Chapter 144: A Different Life
Hearing Zhu'er's words, Liu Xuan probably guessed that the other party had completely decided to stay in Mogu. Although this is also very good, at least you can accompany the dustless seniors, and the master can also think of Ling'er when he sees Zhu'er.
And Mogu is very safe, everyone will protect Ling'er and protect Zhu'er. As for revenge, it is estimated that with the help of the people of Mogu, Zhu'er's wish should soon come true. At that time, there will be many brothers and sisters to help her take revenge together, and this matter will become much easier to do.
In fact, Zhu'er's choice was something Liu Xuan didn't expect. After all, Zhu'er is an elf and eccentric girl, she loves the outside world very much, and likes to walk around in her own little dress. In contrast, Mogu is extremely uninteresting.
Compared to the world of flowers outside, Mogu can be regarded as the world of the elderly. It's quiet and safe, but can a little girl really stay? Liu Xuan wasn't sure, but he felt that with so many people in his company, Zhu'er shouldn't feel lonely anymore.
At least the affection she longed for could be filled at once. In the future, not only will there be a father, but I believe that the master will also look at her like a father. There are also many brothers and sisters, so it seems that everyone's feelings have sustenance. It's hard to say whether it's selfish or not, but at least everyone gets what they want.
Liu Xuan looked at the dzi and the bell in his hand, and directly tied the two together. In the future, he will carry it with him, just like Ling'er and Zhu'er have always been by his side.
"Liu Xuan, in fact, from the first time you saw me, you should have known that I wouldn't be Ling'er, right?"
"Why do you ask that?" Liu Xuan was a little strange.
"Because I was wearing a little dress that time. Moreover, there was Gao Qi by my side at that time, although the two of us were pulling and pulling, it was obvious that Gao Qi was persuading me, and I didn't look like a controlled person. ”
At that time, I admitted the reason for death and insisted that I didn't believe that the little junior sister was dead, so what you said I could take as false and blind my eyes. ”
"But the truth is in your heart, and I believe you have real feelings in your heart. What does Ling'er look like, you know best, the little dress is obviously not her style, Gao Qi was controlled, but it didn't change anything, which shows that this is enough to arouse suspicion, but you didn't. ”
"Zhu'er, I don't understand this, what do you want to say?"
"Actually, you've been paying attention to me since the first time you saw me, right? I've heard them say that I don't have the same personality as Suzu, but I live the way Suzuko wants to be. I don't know if Ling'er will like the little dress if she is alive, but she should be very close to me. ”
"You don't think I'm in love with you at first sight, do you? I don't think you're a narcissist. ”
"Love at first sight? I don't believe in that word, and I don't believe you can use it, no matter who the other person is. I know you're attracted to my favorite look on me. A vigorous bell, a delicate and lovely little Lori, it's simply a bell is a huge contrast. ”
"How do you ......"
"You want to ask me how I know everything, don't you? Because I asked, I asked everybody what you think and analyze about me, and I want to know how many things I have in your heart. ”
"Are you satisfied with the answer you got?"
"Well, at least not a simple passerby's answer. Although you want to know me to find Ling'er, in the middle, you should be very sure that I will definitely not be Ling'er. ”
"Yes, even though I keep brainwashing myself, when a lot of evidence is in front of me, I know it's useless even if I doubt the edges. ”
"Actually, although Ling'er and I have different lives, we have the same choice. We love you the same and choose Mogu too, so even if we haven't met, our two sisters are still destined. Isn't it?"
"Zhu'er, don't look like this, I don't feel good if you do this. It feels like you're saying goodbye to me. ”
"I'm just saying goodbye to you, not just because you're leaving Mogu and Zhongzhou. More importantly, say goodbye to the relationship. Although I didn't die, I never regretted it. ”
Liu Xuan turned around and faced Zhu'er. He thought: If he could have a chance to choose, he might be willing to leave with Zhu'er. He likes Pearl, of course, not that he doesn't like Bell. But if he chooses one of these two people to love, he will choose Zhu'er.
It is precisely because of what Zhu'er said that she shows herself exactly what she likes, all of them. If it weren't for the fact that she and Ling'er looked exactly the same, maybe she wouldn't hesitate to use the other party as a stand-in. It may be the first time that this relationship will be confirmed.
It's a pity that all this can only live in ifs, and can only exist in assumptions. Because I don't have a choice at all. After he was a wealthy family in the imperial capital, no one except the master knew about it, but this revenge must be avenged.
Moreover, he wants to restore the reputation of the Liu family, but it is all difficult, and this journey will be dangerous. I don't want Zhu'er to wade into this troubled water, because her original fate is already very bitter, how can she be willing to love someone and let her live in pain all the time.
Zhu'er and Ling'er, the two of them sometimes Liu Xuan can't say well, who is more serious about him. But what he can be sure of is that the fathers of both of them will directly reject him, so it seems that this love that has not started will be directly strangled in the cradle.
Liu Xuan was once very entangled, because many people persuaded themselves to divide Qingzhu'er and Ling'er, and to distinguish love and family affection. Even Wuchen has warned himself not to use Zhu'er as a stand-in. However, even if it's not a stand-in, is it true love, can you stay?
Burdened with a sea of blood and hatred, Liu Xuan now feels a headache when he thinks of the word love. I don't dare to love if I want to love, and I don't even have the courage to admit it. He felt that Ling'er would definitely laugh at himself underground, laughing at himself for being a coward, and never said that word to Ling'er.
And now facing Zhu'er, he even took a posture of evasion. However, it was really not as simple as they thought, but they couldn't explain it. What to do?
"Liu Xuan, what are you thinking? Are you looking at me distracted?" Zhu'er didn't say a word after watching Liu Xuan face herself.
"I'm sorry, I can't promise you, or even give you a clear answer. But your guesses are basically right, and I don't even know what to do with you right now. ”
"Why do you say that? Is there something unspeakable? If that's the case, then I'll have to accept it. After all, after arriving in Zhongzhou, I feel that most of the people I know seem to be people with unspeakable secrets. Like you, like me, like Bian Yanli, like Bian Gu, what a coincidence. ”
"You don't have to be cynical, I know what you mean. However, there are some things that I can't say for your good. However, it's not just you, so there's no need to shy away from it too much. ”
"You're also very entangled with Bian Yanli, right?
"Why is there such a comparison? You two are not the same personality at all, you have mentioned her more than once. ”
"Because she's the one who likes you, and she's the most like me. Shangguan Jinyue is the daughter of a rich family, and the distance between us and her is simply 108,000 miles, although I don't know her, but from the contact with Yinyue, I can feel that her sister is also unusual. ”
Zhu'er paused, then continued, "And Xue Baixuan, I saw you hugging her." Although you seem to have been deliberately avoiding it, you don't know who to hide. But the current between you is so obvious that even a blind person can feel it. She is like a mature sister who can help you with your troubles. ”
"Do you think that I have extended the courage that I didn't have for Bian Yanli to you?"
"I don't know. Bian Yanli should be the most courageous girl I've ever met, even if you're a shrunken turtle, she can punch your head out of her shell. So, if she can't force you to comply, I think, I'll probably have to admit defeat and lose to you. ”
"You didn't lose to me, it's not like you think it is. But for Bian Yanli, it's not that I don't have the courage, but the way we met at the beginning was wrong, and the two sides were doomed to be hostile, even if they joined forces, they still wouldn't be on the same team, so they wouldn't be together in the end. Liu Xuan explained.
"Am I not the same at this point? At first, we met because of Ling'er, and at that time, you didn't even dare to admit your feelings for Ling'er. By the way, do you remember that night at the hotel? It was me who watched Gao Qi control the bell. ”
"What? I didn't think about it, I thought it was made of bones. ”
"He's free there, so many things to do, so many people have been arrested, don't settle down." Also keep an eye on what's going on outside. I often have to go to Tianhai Group to watch, and I want to do serious business. Gao Qi is his proud leader, and he is completely competent. ”
"If it's Gao Qi, it's okay to be alone, why do you want to go? Didn't you say you didn't see Ling'er?"
"I'm not with Gao Qi, I'm standing far away, and then watching Gao Qi do all this. It's the first time I've felt terrible to use Gu to control people, but I seem to have been able to ride a tiger. ”
"What about the message? Gao Qi thought about it?"
"No, it may be a side bone, right? You know, how can a person who has fallen into the Gu have so many thoughts of his own, and he is not resigned to his master. So, as far as I look, I don't look like a controlled person at any time. ”
"Why did you follow her?"
"It's nothing, it's just that the side bones hide a lot of things from me, but I feel that Gao Qi knows, so I follow her, and it's not a difficult thing anyway. ”
"If you knew that it was Ling'er, your cousin, would you have saved her at that time?"
"I don't know, I can't answer this question, it's not that I don't want to say it, but I really don't know. I have mixed feelings for my parents, although she is my cousin, we don't have any feelings, and I hate almost everyone about what happened back then. I don't know if it's useful for a person who has fallen into the Gu to save it. ”
"You're telling the truth. Are you going to stay in Mogu this time?"
"No, I'll discuss it with Wuchen, and then stay in Mogu for a while before going back to Zhongzhou, and finish the rest completely, and we'll move to Mogu." As for my hatred, I believe I can find that enemy before he dies. ”
"Well, it seems that this is really a farewell for us. After all, back in Zhongzhou, maybe everything will be different again. ”
"Well, from now on, I wish you well. ”
Liu Xuan didn't hold back in the end, and still hugged Zhu'er tightly in his arms. "I'm sorry, I know you've always wanted three other words, but all I can give you is sorry. ”