Chapter Twenty-Three: Mr. II

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"It wasn't like that, sir. The man was silent for a long time, and a sigh broke the world of wind, water, and silent loneliness.

"Once upon a time?"

"We people, follow Mr. for more than ten years, at that time he was still a sloppy uncle, and there was no ability, every day pushing a tricycle to collect some scrap to live, meet us children wandering on the street, he will always take out a little money to give us, over time, everyone thinks he is a fool, simply surrounded him, thinking that such a fool robbed and robbed, he did not resist, just smiled and watched us move away that poor belongings, everyone was not afraid of his retaliation, the next day or wait on the side of the road, as long as he saw him will stop and ask for money, although it is not much, but let everyone finally fill their stomachs, barely survived, until one day, we were very cold, and there was no money to buy warm clothes, someone said to simply go to the fool's house to avoid it, anyway, he wouldn't say anything, everyone waited for a long time, finally waited for Mr., quietly followed, kicked open the door but were stunned there, at that time, we were so smart!"

The man's face darkened slightly, and he whispered with some shame: " At that time, my husband didn't have any money, but adopted eight small children with a meager amount of money, at that time I asked him, why would he do such a thing, he just smiled, said that the world, there should always be a little light and hope, so we began to follow Mr., thinking about using their own efforts to change the world, so that the poor and weak people see hope, during the day, everyone followed Mr. to the garbage dump to pick up some things that people don't want to send to the recycling station for money, and at night is around a lamp that always has problems to read, at that time, there is still no such thing as living to die。 ”

"I don't have the heart to learn the left way, it's extremely evil and good, right?" Zhu Jiujiu asked softly.

"No, only knowledge and action are good, you know, in fact, it is a right-hand thing, at the beginning, Mr. still had dealings with those people, but gradually, Mr. and those people quarreled more and more, a few times I heard them say that Mr. is a traitor to the mind, Mr. simply broke off contact with those people, saying that those people are useless nerds, the unity of knowledge and action is not said by mouth, so he wants to enter the world, to find his conscience, and then there is a life to die, just like us, only such a little money, it is impossible to help all people, and only with such a little strength, it is impossible to do everything in the world, so we have to live to dieIn the years that followed, Mr. finally had some money, we followed Mr., ran around day and night, saved a lot of people, did a lot of good things, everyone was very happy and satisfied, but Mr. frowned tighter, he said that our strength was still too small, so we took a lot of money and went to different places to help more people, so that more people knew Mr. Doctrine, some people did very well, some people never came back, we were very angry, and wanted to go to those people to theorizeBut the gentleman just smiled and said he never regretted it. ”

"I'm envious. Zhu Jiujiu lowered her head and said softly, she always thought that time was like flowing water, and she had already washed away the traces of her sour heartache when she was young, but such a warm past pierced her iron-clad heart and made her cry.

"At that time, life to death was a kind of hope, like the starlight in the darkness, we took this starlight, lit up the world, and brought courage and strength to the weak in the suffering and barrenness, so that they could live better, which is what Mr. has been working hard for many years.

It's just that, suddenly one day, Mr. disappeared, and we didn't know what happened, so we had to wait in Mr.'s small courtyard, and then, he appeared with you, and everything suddenly began to look different. ”

"Is it because of me?" Zhu Jiujiu asked cautiously, and the man's increasingly deep voice made her suddenly have a bad premonition.

"Over the years, Mr.'s appearance has not changed much, even if he runs day and night, time has not left too many traces on his body, but that year, he suddenly became old, people will always get old, maybe just because of getting along day and night, everyone ignores this subtle change. The man smiled faintly, but his voice gradually became painful, and there was more struggle and unwillingness between his eyebrows, and after a long sigh, he said slowly: " Mr. once said that to look at a person, just look at his eyes, the previous gentleman, is a gentle elder, as long as you see those eyes, you will feel that the light and hope are there, but at that time, his eyes are like a knife, just a light glance, it will make people shudder, cold as if it is a cold light on an iceberg for ten thousand years, sometimes it is like a mirror, so simple can peek into people's hearts, just sit there in a daze all day, sometimes he will suddenly laugh, laugh and laugh, and cry, I think, it was at that time, he changed。 ”

"I'm sorry, I didn't know it would be like this. As if seeing the man crying bitterly, Zhu Jiujiu's body trembled violently, clenched his fists helplessly, lowered his head and stared at his toes, not daring to look at the man's eyes.

"Nothing. The man's face was gloomy and he barely squeezed out a smile, and said without mind: "Mr.'s mind is a completely different thing, maybe one day even he himself will feel ridiculous, after all, it is something he figured out by himself, you know, over the years, he didn't have much time to do learning, most of the time he was just following his heart and conscience, he himself said so, but everyone laughed and felt that Mr. would never be wrong." ”

"You can't be wrong, sir. Zhu Jiujiu said to herself in her heart, that man who is like a mountain and a father, appeared in her world like the sun, dispelled all the darkness and pain, gave her faith, gave her life, how could such a man be wrong?

"The four words of extreme evil and goodness were said by Mr. after thinking for a long time, and soon after you appeared, he finally thought of something, and jumped up excitedly, but no matter how we asked, he refused to say too clearly, just said that such a thing may not be right, and could not be taught to us, so that day Mr. found me, saying that he was going to a far, far away place, and maybe never came back, until he found that answer, remembering it, it seemed to be something that happened yesterday, but Mr.'s appearance has been blurred a lot, and the only thing he remembers is only the back that is gradually moving away, how can there be such an excellent disciple as me, hehe。 The sun passed through the clouds without warning, shining on the man's body, pulling out a long figure, which was covered by the clouds, but disappeared, Zhu Jiujiu looked at the man silently, his shoulders twitched slightly, as if he was crying silently.

"What is Mr. looking for?" Zhu Jiujiu grabbed the corner of his skirt a little nervously and asked carefully.

"What it really means to live to die. The man glanced at Zhu Jiujiu and sighed, "You let Mr. see a different answer." ”

"Evil is the best. Zhu Jiujiu read out the answer in a low voice.

"Mr. is very old, and the old man doesn't have much time to find the right answer, so this time I came out to see what I can do, of course, everyone also wants to know why Mr. takes you so seriously, and what do you think of these four words?"

"I haven't read much, but I understand the horror of death. Zhu Jiujiu lowered his head and thought for a moment, and replied seriously.

"It is indeed a force worthy of awe, it will change everything, the moment Mr. met you, maybe he saw this, so, he said, to live to death is to repent of his life in the arms of death, and then embrace the light with a cold heart, and find his own heart and conscience in extreme evil, I believe you have also heard this sentence. ”

"Mr. said, I hope I will change the world and use my strength to protect the weak in this world. Zhu Jiujiu nodded, and there was a little more unusual heaviness between his eyebrows, which was not only faith, but also strength, the power to let her be reborn and live.

"Although I don't understand why Mr. would say such contradictory words, I remember that Mr. once said that sometimes it is difficult to judge how things are, and the only way is to unite knowledge and action, find the truth of knowledge in action, and verify the possibility of action in knowledge, which is also what I want to do this time. Mr. is waiting for an answer, but a person's strength is always a little too small, speaking of which, I haven't seen Mr. for a long time, that person doesn't know how to take care of himself, I'm worried about him, so, this answer, let's look for it together. The man said seriously.

"Are you?" Zhu Jiujiu was stunned, shook his head and laughed, the man had a pair of equally delicate eyes, these eyes were simple and full of pity, like those kind Bodhisattvas in the temple, which made people feel close, but such a pair of eyes was not suitable for what she wanted to do now, the Emperor of Light and those apostles could not be figured out with common sense, even the guy He Qi, under the smile all day long, there were some ulterior secrets.

"Don't forget that street thugs often know a lot of things, like deception. The man narrowed his eyes and said softly: "At that time, when the name Xu Li was mentioned, there were always many people who would subconsciously cover their ears, because if you continue to listen, you will always be deceived inexplicably." ”