Standing in place, Lan Li was already full of holes. He never said goodbye, never said goodbye to Chu Jiashu, never said goodbye to Heather, never said goodbye to the Hall family, he was so cowardly and so timid, buried his fear deep in his heart, carefully covered it with a smile, and then pretended that he was soaring wantonly, but he was never truly free.

As a result, Andrew was unable to break through the shackles of four hundred blows. It's like the shooting of every previous work, that nightmare has always been there, always there.

"I can't do it. For the first time, Lan Li showed his vulnerability, the mighty pain completely submerged him like a tide, almost suffocated, he couldn't even clench his fists, how could he really say goodbye? He was never so strong on the surface, he was never so wise on the surface, he was just a fool, a fool who stubbornly moved forward on a road.

"I'm sorry. I...... Can't do it. ”

He misses Heather.

Chu Jiashu didn't speak, and Heather didn't speak, just quietly looked at the blue gift in front of him who had unloaded all the mental defenses, and let all those negative emotions be released.

After a long time, Lan Li finally calmed down again, raised his eyes, looked blankly and confusedly at the boundless darkness around him, and finally fell on Heather, "I have to do this, right?"

Heather smiled and nodded slightly, "Lan Li, you know all these truths. She turned her head to look around, "This is your consciousness, this is your world, all of this is your thoughts, and my words are your thoughts." So, you know what to do. ”

Lan Li closed her eyes in pain.

Indeed, he knew what the root of the matter was, the bondage, the imprisonment, the suppression, the lingering nightmare, like a swirling smoke, entangled the soul to death, and then let him step by step towards the end of self-destruction, but he couldn't refuse or stop, just like Nina in the "black swan", knowing that there was a cliff in front of him, he still jumped down desperately.

Finally, the bones are broken.

For Andrew, it was like that: destroy or break through, there was no other option.

And the only way to break free is to get back to yourself.

Everything should be about the drum beat, and only about the drum beat, and it has nothing to do with Fletcher.

He should challenge himself, he should break the rhythm, he should persevere, and more importantly, he should forget about Fletcher completely, his goal is Buddy Ricky, not a little school teacher, his goal is to achieve greatness, not just a conservatory.

He should focus on himself, make a breakthrough and achieve his own glory, then Fletcher will no longer matter, just a trivial obstacle, he should ...... We should be brave enough to stand up, assert ourselves, overthrow Fletcher, surpass Fletcher, and be reborn.

He should, kill the father.

The road to self-breakthrough is never easy, but only by knowing oneself, insisting on oneself, embracing oneself, and truly finding and recognizing the most authentic self, then the breakthrough has ushered in a possibility.

Andrew is so. So did he.

He should say goodbye to Chu Jiashu, and he should also say goodbye to Heather.

It's so difficult.

"I see the sky fade, I hear the breeze sigh, and I whisper The-Last-Goodby when the snow buries my fallen brother. ”

Lan Li slowly raised his head, raised his gaze, the chaos and confusion in his eyes dissipated little by little, those black fogs were rolling and fading, the gloomy temperament of the whole person became sunny again, the corners of his relaxed mouth hid a sigh and relaxed smile, and his eyes looked at Chu Jiashu in front of him clearly and brightly.

It seems to have been a long time since the last time I looked at Chu Jiashu seriously, and the face that was once familiar has become blurred, and now it has re-drawn a clear outline in the line of sight, a little unfamiliar, but it is slowly awakening the familiarity in my mind, as if I am really looking in the mirror.

"Night is slowly falling, and the day is approaching, and the journey ahead is calling, I will set off again, once again over the mountains and mountains, through the Eternal Night Continent, and along the Yingying Long Creek to the sea.

Bathing in the stars, snowflakes and cold winds, I will leave for home, although the road ahead is vast, all the way, unknown, but the day of farewell has finally come.

I have gone through thousands of mountains and rivers, and I have gone through ups and downs, but I have never regretted it, nor have I forgotten all my partners who walked side by side. ”

The smile on the corner of his mouth rose little by little, and Lan Li raised his right hand and waved it gently, "Katsuki." ”

"Lan Li. Chu Jiashu showed a bright smile, a little shy and reserved, paused for a moment, Chu Jiashu's gaze fell on the depths of Lan Li's eyes, and said seriously, "You did a good job." ”

Involuntarily, Lan Li let out a low chuckle and tried to say something, but the thoughts in his mind were too turbulent and too complicated, and he didn't know where to start, and in the end he could only respond with a mixed chin of his head, but whether it was approval or thanks, or something else, even he couldn't tell.

Chu Jiashu raised his right fist, tightened, tightened it again, the happy light in his eyes brightened little by little, and said softly, "Come on." ”

Suddenly, Lan Li realized it, he clenched his teeth tightly and shook his head gently, but Chu Jiashu didn't care at all, his smile became brighter and brighter, "This day should have come a long time ago, didn't it?"

"Night is slowly falling, and the day is approaching, and the journey ahead is calling, I will set off again, once again over the mountains and mountains, through the Eternal Night Continent, and along the Yingying Long Creek to the sea.

I will be full of memories, I will be full of blessings, and I will embark on the journey home, although the road ahead is vast, and the journey is unknown, but the day of farewell has finally come.

I would like to say my best farewell. ”

It's time to say goodbye.

Slowly, Chu Jiashu walked in the direction where Lan Li was, step by step, step by step, slowly approaching, the firm footsteps became brighter and brighter, as if lingering in a golden mist, with a faint warmth, closer and closer, closer and closer, even in the end, his footsteps did not stop, and just crashed into Lan Li.

A soft goodbye sounded in my ear, "Goodbye." ”

Then, the two of them become one completely.

Another crisp and loud voice came from his ears, "Lan Li, goodbye." However, this is not a farewell. Then, the sound dissipated like smoke, completely gone.

Good bye. This is the final goodbye.

Suddenly, tears broke through Lan Li's eyes, those bitterness, those pain, those dullness, those sorrows, those despair, those unwillingness, those tortures, those depressions, those sorrows, those regrets, all began to surge, standing in place, he couldn't cry silently.

From the previous life to this life, from Chu Jiashu to Lan Li, he finally completed his final farewell.

"I see the sky fade, I hear the breeze sigh, and I whisper my final goodbye when the snow buries my fallen brother. ”

"Goodbye. Lan Li muttered softly, but her voice was completely indistinct, colliding between her lips and teeth, as if even her heart was curled up to the point that she couldn't breathe at all.

Good bye. Good bye!

The golden light grew brighter and brighter, and a single ray of light was enough to illuminate the entire space, and the darkness rolled away like a tide, and then the whole world became brighter and wider, and little by little the fragments of those memories were dotted on the vast firmament.

Chu Jiashu's. Heather's. Ding Yanan's. Arthur's. Edith's. Paul's. Ryan's. Rooney's. Matthew's. Andrey's. There are countless more, and there are even "buried alive", "crazy love", "detached", "gravity", "drunken country ballads", "bursting drummers", and so on, and so on, one by one, the fragments of vivid memories gathered in this way, lighting up the whole world, bright and warm, happy and moving.

Blooming like summer flowers.

Lan Li straightened up, raised his head to look at the golden halo in front of him, hesitated for a moment, and then took a step, rushing towards the golden light in front of him, faster and faster, faster and faster, until the whole body began to burn faintly, burning life force like a flame, and unleashing the power of the soul without reservation.

In a trance, he seemed to return to the day twenty-three years ago, he thought he was dead, but he saw a ray of light, and then he ran as hard as he could, running oblivion, not knowing for what and not for anything, as if it was just a residual survival/desire/hope that was being driven, and ran regardless of it.

Finally, he rushed into the light again. However, this time, the scene in front of me seemed to be completely different - all the memories of the two worlds were completely disrupted and condensed into the same world, the sad and happy, the bitter and sweet, the bad and the beautiful, all of them were presented in front of us as clearly as never before, and flashed by as quickly as a marquee.

He saw Chu Jiashu.

He also saw Heather.

They're all still there. This is goodbye, not goodbye.

Now, he finally understood the meaning of this sentence, he had refused to take this step out of fear and timidity, always worried that this was a dream, and when he woke up, he returned to the old dream, but now, he was no longer worried.

Not because he firmly believes that the present is "reality", but because he is not afraid to go back to the past, he is who he is, whether it is Chu Jiashu or Lan Li, this is him. Even the scars that left on the body and spirit are all unique marks that belong to him. He won't deny it, and he doesn't want to deny it.

This is the most true and complete him.

The smile on the corner of his mouth bloomed widely, but when he raised his right hand and touched it, his cheeks were full of tears.

Note: Last Goodbye (The-Last-Goodby - Billy-Boyd)