leave Fu Jingchun and become my wife?"
Su Xiaoman did not hesitate: "If this can make you happy, I will go with Fu Jingchun to get the divorce certificate tomorrow." ”
Huo Youjiang was stunned for a moment.
Then he said with a smile: "How can I be reluctant, with your words, Xiaoman, I am very happy." ”
Su Xiaoman didn't say anything.
Huo Youjiang said: "Since you asked, I have to think about it, I really have a lot of wishes that I don't have." ”
Su Xiaoman didn't expect that Huo Youjiang's first wish was to go to Myeongdong Mountain to watch the sunrise.
Huo Youjiang said: "I have seen the sunrise many times in my life, but every time, it is on the 99th floor of the office, but every time, when I see the sun rising and the sun hitting my face, I always feel that the starting point of life is the focus of life, and there is no meaning in repeating it." ”
Huo Youjiang said: "But I heard that the sunrise in Myeongdong Mountain is so beautiful that people doubt life, and I want to go and see what the difference between the sunrise there and what I saw in the office on the 99th floor." ”
Su Xiaoman said: "Okay, let's go see the sunrise tomorrow." ”
It's easy to say, though.
Myeongdong Mountain is an undeveloped tourist attraction.
The summit is very high, and it takes at least two hours to climb it.
There is no transportation to climb the mountain.
If you want to see the sunrise, you can walk to the top.
However, there are many people here who come to watch the sunrise every day. ’
The vicinity of Myeongdong Mountain is the university town.
So most of the people who come here are also couples in the university town.
Su Xiaoman and Huo Youjiang are rarely dressed casually today.
Su Xiaoman tied his hair into a high ponytail.
Without powder, he really looks like a college student who goes to school nearby.
There were two couples who climbed together along the way, and they were both misunderstood.
Su Xiaoman didn't explain either.
Huo Youjiang was in a good mood.
Despite the fact that he was physically weak.
But it didn't stop.
Su Xiaoman always persuaded him to stop and rest for a while.
Huo Youjiang said: "No matter how late it is, the sun is about to stretch out." ”
Although Su Xiaoman's heart was very worried.
But Huo Youjiang did not slack off.
Of the two couples who climbed together, one gave up because the girl twisted her foot.
The other couple rested because they were too tired halfway, and they didn't come up again for this break.
As a result, only Su Xiaoman and Huo Youjiang reached the top of the mountain from the bottom of the mountain.
When I first went up, it was still dark and blue.
The horizon in the distance is like an ink bowl that is buckled.
But soon, the sky seemed to be pulled, the clouds filled the sky, and the sun slowly rose over the horizon.
Su Xiaoman has lived to this day, and it is the first time to watch the sunrise like this.
It was a really shocking feeling.
The so-called heart condensation and interpretation, condensing with all things, is deep in the mountains, and I don't know the wonders in the mountains.
Su Xiaoman said: "It's so beautiful here, it's really worth two hours to climb up." ”
Huo Youjiang did not speak.
Su Xiaoman turned his head to look at him.
I only saw Huo Youjiang's serious face, looking into the distance.
After a while, Huo and Jiang spoke: "I want to remember here, Xiaoman, this sunrise is different from what I saw on the 99th floor, at that time, I could only experience the loneliness of seeing the mountains at a glance, but now the waves are magnificent, you are by my side, it's so good." ”
Huo and Jiang watched the sunrise and sunset countless times in the office.
But every time he stood there, Huo Youjiang always felt ethereal.
Every time, Huo Youjiang would think about how much there would be if there was not a person standing here now. 、
At this moment, Su Xiaoman was by his side.
Watch the sunrise with him.
Huo Youjiang suddenly felt dizzy.
It always feels like none of this is true.
It always feels like something that will happen in a dream.
Stayed at the top of the hill for a while.
The sky began to drizzle.
I looked at the weather forecast before, but I didn't say that it would rain today.
Su Xiaoman said to Huo Youjiang: "Go back, if it rains heavily, we will all become soup chickens." ”
Su Xiaoman is not worried about himself, Su Xiaoman is worried about Huo Youjiang's body.
Huo Youjiang nodded: "The first wish is gone." ”
Su Xiaoman smiled: "Then what about your second wish." “
Huo Youjiang thought for a while: "The second wish is that I want to eat the shredded chicken noodles you made." ”
Su Xiaoman said: "What kind of wish is this, as long as you want to eat, I can cook it for you three times a day, I'm afraid you won't come out." ”
Huo and Jiang's current situation, most of the time, eating has become a task-type pain.
As long as he said that he wanted to eat something, Su Xiaoman would be very happy.
Now I finally heard Huo Youjiang say that he wanted to eat something.
Su Xiaoman felt happier than hearing any good news.
Su Xiaoman said: "Then let's go down the mountain, and I'll make you chicken noodles when we go back." ”
Huo and Jiang said: "Let's go to the supermarket together, buy some food together, and snacks." ”