Chapter 149: A Man Who Doesn't Love Her
Gu Dan had a lot of fun, and happily said that he wanted to make another appointment, Lin Jiayu was naturally happy, and Shen didn't want to ruin Gu Dan's interest as scheduled, so he agreed.
After saying goodbye to each other, Gu Dan and Lin Jiayu went to the garage to pick up the car, and Shen took the nearest subway station to the apartment as scheduled.
When Shen returned to the apartment as scheduled, Qin Shaoheng had not come back yet, and because of the day's walking, people were inevitably tired, so he washed up early and got back to the bed.
Sleeping in the middle of the night in a daze, feeling that someone was breathing in her ear, she woke up suddenly, struggled to get up and turned on the bedside light, Qin Shaoheng's face was clear in the light, Shen rubbed his eyes as scheduled, and the bedside time only showed half past three in the morning.
She was already sober a lot, and the person in front of her frowned irritably, pulled the collar of her shirt, and the heavy smell of alcohol dizzed in the air little by little.
"Come here. His tone was impermissible.
"You're drunk, I'll pour you a glass of water. Shen deliberately moved away from a distance as scheduled.
"I don't want to say it a second time. Qin Shaoheng's face was gloomy.
Shen had to move over obediently, the temperature in the bedroom was just right, she was wearing a set of pink cotton wool pajamas, Qin Shaoheng only had a black shirt left, she was encircled in his broad arms, his resolute chin was against her thin shoulders, and the heat stained with alcohol hovered around her neck socket, he seemed to be not lightly drunk, the arm around her waist was slightly forced, his voice was a little hoarse, and he muttered in a low voice, "No conscience." ”
She suspected that the person he said was her, she thought about it, she had been very well-behaved recently, and she obeyed him everywhere, so she couldn't be without conscience, so she had to treat him as drunk nonsense.
He hugged her for a while, his palms getting hot, and the hand around his waist loosened.
She frowned, thinking that he was drunk anyway, so she simply dared to push him away, but even if he was drunk, his strength was also very great, this toss, the sky was already bright, she was completely sleepless, seeing that he was squinting and falling asleep, she got up lightly, walked to the dresser, opened the drawer, took out the box of contraceptives hidden in the innermost, closed the drawer, turned around and looked, the person in the bed was still asleep. She took the medicine bottle, walked to the living room gently, poured a glass of warm water, unscrewed the cap of the bottle, poured out two white pills, and suddenly grabbed her wrist, and the white pills jumped to the ground.
was pulled suddenly, Shen Ruzhi's body staggered slightly, the strength was concentrated on the place where the wrist was choked, the raw pain made her gasp, surprised, panicked look gathered on her face, the brown pupils dilated, the person in front of her looked gloomy, and the sharp light that burst out of her eyes seemed to be about to split her into pieces.
Qin Shaoheng quietly picked up the medicine bottle standing in the corner of the dining table, word by word, and his voice was quenched with a deep chill, "What is this?"
He seemed to be expecting her answer, but he seemed to have an answer in his heart.
And Shen was lucky, the bottle did not have the word "contraceptive pill" on the bottle, which allowed her to escape, "I, my throat has been uncomfortable recently, so..."
Before he finished speaking, his hand was raised slightly, and the white plastic medicine bottle drew a parabolic trajectory in the air, smashing on the dark brown solid wood floor with a "clang", and there was also a sound in his voice that seemed to have been frozen in a cold cellar, "Shen Ruzhi, are you stupid for me?"
Of course she didn't dare to be stupid for him, she just had a hint of luck, but her luck had never worked with him, she raised her head, her expression was a little stubborn, "You know why do you ask?"
Her light tone made his eyes scarlet with anger, and the force of his choke on her wrist increased, her body reversed for a distance, her waist hit the dark red solid wood dining table, and her upper body was forced to lean back a little, she bit her lip to restrain the pain.
"You don't want to conceive my child so much?" he looked at her condescendingly and coldly, the residual smell of wine mixed with the heat emitted between the words, as if it could burn Shen Ruzhi in front of him.
The pain in her lower back and the pain in her wrist wandered in her body, she didn't know how to answer his question, she didn't even know why he was so obsessed with letting her conceive a child, and he didn't love her, even if he cared about Xiao Huiru's body, but the people in the world who wanted to give him a child could row from the east of Hucheng to the west of Hucheng, thinking about it, a grievance rose in her heart, "I want to give you so many children, and I am not the worst one?"
"Huh. He sneered, "Mrs. Qin, is this asking me to have a baby with another woman?"
"It's not impossible. Shen dodged his cold gaze as scheduled.
As soon as she finished speaking, he suddenly let go of her wrist, "I didn't expect Mrs. Qin to be so generous." ”
Of course, Shen Ruzhi is not so generous, there is really any woman in this world who would be willing to let her beloved man and other women give birth to a new life, but the possessiveness of the person who is troubled and suggests that he does not love her is not tenable at all. She also wanted him to be the only one in his eyes, but how could a person who didn't love her be in his heart, only pretending to be her alone in his eyes, she straightened up, and her eyes dimmed in frustration.
Her silence seemed to him to be a tacit acquiescence, as the ice-like gaze moved away from hers, her long legs stepped out, and for a moment, with a "bang", the sound of the bedroom door closing echoed in the empty silence. After another moment, the door was opened again, and the neatly dressed Qin Shaoheng walked out of the bedroom, his eyes didn't even fall on her, and he opened the door of the apartment and walked out.
There was another "bang", and she was the only one left in the open room, and her strong body finally couldn't support it, so she slid down the dining table, squatted on the floor, hugged herself, and tears couldn't help but flow down from her eyes.
Outside the window, the sky was a little brighter, completely ignoring the emotions that needed to be hidden by the darkness.
She didn't know how long she squatted, until her feet were numb, she got up numbly, the warm water poured on the table was completely cold, she stood up, poured another cup of warm water, poured out two pills from the bottle, tilted her head and swallowed. The bitter taste of the white pill melting in her body was less than one-ten-thousandth of the pain in her heart. Her expression returned to stubbornness.
The dawn of the morning shone in through the window.
She cleaned up the remnants of the mess, she couldn't just fall down, today is Su Yunling's birthday, this is not a small scene, she has to stand up and deal with it.
Back in the bathroom of the bedroom, Shen washed up as scheduled, changed into a decent long dress, and brought the gifts he bought.
Su Yunling's birthday location this time was set at a resort hotel in a different place, and now the departure time is just right, otherwise it will be another cynicism when it is late.
Fortunately, Fengcheng is only about 1 hour away from Shanghai by high-speed rail.
After walking for about 2 hours, Shen arrived at Fengcheng Resort as scheduled, reported her intention at the front desk, and the staff enthusiastically brought her to the scene of the birthday decoration. The scene has not been fully arranged, but the degree of grandeur and gorgeousness of the scene has been seen, and at the level of Su Yunling, birthdays are more than the purpose of celebration, but more of a purpose of communication.
Not far away, Su Yunling was wearing a white mink, cocking her fingers to direct the layout of the scene, and Xiao Huiru wearing a beige wool coat was standing next to her.
Shen took a deep breath secretly, a smile propped up at the corner of his mouth, took a few steps closer, froze, and called softly, "Mom?"
Of course, Su Yunling didn't accept this mother, and sneered, "This time it's quite early." ”
In the past, Su Yunling seemed to be able to jump out of big and small faults, either Shen was late as scheduled, or the gift was not satisfactory, or the expression on Shen Rucheng's face was wrong. In short, there will be places to be picked. But after all, Su Yunling is her elder, and she has no choice but to obey and improve one by one. On this birthday, she came early, the gifts were also in place, and the smile on the corner of her mouth was also supported, she was faintly curious, what else could Su Yunling find fault with this time.
"I'm thinking about coming early to see if I can help?" replied Shen obediently.
With this remark, Su Yunling didn't want to be picky, and coughed lightly, "It's all heavy work here, what can you do?"
Su Yunling's ridicule Shen was used to hearing it as scheduled, so she simply didn't take it to heart, picked up the exquisite packaging box in her hand, and a light smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, "Mom, birthday gift, I wish you happiness like the East China Sea and longevity than Nanshan." ”
Su Yunling took it, her eyes were a little disdainful, "It's not an important birthday, what are you doing with this money?" Although our Qin family has a big business, Shaoheng also works hard to earn money. ”
Shen Ruzhi's smile froze on her lips, the gift in the bag was the money she had saved earlier, and she didn't use Qin Shaoheng's penny, and Su Yunling said this, as if she took Qin Shaoheng's money to do this useless favor, it was impossible not to be wronged, but her grievance was worthless to Su Yunling, not to mention that it would attract attention, her eyes dimmed, but she still had to explain, "Mom, the gift was bought for you by the money I earned." It's not priceless, but it's a part of my heart. ”
Su Yunling's ridicule failed, her face was a little unbearable, and she frowned in embarrassment.
Xiao Huiru, who was standing on the side, immediately picked up the conversation and played a round, "Aunt Su, no matter who paid for this money, it is always a good intention as scheduled." ”
Su Yunling glanced at Shen Ruzhi, "As far as how much money she can earn, it's not what we Shao Heng raised." Just bought a gift and straightened your back? Huiru, I know that you have a good nature, but whether this person is good or bad, your Aunt Su has lived for such a long time, and she can tell the difference. ”
Shen Ru was still carrying the delicate packaging box, hanging at a certain height, neither falling nor rising.
Xiao Huiru's eyes fell on the gift, took Su Yunling's arm, and said in a coquettish tone, "Aunt Su, come over as scheduled, you can accept her gift." But in a simple sentence, Shen was completely classified as an outsider.