All night, Kang Yurong slept in a daze and woke up very early in the morning.

What Song Zhaopei said yesterday is still lingering in his mind. She thought about it almost all night, combing Ke Mulan's feelings for herself over the years, back and forth.

Ke Mulan paid very clearly in this relationship, she clearly knew it, but because of her cowardice, she hid it very tightly. Even if he recognized Ke Mulan in his heart, he didn't show it to the outside world.

I don't accept him clearly, and I can't do it quickly. vaguely refuses in words, but is indecisive in action, which has a suspicion of wanting to welcome and refuse.

Song Zhaopei was right, she didn't give him a reassuring pill, so that he didn't have a sense of security. And from the very beginning, he identified her.

The more I think about it, the more I feel guilty in my heart, and the more guilty I feel, the more I feel that I owe him, and the more I feel that I should compensate him and do something for him.

Thinking like this, Kang Yurong couldn't lie down anymore, changed his clothes, and went into the kitchen.

She boiled Ke Mulan's favorite millet vegetable porridge, made two side dishes, and then went out.

When he came out, it was just a quarter past six, the sky was gray, and Kang Yurong walked along the alley to Yudong Street.

It has entered the early winter, and a large area of the leaves on the tree have turned yellow, losing the green branches of the past, and occasionally resisting the wave of the morning wind, a few leaves, falling from the tree, returning to silence.

Seven or eight minutes south along Yudong Street, there is the old breakfast stall. From afar, Kang Yurong saw that the queue in front of the stall was long, and there were people pouring over one after another. Her little feet spun a little faster, and she reached the end of the line.

Although the line was long, it walked very fast, and Kang Yurong waited for less than twenty minutes.

Kang Yurong picked Ke Mulan's favorite oil cake and Qing'er's favorite coke ring, and brought himself a fritter.

After paying the bill and returning the same way, she carried the breakfast in her hand and couldn't help but think of that year.

At that time, she was still in England, because she was facing the most important exam of her life, she was under a lot of pressure, her appetite plummeted, as if she had anorexia, and she was extremely sick to her stomach when she saw any food.

Ke Mulan was so anxious that he couldn't do anything.

One morning, she unconsciously said that she wanted to eat fritters. On the breakfast table the next day, fresh Chinese fritters appeared. I didn't think much about it at the time, but I was surprised that there was still a place to sell fritters in the UK.

Later, she learned that in order to satisfy her appetite, Ke Mulan was asking around, and finally found out that a Chinese restaurant sold it.

Actually, that restaurant doesn't sell breakfast, but just makes it every once in a while. On the day Ke Mulan went, people did not prepare, it was he who coaxed and begged for a long time, and they were all Chinese, and the restaurant master agreed.

The restaurant was six miles away, and it was just spring, and it was much colder than it is now. His time was also quite tight, but he had to run so far for her, and this alone made her ashamed.

There are some things that you can't think about in detail, and the more you think about them, the more you feel indebted.

The more you think about it...... My heart hurts a little.

Kang Yurong did not go back directly, but stood at the door of Ke Mulan's house. Looking at the two closed wooden doors, she felt a little nervous.

She stood at the door for a long time before she knocked lightly.

After a while, her familiar male voice, a little hoarse, came out of it: "Here it is." ”

Then, there was a rush of footsteps from far and near.

Kang Yurong couldn't help but stand up straight nervously, waited for the door to open, raised his head, and immediately touched the pair of good-looking eyes.

It's just that the good-looking eyes don't have the brilliance of the past at this time.

Under the eyebrows and eyes, there is a distress that is difficult to hide everywhere. And the deep-set eye sockets and the eyes covered with red silk showed that he hadn't slept well for a few days.

The lips were dry, the original red glow was replaced by a pale, and the skin was dull, as if covered with a layer of gray.

Looking at Ke Mulan like this, Kang Yurong's heart hurt again.

Ke Mulan didn't expect it to be her, and the whole person was stunned.

She's coming to him!

Ke Mulan's heart instantly jumped, and every cell of his was even jubilant.

However, before this joy could reach the corner of his eye, many colorful shadows passed before his eyes. These shadows, like close-ups of the transfigurations in the film, overlap and pounce on him.

There is her indifferent politeness to him, there is her alienation and rejection of him, there is her indifferent turn a few days ago, and what he thinks, she will never forget Zhang Shengcheng......

Those shots pounced on him wave after wave, like silver needles, stitching through his heart, making him painful and frustrated.

Based on her past performance, this sudden appearance has never been a good thing.

Suddenly, he had a guess in his heart, she was the landlord, did she really want him to roll up the cover and get out?

Thinking of this possibility, the little joy in Ke Mulan's heart suddenly disappeared, and his face, which was already wooden, was now a little cold.

Ke Mulan looked at her, her pupils shrank slightly, her lips pursed, and she said after a long time, "Why are you here?"

Accustomed to seeing Ke Mulan's pleasant face, facing his cold face at this moment, Kang Yurong felt very uncomfortable, embarrassed and lost.

Kang Yurong put the breakfast in his hand behind him, barely pulled out a smile, hooked the corners of his lips, and tried to make his voice sound unusual.

"I, let me ask, are you used to living in habits. She said.

The little light hidden in the corner of Ke Mulan's eyes dimmed, and he was silent for a few seconds, and said, "It's okay." You came early in the morning just to ask me this?"

Ke Mulan's words seemed to be no different from the past, but Kang Yurong suddenly read a kind of disappointment from them.

She looked up into his eyes and tightened the bag in her hand. After a long time, he said softly: "No." ”

Ke Mulan didn't answer, quietly waiting for her words. The movements of his hands were the same as hers, also with his hands behind his back, and his right hand clutching his left hand, because of the force, the back of his hand burst out with obvious green tendons.

Kang Yurong lowered his eyes, took out breakfast from behind him, his voice trembled slightly, with a hint of imperceptible hoarseness, and muttered: "I bought your favorite oil cakes, and also cooked your favorite vegetable porridge, as well as pickles and peanuts......"

Later, Kang Yurong's voice suddenly choked. For a long time, he said softly, with some grievances: "I live next door to you, but you ignore me for a few days." I've been having a hard time at all these days, and I've made mistakes in everything I do. I have a son, I love him, and I will never leave him for the rest of my life. But, but I, I didn't miss Zhang Shengcheng because of my son.

If I still had a little illusion about Zhang Shengcheng, I wouldn't have signed the divorce in the first place. Because of my son, it was inevitable that I would come into contact with him. However, from the moment he signed it, he was nothing in my heart except for my son's father. You say that I am obsessed with him, and that you have wronged me by talking such baseless nonsense. ”

Ke Mulan pulled her in, hugged her tightly into his arms, felt pain in his heart, and said softly: "You are not happy, and I am not comfortable." It's not fun to be with a soulless walking corpse all day long. ”

Kang Yurong pouted and replied, "Then you won't come to me yet?"

Ke Mulan said: "It's not that I don't want to go, I'm just afraid that you will give you another big look." "Then you will lose more and more self-confidence.

"......" Kang Yurong thought about the past, when he gave him a cold face, it was really a lot, and the debt in his heart was aggravated, she said: "I'm sorry, I won't be in the future." ”

Ke Mulan shook his head: "No need to apologize. If you can come to me, it will be enough to make up for everything. ”

Kang Yurong was literally held in his arms, the corners of his eyes were sour, and tears suddenly fell. She grabbed his clothes hard, tears falling silently.

She didn't understand why she was crying, and she felt that it was unreasonable for her to cry, but she couldn't help it.

Kang Yurong hesitated for a moment, but still opened her mouth, and she said in a buzzing voice: "I have been divorced and have a son." ”

Alas, I know that I can't escape this old problem.

He said: "I don't care if you're divorced, it doesn't matter if you have ten sons, I only care about your attitude." ”

Kang Yurong paused for a moment, and then said, "I came to you, which is the best attitude." ”

Ke Mulan breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Although your words are a little ambiguous, they are enough. "It's enough for him to regain his confidence to chase her and chase her.

After a while, Kang Yurong said again: "You are so stupid, there are so many beautiful unmarried girls outside, and there are many people who are right with you, why are you ......" Fei recognized her, this half-old.

Ke Mulan smiled, his smile was a little shy, and he said, "You know what? The first time I saw you on the boat, my heart felt like a firecracker bursting, crackling, blowing up my head, making me desperate to get close to you. I guess that's what it feels like, right? I don't think anyone else can give it but you. I guess that's why I had to do it. ”

Kang Yurong's heart beat fast and his face flushed.

After a while, Ke Mulan gently pushed away the woman in his arms, held her shoulders with both hands, looked into her eyes, and said solemnly: "Yurong, I have been chasing you for so many years, not as a friend, not as a brother, not as a Chinese compatriot, I am pestering you as a man to a woman." Yurong, I like you. The kind of liking that men have for women. ”

Kang Yurong's face turned red instantly, and he met his gaze with teardrop eyes, and his peach blossom eyes seemed to be rippling with two jars of wine, exuding an intoxicating atmosphere.

Such Kang Yurong has the temptation of a mandala, Ke Mulan's heart was scratched fiercely, and there was a sudden different impulse in his body.

Then, Ke Mulan's head slowly leaned down, and his warm lips tentatively touched her slightly cool soft lips.

Seeing that she didn't dodge, she was about to be gentle......