Chapter 44: I Want to See Him

As the so-called troubled times should be used as a heavy code, although Baili Tong's fierce medicine is a little ruthless, I don't know what unpredictable effects will be in the future, but at the moment, Xu Mingfei is indeed much clearer than a few days ago.

Lin Xiangwan asked Chu Di to contact a good doctor to treat the injury in her throat, and at the same time began to take care of Xu Mingfei's daily life.

She took a long time out of her time to be alone with Xu Mingfei every day, and the two of them may not say a word for a long time, but Lin Xiangwan knew that Xu Mingfei was slowly accepting her, and there was not only fear in her eyes, but also slowly began to rely on her.

Baili Tong will come over occasionally, but he always picks Lin Xiangwan when he is with Xu Mingfei, Chu Di takes him to the monitoring room, he was very unhappy at first, and yelled at Chu Di a few times, but gradually got used to it, and he no longer lost his temper.

After a period of calm days, the weather became hotter and hotter, and Lin Xiangwan began to think about it, wanting to do personal hygiene for Xu Mingfei.

When she was on the island, those kidnappers would never think so much for her, occasionally beating too hard, the blood on her body was too heavy, for fear that if she was infected and died, they would have a thick sea water to splash her, although this method was cruel, but thanks to this, the injuries on Xu Mingfei's body were not inflamed, and she left a life.

But for the bath, because of the above reasons, she was extremely disgusted.

Lin Xiangwan once took her to the bathroom, and as long as Xu Mingfei saw the splash of water spraying from the sprinkler, he would be so frightened that he hid in Tibet, so that Lin Xiangwan couldn't catch her.

Lin Xiangwan had no choice, so he had to take a small basin to catch some water, and carefully wipe Xu Mingfei's body with a cloth little by little, without the stimulation of water injection, plus Lin Xiangwan's movements were very gentle, Xu Mingfei did not resist at this moment.

"It's a shame to have such good and long hair like this. But don't worry, I've cut it for you now, and I'll have another good handful of hair growing later. Lin Xiangwan passed Xu Mingfei's long hair for nearly an hour, but there was no progress, her hair became like rotten grass because of long-term sun exposure and sea erosion, and it didn't make much sense to stay, Lin Xiangwan and Xu Mingfei discussed, holding small scissors in their hands and already started to act.

Xu Mingfei obediently lay on her lap and silently endured her movements, and after a while, her waist-length long hair fell one after another. Because she was too thin, the clothes on her body were also dragged and dragged, usually blocked by her hair, but she couldn't see anything, but now that her hair was cut, Lin Xiangwan saw the wound on Xu Mingfei's neck at a glance.

She gasped, her fingers trembling on Xu Mingfei's injury, and asked her in a low voice, "Does it hurt?"

Xu Mingfei didn't seem to understand what she was saying, and felt that her fingers were gentle, so he rubbed his cheek against her fingertips, like a small animal, and he didn't have any protection against Lin Xiangwan.

Lin Xiangwan's tears welled up at that moment, she used scissors to cut along the hem of Xu Mingfei's clothes, and when the clothes were all gone, the scissors also fell to the ground......

* That night, Lin Xiangwan said that he was very tired and didn't have dinner, and Chu Di was a little worried about her, so he went to visit her in the bedroom.

The bedroom was darkened, and Lin Xiangwan sat in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, the red wine glass and the empty wine vat poured on the carpet, she looked out the window stupidly, and her fingertips drew the outline of the neighbor's house on the glass.

She painted very seriously, and she didn't even reflect when Chu Di approached, until Chu Di was also sitting cross-legged beside her, she glanced at him lightly, "What is Ye Nan doing?"

"Playing chess with the master took about two hours. What's wrong with you?" Chu Di stretched out his hand and tried it on her forehead, and surprisingly, Lin Xiangwan didn't hide. Her gaze was glazed, her eyes were chaotic, and Chu Di's brows furrowed, "Drink a lot?"

Her temperature was a little high, but it wasn't because of a sick fever, it was more like it was because of alcohol.

Lin Xiangwan didn't defend either, and nodded very honestly, "Don't be upset, I didn't drink your good wine, it's just ordinary." ”

"Do you think I'm unhappy because of this?" Chu Di's voice rose slightly an octave, and Lin Xiangwan covered his ears with his hands, "Don't be so loud, it's so noisy." ”

"What's wrong with you?Isn't it good during the day?What happened?" Chu Di was a little anxious, he didn't like her to hide things and not tell him, as long as she held things in her heart, it was always him who was unlucky in the end.

"I want to talk to you too...... But I don't know what to say, I'm giving Xu Mingfei a bath today...... I saw her body......" Lin Xiangwan was halfway through speaking, his body trembled slightly, Chu Di suddenly understood why she was depressed, he stretched out his arm, half-hugged her in his arms, and let her lean on his chest.

"It's scary, isn't it? I haven't seen it, but I can imagine it...... Don't worry, these things are over, Xu Mingfei will be fine. ”

"No...... You don't understand...... We were all saying she was going to be okay and that's because we weren't her. I used to be confident that as long as she stayed, she would be able to recover slowly, but I have a wound on her body today...... I can't be so sure. Chudi, those bastards...... They were behind her back and on her legs...... With a knife, he carved his name...... Those scars will never fade away...... No matter what you do, it won't be fixed...... In her life, she will never want to forget this incident, as long as she sees herself, she will remember this disgusting experience...... What will she do in the future? We can heal her wounds, but who can heal her heart?"

Lin Xiangwan couldn't describe to Chu Di how she felt when she first saw the new and old injuries on Xu Mingfei's body, as well as the names of those villains. Because that feeling is completely indescribable, she only hates that she was not on the scene, and she couldn't personally kill those people.

"It's not something you and I can worry about. This is her life, no matter how difficult it is, she has to go over by herself, we can only accompany her, and when she can't hold on, help her for a ride, but no one can accompany her for a lifetime. Chu Di held Lin Xiangwan's hand tightly, "Don't underestimate Xu Mingfei too much, she has experienced a lot of things, she can carry such a strong wind and lang, and the future ...... She must take care of herself. ”

Is this really the case? Lin Xiangwan was uneasy in her heart, she always felt that something was going to happen, Xu Mingfei's peace and quietness at the moment was just to brew a bigger storm, just like she had been.

No one can completely endure such injuries and grievances. Those ugly things buried in the bottom of the heart must always burst out before people can recover. If not, one day, she will be driven crazy by the past. If, according to Chu Di, Xu Mingfei is not as weak as she looks, then what is she waiting for, when will she break out?

Some cruelty, it doesn't necessarily happen to you, you will feel pain, when the people you love deeply, the people you care about, when they are tortured, you will be even more uncomfortable than them, the so-called empathy, that's it.

They hurt, just because the body is destroyed, and your pain adds more emotional factors to it.

* Chu Di found Xu Mingfei to treat her throat, and he was the one who connected the wrist nerve for Lin Xiangwan in the first place.

The doctor's surname is Gao, although he is very young, but Lin Xiangwan has a feeling of spring breeze when she sees him, she knows that he must be a good doctor, because only a good doctor will have such a confident and proud attitude, just like she used to be, she can keep all the injured bosses out of the door, as long as she doesn't negotiate the price she wants, no one can enter her door, because she knows that she is worth that price.

The same is true for Dr. Gao, Chu Di paid him far more than the scope stipulated by the hospital, but he still accepted it very calmly.

The operation was very successful, but there was a little turmoil before the operation, when the anesthesiologist wanted to give Xu Mingfei anesthetic, she suddenly stubbornly resisted, and no one could control it, Lin Xiangwan thought of her experience, so people gave up spinal injection, and took inhalation of laughing gas.

The advantage of inhaling laughing gas is that it can keep the patient awake, and the recovery time is short, but the disadvantage is also here, but fortunately, the operation is not a major operation, and Xu Mingfei will not feel very uncomfortable even if he wakes up quickly.

During the operation, Lin Xiangwan was always by her side, while Xu Mingfei was like a child, turning his eyes to look at her from time to time, as long as Lin Xiangwan smiled at her and gently patted the back of her hand, a smile appeared in her eyes.

A month after the operation, Xu Mingfei's wound recovered very well, and Lin Xiangwan spent most of her spare time practicing pronunciation with her in addition to work. Ye Nan also helped a lot, and the child even found the children's books he had read before, correcting Xu Mingfei's pronunciation word by word. When Xiaozhen came as a guest, it was even more lively, two children and a babbling Xu Mingfei, the three of them often said that the donkey's lips were not the same as the horse's mouth, which made Aunt Zhang and Lin Xiangwan, who were busy in the kitchen, laugh.

Although Xu Mingfei's voice was hoarse and low, like a boy's voice changing period, it was very unpleasant, but Lin Xiangwan felt very relieved every time he heard her speak, just like seeing a sapling that had been beaten by wind and rain, and finally confided in the new branches.

After another month, Xu Mingfei could already speak some short sentences after unremitting practice, but Lin Xiangwan didn't expect that the first thing she said to herself was, "I want to see him." ”

"What do you mean......" Lin Xiangwan already had an answer in her head, but she couldn't believe it.

Xu Mingfei nodded, "Baili Tong." I want to see him. ”