Chen Yidong didn't say anything more, the first time she experienced it, injuries were inevitable, so she quietly accompanied her and walked forward slowly.

The lawn under his feet is soft, and it is very comfortable to step on, Qing Huan stopped when he walked to the middle of the hillside, brushed a few strands of hair around his ears, and said softly: "Since I was a child, teachers have said that I am very good, and I have always thought so, I will be very successful, and there are infinite possibilities in the future." After graduating, I realized that reality and imagination are not at all the same. I thought I was very different, but I didn't know that in the eyes of my boss, I was not much different from other recent college graduates, so slowly, I became disheartened and shifted my focus to managing my own feelings, thinking that there was no way to do anything in the workplace, but in the family, this world dominated by myself, I can always be the master, right?"

As she spoke, she looked into the distance, and from this angle, she could see a panoramic view of S City, and the whole city was like a monster made of steel and concrete, opening its mouth wide at her.

"But it wasn't until later that I realized that in fact, I was the kind of person who could neither make achievements in my work nor manage my feelings, and I only felt that this city was very strange and there was no place for me, but I felt that I was already very good and worked hard, why couldn't I get it?" At that time, I was too self-righteous, obviously I didn't do my best, but I always felt that I had paid enough, but in this era when your competitors are better than you and work harder, people like me are buried sooner or later, so I woke up and used all my strength to catch up, and then I entered Deju, in the middle of the night, I would be relieved to think that I finally had a place in this urban jungle. But today, it seems that I have returned to the beginning, and I feel that this city is very strange. It turns out that I am really not strong enough, no matter how hard I try, I still am not strong enough......"

Qing Huan slowly squatted on the ground with his hands in his hands, "A person who is not strong enough, but always has ambitions that cannot match his ability, I deserve such an ending." ”

Chen Yidong sighed lightly, squatted down slowly, and gently stroked the top of her head, "Qinghuan, no one is born with smooth sailing, the road to success must be full of thorns, the problems that everyone has to face and solve are different, and if you go down this road, this is what you must pass." You carry it, you are one step closer to success, if you can't resist it, then you can only become one of the countless people who pass by it, the truth is actually very simple, the difficult thing is that you need to experience the pain and walk through it yourself. ”

Qing Huan looked up at the empty lawn in front of him, was silent for a while, and suddenly turned his head to look at him: "Have you ever experienced something that you almost couldn't get by?"

Chen Yidong pulled the corners of his mouth flatly, "Believe me, it's definitely much more than you think......"

"How do you feel?" Qing Huan asked, "After a long time of refining into steel, you will be hard-hearted?"

Chen Yidong didn't speak at first, and then said: "It's not a long time to make steel, it's just an attitude." ”

"Huh?" Qing Huan looked at him with some puzzlement.

"The world is actually very fair, depending on what you want, if your desires and ambitions are great, then the corresponding price you need to bear is also proportional to it, I want a lot of things, then I enjoy the flashy side of these things, and I must also bear the price to pay in order to get it and after getting it, that is, everything has its different aspects. If you see it through, it's fine, and you won't feel aggrieved or unwilling. ”

Qing Huan was stunned for a moment, and then stared at him thoughtfully. The afterglow of the setting sun shone faintly on the side of his face, setting off his face steep and sparse. She didn't know what to think, but suddenly she leaned in and touched his face.

Chen Yidong's face relaxed, and he raised his eyes to look at her: "What's wrong?"

"No, I just want to touch you. ”

He suddenly laughed, then stood up and held out his hand to her, "Are you hungry, let's go get something to eat?"

Qing Huan touched his nose, put his hand on his palm, and was forced to stand up, but did not answer his question, but asked again: "How did you find this place?

"From time to time," Chen Yidong said, "when I'm in a bad mood or under pressure, I like to come and stand for a while, look at the scenery here, and stay for a while, as if I have figured out everything." ”

"Alone every time?" Qing Huan suddenly asked again.

Chen Yidong glanced at her with a smile, and then nodded: "Hmm." ”

She suddenly felt that her mood seemed to be better again, pursed her lips and snickered, and then said, "Then you will bring me with you from now on, okay?"

Chen Yidong smiled, "Okay." ”

"Also, you are only allowed to bring me, and no other people are allowed to come. After Qing Huan thought about it, he added another sentence uneasily.

"Good. Chen Yidong took her hand and slowly walked in the direction of the park.

The smile on Qing Huan's face enlarged, and she followed him step by step, the two of them walked slowly on the grass one after the other, and she heard his voice coming from the front, "Are you in a better mood?"

"Much better. She replied softly, and then silently added in her heart, because of you.

After getting into the car, Chen Yidong handed another box to Qing Huan, she opened it with some surprise and saw that there was a white-gold heart on the blue velvet, and the heart-shaped side was decorated with sparkling diamonds, shining in the light.

"Why did you suddenly think of giving me a gift?" she turned her head to look at him strangely, then smiled self-deprecatingly, "Do you think I've encountered such an unfortunate thing, so you want to give me a gift to comfort me?"

Chen Yidong glanced at her angrily, "My birthday is coming soon, don't you remember?"

Qing Huan suddenly came to his senses, yes, it will be his birthday at the end of the month...... She looked at Chen Yidong with some surprise, "This is my birthday present?"

"What if it weren't?"

"It's so beautiful. She took out the necklace and held it in her palm for a long time, and said, "I'm going to wear it now, put it on for me." ”

Chen Yidong took the thin chain, and then leaned over.

Qing Huan pulled up his hair and leaned his neck over, he held the necklace in his hand, circled around her neck, and buckled the buckle.

Qing Huan turned around, her eyes were bright, and she was facing him: "Is it good-looking?" Her skin was very white, her collarbones were slender, and a heart was hanging on it. Just like he imagined when he saw the necklace.

Chen Yidong smiled lightly: "Not bad." ”

Qing Huan pulled the mirror on the car and looked at it, the more she looked at it, the more she liked it, the depression caused by what happened today suddenly disappeared, she turned her head to look at Chen Yidong's handsome face, and her heart was filled with an indescribable sense of happiness, as long as he was with her, no matter how rough the road ahead was, she was not afraid.

On the way home, night has fallen, the city is lit up, when passing through an intersection, Qinghuan looked out through the window glass, and a wave of young people going to work poured out of the subway station, the girls were dressed up beautifully and intellectually, wearing colorful skirts, stepping on high heels and walking out, she suddenly saw herself at this time last year from them.

Before I knew it, a year had passed, and the changes that had taken place in her in the past year were simply too great.

Without warning, she suddenly remembered Song Hai, she hadn't thought of him for a long time, and on her birthday last year, he also sent a large bouquet of flowers to herself, she only felt extremely happy at that time, but she didn't know that the man who gave flowers to herself was also lingering with another woman.

Qing Huan touched the necklace around her neck, turned her head to look at the man who was driving seriously next to her, the corners of her lips curved, she really should have thanked Song Hai, if he hadn't abandoned herself so ruthlessly, how could she have met Chen Yidong, and how could she have such a beautiful relationship again?

The fact that she was let down is always let down, and that doesn't stop her from starting the next journey again and falling in love with someone else who is better again. Qing Huan breathed a long sigh of relief in her heart, and by this time, she finally had some feelings about what Chen Yidong said to herself today.

After arriving home, Qing Huan was about to go upstairs to take a bath, Chen Yidong's phone rang, he went to the middle of the courtyard to pick up for a while, and when he came back again, his expression was a little solemn, and he whispered to her, "There are some things at home, I'll go back first." ”

She was stunned for a moment, and for some reason,

A feeling of uneasiness suddenly rose in my heart, but I nodded anyway.

After Chen Yidong left, Qing Huan tried his best to suppress the uneasiness in his heart, changed his clothes and went to the bathroom to take a bath, and sat on the sofa for a while after washing, and found that he couldn't control his cranky thoughts, so he turned on the TV, wanting to distract himself.

There happened to be a talent show on TV, Qing Huan hadn't watched this kind of entertainment program for a long time, anyway, it was to pass the time, so he watched it seriously. When I saw half of it, I realized that this show had reached the top ten selections, and now the third place is actually Lao Mao and Omura.

When I ate hot pot with Chen Xi and them last year, the old cat said that they would prepare for a talent show after the New Year, so I think it should be the current show, right?

The members of the band are still a few of them, but the lead singer has been replaced by another girl, her singing voice is very tense, it is hard to imagine that there is such a big explosive force hidden in a petite body.

Qing Huan looked at the young face, and Chen Xi's appearance suddenly appeared in front of him.

Is she also in front of the TV, watching this show?