Lin Xi's voice was calm, although it was a straight look, but there was not too much emotion, calm and indifferent. Such calm eyes are sometimes more hurtful than those eyes with strong emotions.

Chen Sijia's eyes darkened, and then nodded slightly, "This ...... That's right. ”

Under the tabletop, Lin Xi's hand was holding Bo Yang's palm, because of the unconscious force, it was actually a little painful to pinch Bo Yang, but his face did not change, but he felt a little sorry for Lin Xi. Because he knows her too well, even if it is her death, he can see it clearly. Maybe even she didn't know she was dying.

But it's not just because of these distressing that she is distressed, what is more distressing is ...... Chen Sijia, as a mother, couldn't see Lin Xi's casual death.

On the contrary, after Lin Xi saw the gloom in Chen Sijia's eyes, he seemed to be a little unbearable. So his fingers pinched Bo Yang's palm tighter. Bo Yang endured silently.

Lin Xi looked at Chen Sijia silently, thought for a moment, hesitated for a moment, and then whispered, "I heard Bo Yang say that you have a child." ”

It's not 'you've got another baby,' it's not 'you've got another baby,' it's that you have a baby. It's like a short sentence that has stripped him from the ranks of Chen Sijia's children.

These words are more powerful than those which were spoken before. Chen Sijia's face suddenly became very ugly, if it was just a dim gaze before, at this moment...... Her face turned pale.

Lin Xi was a little at a loss, and only after reacting did he notice that he had already removed himself from the ranks of Chen Sijia's children in his words. After reacting, I found that there is a lot of recognition of her own identity in her self-awareness, she is Lin Xun's sister, Bo Yang's lover, Yao Jiayun's best friend, a doctor who saves lives, and even ...... It is Lin Wei's daughter.

But I don't seem to know when it started, and in my self-perception of my identity, there is no longer the option of 'Chen Sijia's daughter'. That's why in the words that blurted out, he completely stripped himself out of that ranks.

After reacting, I realized that no matter how good my memory is, no matter how tolerant and indifferent, it has been 20 years, and I haven't seen my mother for 20 years......

Lin Xi herself was stunned, and after looking at Chen Sijia for a while, Lin Xi's body softened a little, and leaned back in the chair, the calm on her face finally cracked, her lips trembled, and almost in a second, her eyes turned red, and tears suddenly filled her eyes.

Bo Yang had been watching quietly, because he knew Lin Xi, so he believed in her steadiness and calmness, if it was something she couldn't bear, she wouldn't choose to come over at all. Now that you have chosen to come, you should be able to stabilize it.

This is what he knows about Lin Xi. But he didn't expect that after 20 years, some things still can't be erased by time.

Bo Yang suddenly became a little nervous, his brows furrowed, "Lin Xi, ......"

He called her, and as soon as Lin Xi's eyes blinked, tears suddenly rolled out of his eyes.

Chen Sijia looked at how the tears rolled out of her eyes, and even stood up involuntarily, "Xixi, ......" Her voice was hoarse and dry, whether it was tone, eyes, or movements, she was at a loss.

"You might as well ...... Don't show up. It's been twenty years......" Lin Xi's nasal voice was very heavy, and he wiped the tears on his face vigorously, with a bit of roughness in his movements, as if he was a little irritated with his uncompetitive appearance, "What else are you doing?"

“…… I'm sorry, Xixi. Chen Sijia's eyes were red, she hung her head, and whispered, "It's me...... It's so unsentimental. ”

"It's been twenty years, and I still remember vividly the day you left, it rained so hard. I chased it out, soaked in the rain, and chased after your car, and you didn't stop or slow down, so fast that you couldn't even see the tail lights right away. ”

Lin Xi almost word by word, the fragment that he thought had been slowly fading in his memory for a long time, turned out to be ...... Every frame is still so clear, so clear that it is almost clear how cold and painful the raindrops fell on the body at that time.

She peeled out these memories that had been hidden in her heart for 20 years and had not spoken out, like cramps and bones. She's Ling Chi herself.

Chen Sijia was speechless, but it was obvious that Lin Xi's words had pulled his memory back to that rainy day twenty years ago.

The girl's tiny body ran in the heavy rain, chasing after the car. She didn't stop, she didn't dare to look back, so the girl's small figure was hidden in the rain and soon became invisible.

Chen Sijia covered her mouth and didn't speak, and two lines of clear tears slipped down and seeped into her fingers.

Lin Xi was still saying it almost word by word, Bo Yang knew that she was Ling Chi herself, but he couldn't persuade her to stop, he couldn't stop her. He knew that what she hadn't said in the past 20 years had always been the poison in her bones, and although she was in pain now, she was also scraping the poison out of her body little by little. The pain is for healing, many old wounds, it seems to be healed, in fact, there is a bag of pus and blood hidden underneath, only lightly touched, there is a dull pain, as if it will never stop.

Only by picking apart the old wound and draining the pus and blood can it really get better.

Lin Xi said, "I chased your car, where can I catch up, and fell into a puddle of rain on the ground." After I went back, Lin Wei saw my embarrassed look, he was already angry because of your departure, and he knew that I went out to chase you, so he beat me. ”

Chen Sijia let out a whimper in her throat, she didn't forget, she didn't forget Lin Wei's fists and kicks. Over the years, she has been reluctant to think about it, those fists and feet have to be borne by Lin Xi's small body...... What to do.

I don't want to think about it all the time, as if I don't think about it, I don't look at it. can comfort himself in his heart that Lin Xi is doing well.

"I wait every day, every day. I always feel like you're going to pick me up someday...... But no. Lin Xi stood up with the table, leaned in the direction of Chen Sijia, and looked condescendingly at Chen Sijia who was sitting opposite.

In her red eyes, tears seemed to be unstoppable.

looked at Chen Sijia with red eyes, "So I didn't even deny that I was 'Lin Wei's daughter', but what I blurted out just now was unconsciously excluded from the ranks of 'Chen Sijia's child'." Because I waited, and you never came. Because I didn't have any expectations for Lin Wei, never. But I used to look forward to you, hoping that you would take me away. You didn't come, you threw me into hell......"