Chapter Forty-Nine: That Feeling of Powerlessness
"Can you carry it?" Zhou Bingcheng said very directly, it has never been his character to be secretive.
"Whether I can carry it or not, I have to carry it. Minister Wang looked like he said with a dashing face, as if he didn't understand what this speech meant at all, but maybe he knew too well what this speech meant, so he said it so decisively.
Zhou Bingchang took a long breath, but didn't say anything, just patted Minister Wang's thick shoulder and said: "I don't need you to carry it, and I don't need to carry it, do you think that with Yinling's character, she will let us pay a point because of her? No, absolutely not." ”
It seems that this is the first time that Zhou Bingcheng has opened his mouth to say such a large number of words, but after Minister Wang heard this, he fell into silence, he got up and stepped on the cigarette butt and said: "It's really TM that good people don't live long, and disasters will last for thousands of years." ”
On the other side, under the bronze statue, Zhu Sha finally dialed the number that existed in the deepest part of the address book, if she really didn't want to have too much intersection with the guy opposite, because when she thought of that person, she would always think of Mu Lihua, which was a memory that she still can't give up.
The phone rang, and she didn't wait long before the other side was connected.
"You don't seem to have the habit of calling me at this point, or taking the initiative to contact me, but it doesn't seem like what you did. A man's voice came from the other side.
With just such a sentence, Zhu Sha already had the urge to hang up the phone, but she still held back the emotions in her heart and said, "You heard about it." ”
"I heard. ”
Just these three words made Zhu Sha a little speechless, so she chose to be silent and waited for the man on the other side of the phone to magnify her move, but the man on the other side was not in a hurry at all and was silent.
This seemed to be a silent battle, and in the end, Zhu Sha finally couldn't survive the deathly silence, and took the lead in speaking: "She will go to the capital tomorrow, I plan to go with Minister Bingcheng to see her, do you have this interest?"
"I think it's better not to disturb her now, and let her be alone. Mu Changqing, who was on the other side, said very happily, as if he had already knocked down Zhu Sha and asked such a question, so he had already made preparations.
"Are we just going to watch her fall into the fire pit? Zhu Sha said a little angrily in the face of Mu Changqing's ruthlessness.
"I've always thought you're a sane person. Mu Changqing said unhurriedly.
"What else can I do? Can I be content only by watching her follow in the footsteps of Pear Blossom? There are only a few of us left in such a small circle, and I don't want to lose anyone, not even you. Zhu Sha said with some excitement, maybe the woman who had always worn a strong mask had finally found an outlet to vent, and that was the not-so-innocent guy on the other side of the phone.
On the other side of the phone, Mu Changqing's extremely stiff laughter came, maybe because of the Mu Lihua mentioned by Zhu Sha, or because of Zhu Sha's sentence or even you, which made him show a bitter face, and he finally spoke: " We have not changed the ability of this huge marriage, now not only she has no way out, but the Guo family and the Li family have no way out, no matter whether this wedding is right or wrong, it must be carried out, and only in this way can we save the face that these two huge families lost back then, this little thing of the family, I imagine you should know better than me. ”
But this time the victim was Guo Yinling. Zhu Sha listened to Mu Changqing say what she already understood, and couldn't help but emphasize again, although she understood all this very well, but because the center of the incident this time was Guo Yinling, she would be so difficult to let go.
"Zhu Sha, do you want to cause a big scuffle? The old Wang family behind Minister Wang, the Zhou family behind Zhou Bingcheng, the Zhu family behind you, and the Mu family dragged into this muddy water together, plus the Li family and the Guo family, how big of a trouble will this be, haven't you considered it? And the family behind me won't support us, because we are all outsiders, understand?" Mu Changqing said in a very cold voice, not because he had no feelings, but because only this kind of voice could make Zhu Sha sober up a little.
Zhu Sha covered her face and was silent, she didn't want to imagine the coldness in her hands, let alone the helplessness at the moment, and she didn't want to face such a cruel reality, she could only watch, look at it powerlessly, she didn't want to experience this feeling for the second time.
This woman, who was colder than anyone else on the outside, had only a soft sky in her heart, and it was torn apart like this, and then a violent storm fell, and all her vulnerability was unmistakable.
"Zhu Sha, be rational, let us bless her, attend her wedding with dignity, I imagine that she doesn't want to see us suffer for her, just like Pear Blossom, this is the most powerless thing we can do, too much powerless thing, in the end, not only will it not change anything, but I may also hurt ourselves and our loved ones. Mu Changqing said earnestly, and there was finally emotion in his cold voice, but it was extremely complicated.
"I see. Zhu Sha put down her phone weakly and hung up the phone, no matter what Mu Changqing on the other side would say, she just sat on the bench alone, feeling her fragility and vulnerability.
On the other side of the phone, in a chamber of commerce building, Mu Changqing listened to the sound of hanging up on the other side of the phone, his expression was extremely complicated, but he still just stood in place and did not choose to call back.
He knows very well what kind of person Zhu Sha is, although this is a woman who is cold on the outside and hot on the inside, but she will not be reckless to the point of being like Guo Yinling back then, Mu Changqing is very convinced of this, but he still can't let go, because he can imagine what kind of pain Zhu Sha will endure.
"All the way, it's all torture......" Mu Changqing took a deep breath and muttered to himself, he walked to the front of the work and picked up a clean photo frame, on which was a smiling simple woman.
"Rika, what would you do if you were still alive?" he asked, although he knew better than anyone else that there would be no answer, but in the dark, he was a little glad that she had left such a world so quickly, because he could imagine that if Mu Lihua watched all this, it would be more painful than Zhu Sha.
Is leaving a real sense of liberation?
Mu Changqing shook his head, this is not the most standard answer in life, but for a loser, it may be the only right thing in his life.
How ironic.
Mu Changqing, who had a calm expression, suddenly turned cold, he slowly put down the photo frame, his fists were slowly clenched, and he muttered with a gloomy face: "Guo Yinling, I'm sorry, I'm not a good brother who is competent." ”
A huge sense of powerlessness struck, making Mu Changqing unable to adapt, he found that he couldn't let go of Guo Yinling's smiling face, the sweeter that smile, the more his heart hurt, because he knew that he couldn't do anything.
After a long time, Mu Changqing broke free from this breathless depression, he walked to the window step by step, looked at this city full of desire flowers, and said in the weakest voice: "How... How can there be heroes. ”
It was also a long time, Zhu Sha finally got up, she wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and looked at the world with absolute indifference again, this era, this rivers and lakes, she walked down the steps, but at the bottom of the steps, she saw an extremely dazzling fat man, a guy who was scolded by her and didn't leave, obviously he looked ugly, but he wanted to pretend to be gentle in some TV series.
This made her feel extremely numb, but her heart was filled with a kind of warmth.
Minister Wang, who was smoking a stuffy cigarette, saw Zhu Sha coming down, and immediately stepped on the cigarette butt and said, "It's not early, go back." ”
"Why don't you leave?" Although her heart was full of warmth, Zhu Sha said with a cold face.
Minister Wang scratched his head and said stupidly: "If you tell me to go, I'll leave, isn't that shameless?"
"Fool. Jusha listened, smiling and scolding.
Minister Wang still had a smirk on his face, looking up at Zhu Sha, who had always been like a goddess in his world, perhaps it was the sadness in his heart that gave him a huge sense of loneliness, and he couldn't help but say something that was difficult to take back.
"What do you want to do, if it's inconvenient to do it, I'll do it, my life is already rotten to the extreme, I don't care if it's a little worse. Although Minister Wang said it was extremely vague, he knew that Zhu Sha would understand what he meant.
Zhu Sha just looked at Minister Wang with a cold face, such a fool, she suddenly walked towards Minister Wang and stopped very close to Minister Wang.
Minister Wang sniffed the familiar fragrance on Zhu Sha's body, and was a little intoxicated.
"Don't say such things in front of me in the future, anyone can say that you are rotten to the bones, but only you are not allowed to say it, because I don't want to hear it. Her voice, this time a little less cold, a little more gentle.
When Minister Wang listened, he blushed and said, "I won't say it again in the future." ”
She smiled, without hesitation.
This is the most beautiful smile in the world in the eyes of Minister Wang, perhaps because of Xi Shi's words in his lover's eyes.
"Grandma, you can say it, let me carry the gun directly to the wedding scene and snatch the silver bell out. Minister Wang touched his nose and said with a look of self-feeling.
She was amused by Minister Wang's words, but shook her head slightly and said, "No need, I can't afford to lose someone again." ”
Minister Wang was fascinated by her eyes for a moment, staring blankly, wishing that time would stop.
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