From the verbosity of the end
The text of the "Debt See" series was actually only three outlines at first, but when writing the story of Little Candy, I liked the character design of the cool beauty very much, and I had the idea of writing a story about the cool beauty, and decided to add this fourth article. However, the framework of Liang Meiren's outline was written for a long time, and it took more than a year to start writing the main text. This article has a lot of words because of the setting, and it is divided into two parts: the car accident of the cool beauty Yanchen Mountain. Many readers don't like the design of the cool beauty very much, thinking that the cool beauty is silly and sweet, I have explained it before, but everyone still insists on their own ideas, so here I directly passed on the character design I made to the cool beauty at that time, which is to explain my own setting and understanding of the character of the cool beauty.
There are a total of four stages in the character design of Liang Meiren, the first compromise is complete, cautious, because of Liang Meiren's living environment, she is the eldest daughter who is not loved at home, Liang's father because of work, the time at home will definitely not be too much, no big boss is 9 to 5, and he will go home after work. So since she was a child, she only had her little mother Liang Yan and the workers and nannies at home. The little mother belongs to a two-faced person in front of Liang's father, she is an amiable stepmother, but in the absence of Liang's father, she doesn't like the daughter left by her husband's ex-wife, but she also knows her identity and doesn't dare to do anything to Liangjing, so for her, cold violence ignores Liangjing's most suitable mode of getting along, and because of this, she won't allow Liangyan and Liangjing to get too close when she is at home.
So Liang Jing, who grew up in a lonely state, is very insecure, even if she is excellent in all aspects, she is very inferior from a psychological level, and it is easy to deny her own type. Because no one recognizes her, she constantly goes to be a good student and a good daughter in the eyes of others, and if she wants to be recognized, she is a state without self, and she needs to prove her existence with the care of others. And Gu Yusheng is the person who faces up to her existence, so Gu Yusheng's appearance replaces her psychology of wanting to be recognized by Liang's father, and instead transfers all her desire for love to Gu Yusheng, and Gu Yusheng has become the person she is emotionally attached to.
So in the early stage, it was not so much that Liang Meiren loved Gu Yusheng, but that she loved the care and care that Gu Yusheng could give her, and I also said that Liang Meiren was an outsider, she was good at observation, and she knew many things in her heart, but she wouldn't say it, because she had been longing to be cared for, what she was most afraid of losing was love. So when Gu Yusheng revealed her true face, Liang Meiren still maintained her marriage and escaped everything that happened, because it was impossible for her to care for Liang's father, so she didn't care what kind of blow the Liang family received, she only remembered that Gu Yusheng had been kind to herself, this was the first time she felt care and love in this world, and she was reluctant to leave.
After the first car accident, Liang Meiren entered a state of self-indulgence and self-boredom, which also wrote that Liang Meiren has a tendency to be depressed, and the character design for Liang Meiren is obviously depressive, that is, an image of Lin Daiyu, sentimental. The message she sent to Gu Yusheng between life and death made her realize that her love for Gu Yusheng was not only the warmth that Gu Yusheng gave her at the beginning, but that she fell in love with Gu Yusheng completely. So she fell into a tangle, because she really liked it, so she began to mind Gu Yusheng's use, but on the one hand, she had no way to leave Gu Yusheng. In the face of Xing Nuan's provocation, she didn't want to go back, that is, because she went back, the matter between her and Gu Yusheng was about to be put on the surface, and she didn't want to it for the time being.
On the one hand, Liang Jing has no one to talk to, and on the other hand, she doesn't want to talk too much, so many things are pressed in her heart. In the end, there was too much backlog, and when she heard Gu Yusheng say to Xing Nuan that she didn't divorce herself, it was because she was still useful, Gu Yusheng, who relied on her good self in the past, completely came to naught, what she realized was just an illusion, and what she got was deprived, which she completely collapsed, she herself didn't have the courage to commit suicide, so she would take sleeping pills when she lost her mind, and subconsciously wanted to use death to escape from her love but couldn't let go.
The third stage is the stage after sleeping pills, Liang Meiren knows the estrangement between herself and Gu Yusheng, and she also sees that Gu Yusheng also has a heart for herself, but she also recognizes that the estrangement between the two cannot be crossed and cannot be together, so she wants to give up completely and completely enter a negative state, that is, no matter what you think, I don't care if I want to divorce, I want to leave you, anyway, I don't want to live, if you can't get along with me, I can't get along with you, if you want to pretend to be with you, I will pretend with you, even if you are pregnant, you want to give the child a good living environment, don't repeat the mistakes of the past, let the child follow in his footsteps, and postponed the decision to separate, but I didn't think that the two could go onใ
Gu Yusheng's personality is actually very similar to Liang Meiren's character, he originally had a happy and prosperous family, but when he was seven years old, his father suddenly went bankrupt and died, and his mother lived a life under the fence, so his hatred of Liang's father and his love for Liang Meiren conflicted, he couldn't believe that he was in love with the daughter who killed his father, and secondly, he was afraid of facing Liang Meiren's disappointment, so he simply didn't do anything, escaped, and pretended that he was just using no other feelings, but because he subconsciously knew that he loved Liang Meiren, he was unwilling to let goใ And Liang Meiren's first car accident and swallowing sleeping pills made him fully realize his heart, and decided to let go of what happened before and strive for Liang Meiren to change his mind.
So the relationship between the two of them is jet lag, Liang Mei is running away from Gu Yusheng when she is fighting, and Liang Mei has given up when Gu Yusheng recognizes her heart, both of them are silent people, they don't like to communicate or communicate, before the reader felt that the early progress was too slow, and they have been pretending to be stupid for this reason, and the two don't know how to express their love and can't let go. But it may be that I'm not very good at this kind of long story, and it's the first time I've tried this style of character design, so it's a bit of a collapse.
In the end, after the car accident in Yanchen Mountain, Liang Meiren became a good sister, and felt the love of her parents in the Xiao family, and Xiao Jimo, who was like a brother and a confidant, and had two lovely children by her side, which made up for the missing family life in her youth. It was also in this atmosphere that Liang Meiren gradually reconciled with herself, walked out of her own small world, changed from an outsider to an insider, integrated herself into this world, and became a psychologically complete person, and her personality was upgraded to a state of Xiao Anhao in the later stage.
Xing Nuan's setting is actually similar to Liang Jing, both of them are missing in childhood, one is for family reasons and the other is for physical reasons, but in the end two personalities are formed. Because Liang Jing has never been cared for from childhood to adulthood, she is insecure. And Xing Nuan was closed in a small world by her family because of heart disease, and Gu Yusheng and her parents were the whole of life for her, she was lonely at first, and then she was addicted to the greenhouse given by her family, and she was unwilling to let others walk in.
Her feelings for Gu Yusheng are not exactly love, but more dependence, Xing Nuan's childhood was spent in a hospital bed, other children can run and jump, she can only lie on the hospital bed all the time, so childhood is dark for her. Gu Yusheng was the only partner by her side when she was a child, the only person who accompanied her, and the only light in her darkness, so she didn't allow others to divide Gu Yusheng's love, her state is a bit like histrionic personality disorder, her life is in the middle of a performance, in front of her family, she is willing to be a simple and lovely child for a lifetime, just like what her family wants to give her. In the face of Liang Jing and other people who want to take away Gu Yusheng's love, she is a fighter who protects her spiritual dependents, she can do anything to protect her small world, she can not care about anyone's life and death, in her world, she doesn't need to care about other people, just like a spoiled bear child, the person who snatched her toy is a bad person, she has to snatch it back, even if she hurts other people in the process, the other party deserves it, because the other party snatched her things first, in the words of the second yuan, it is a state of sick Jiao.
My setting for Xing Nuan is low IQ but scheming, for Liang Jing is high IQ but very kind, IQ and personality are originally two concepts, there is no contradiction, Xing Nuan has a low IQ but is not mentally retarded, what she does does does not require a high IQ to complete, this kind of thing can be found by searching the Internet for software in the mobile phone, and occasionally the mobile phone will receive text messages about this, so it is not difficult to do. Kidnapping Xingxing to threaten Liang Jing is also something that can only be done by her IQ, and it is impossible to do this kind of thing if she has a bright brain, for example, Liang Yan She knows that this is not right, and it will be illegal, so she finally chose to protect Xing Xing and stand on the opposite side of Xing Nuan.
As for why Liang Jing didn't record when she answered the phone, her son was kidnapped, and she still wanted to record to expose Xing Nuan's vicious behavior? If you do this, then Liang Jing is too terrible, if you write it like this, it will really be a person who collapses, it may be from a different perspective, I write a character, whether it is the protagonist or a supporting role, I will think about what kind of person she will grow into from her own growth environment, and then what kind of behavior will be more reasonable, rather than looking at what she wants to do from the perspective of a third party.
In the end, it is about the line of Xiao Jimo and Xiao Anhao, when it was originally set, it was set that the hero and heroine would get back together, so the name was Xu You Yu Sheng Jing An, and in the later stage, I suddenly felt that the line of Xiao Jimo and Xiao Anhao was quite interesting, but there was no way to change it, and if it was changed, it would not be possible to connect before and after, it was completely two articles, so in the end, I chose to reconcile Xiao Anhao and Gu Yusheng, even if the last fan was to satisfy his own little selfishness, and if he didn't like Mr. Gu and Liang Meiren CP, he could directly take the last fan as the ending of Xiao's father and An Hao's sisterใ
This article has been written for a long time, from the opening to the end of more than seven months, I wrote the outline to the opening of the article actually took longer, probably very concerned about this article, but too many concerns, often cardinal. In addition, I entered the society from school this year, and encountered the trough period of various industries, I am still preparing for a more important exam, the pressure has doubled, and I have inexplicably begun to have a glass heart, and I couldn't write it for a while, but fortunately, I still insisted on my original intention to write this article completely, maybe it is not written well, and it may be that many places make the friends who chase the article dissatisfied, but I take every story seriously and live up to my original intention.
Debt to see this series is over here.,Although it's basically all pounced.,But it's really the style I like.,It's as comfortable as a small bridge and flowing water.,Although it's the president's style setting.,It's written about a long-term love.,It's relatively unpopular and unpopular.,Many people don't like it.,But I still want to write what I like (yes.,Otherwise, I wouldn't have written it for eleven years.,It's still a little transparent.)ใ
I'm going to write a cheerful story later.,The outline has been written.,It should be sent out soon.,After all, this article gives me my own whole depressive tendency.,I need to adjust my mood.ใ It's still the same sentence.,Even if only one person is looking at me, I'll write it down.,If no one reads me, I'll write it down for myself.,For writing an article.,I really like it.,I'm a person who is hot for three minutes about everything.,But only writing.,Ten years haven't pulled down a day.,The most tired time thought about giving up.,In the end I'm still reluctant.,So I'll still write it.,I hope there's still twenty or Chinese New Year's Eve years or something.ใ
What's that?,I don't know if anyone has seen the bottom of this verbose ghost.,I don't know if I can understand my explanation of this literati.,Anyway, I said all my thoughts.,If you insist that Liang Meiren is a stupid white sweet,,I can only say...... It's okay to be happy.,Silly white sweet is stupid white sweet.,It's said that there are a thousand Hamlets for a thousand readers.,What's more, I'm a niche article.,Can't forcibly instill my own ideas.,Whether you read the online article or I write the online text by myself, it's happy.,If you're not happy, then what to read and write.ใ
In addition,I'm accepting the opinions given by readers.,I also like to see the opinions given by readers.,Reasonable I will adopt to think.,For example, Xiao Jimo and Sister Anhao's point,It's also the reader's cute opinion.,I think it's good.,I wrote a little bit more.,There are also some questions about the character design.,I'll also answer my own thoughts.,But some of them are chasing and scolding.,I think there's really no way to understand.,I think it's such a thing as reading the text.,And no one forces you.,I think it's not good to look at the upper left corner is to exit the lower right is to return.,I said before that I like the environment of Jinwen very much.,Even if there aren't many readers reading my text.,But at least there are no bad remarks. , but this article was inexplicably said that it was very congested, and I almost couldn't hold on to it at the time, but fortunately, I went to the gym to vent for a few hours, and I adjusted my mentality back. I can't satisfy every reader's preferences, I can only try to be myself.
Well, I've been a lot of ramblings, and I don't know if anyone is watching it, so let's say come on to myself!