Chapter 19: Cheer up

"I'm going to stir-fry, there's oil smoke, you go out first. Seeing Xiaoxiao didn't reply for a while, Mu Chaoyang didn't say much, he gave an eviction order in the kitchen, and drove Xiaoxiao to the living room.

When the two of them ate, Mu Chaoyang only fried a few home-cooked dishes, but unfortunately at this time, even the delicacies of the mountains and seas tasted the same as chewing wax in Xiaoxiao's mouth. Mu Chaoyang didn't break it, and moved the dish to Xiaoxiao's side, "After eating in a while, I'll send you back and rest early." You don't have to worry about Shu Ling's affairs, I will help. ”

"Hmm. Xiaoxiao took a few pieces of rice and stuffed it into his mouth, "You're tired too, you don't need to send it, I'll go back by myself." ”

"Drop by. Mu Chaoyang took a pair of chopsticks and green pepper fried meat and smiled, "A few of our brothers have made an appointment, and we will go to Shu Ling's house to see my uncle and aunt in a while, and I will send you back first." ”

As soon as he heard that he was going to Shu Ling's house, he put down his chopsticks with a smile and said, "Then I ......."

As soon as she spoke, Shu Ling shook her head, "It's not appropriate for you to go at this time." We are a group of big men, you don't know each other, and your uncles and aunts haven't seen you. ”

"Oh, good. Xiaoxiao very obediently lowered her head and picked up the rice, and stopped talking.

Mu Chaoyang naturally saw her actions, "The day after tomorrow is Shu Ling's memorial service, if you can ask for leave, I will pick you up." ”

Did you mean to let her go? Xiaoxiao suddenly raised her head, and bumped into Mu Chaoyang's eyes looking at her, very serious without a hint of joke, "I...... I'll go too?"

"I think that's what he wants. Thinking of Shu Ling's suicide note, Mu Chaoyang's brows trembled, and he knew that if Zhang Xiaoxiao didn't go, I was afraid that he would be uneasy in this life.

Mu Chaoyang said this, Zhang Xiaoxiao naturally obeyed the arrangement, and was obediently sent home, seeing that Zhang's mother wanted to talk about Shu Ling's family several times, and asked her to go to see Aunt Min, but when the words came to her mouth, she felt that she was talking about people's rights and wrongs, and finally swallowed back.

"I like the feeling of being strategized and having everything under control. Zhang Xiaoxiao closed her eyes, Shu Ling's appearance when she said this was clearly visible in her mind, she was in a trance, why was the person who was so aggressive in front of her a few days ago suddenly gone?

The things that were deliberately avoided a few days ago slowly resurfaced in Xiaoxiao's mind, and the low mood began to invade. Realizing this, she gritted her teeth and furrowed her brow, ready to get up and find some calming medicine.

"Xiaoxiao, your thermos cup fell into my car, and I will bring it to you when I pick you up the day after tomorrow. As soon as I turned on the light, I saw a text message from my mobile phone before I opened the drawer, which was sent by Mu Chaoyang, a minute ago.

Zhang Xiaoxiao looked at the time, it was already 3 o'clock in the morning.

"Okay, you're just going back?" didn't bother to take the medicine, smiled and touched the phone and replied to the text message.

"Well, I just came out of Shu's house. Why haven't you slept yet?Or did I make a noise to you?" Mu Chaoyang was a little surprised to reply to the text message so quickly.

After Shu Ling left, Shu's mother's mood was not very stable, and they couldn't rest assured, so they stayed at Shu's house for a while. At this time, he and a few friends had just come out of Shu's house, and when he sent his friends back, the person in the co-pilot found the thermos cup that Xiaoxiao had dropped.

Normally, a girl's thing appeared in the passenger seat of his Mu Chaoyang, and everyone would coax him vigorously, but no one had the interest today.

"No, I just woke up. Why are you so late?" Xiaoxiao wondered, the two elders should have rested early, how could they stay until this time?

"Auntie couldn't sleep, so we stayed with her for a while, not to mention that I was driving. There were other people sitting in Mu Chaoyang's car, although everyone didn't say anything, but it was a little unreasonable to wait for him to send a text message, Mu Chaoyang took his mobile phone and concentrated on driving.

If Shu Ling had even suffered from insomnia when she left, then Aunt Min's current situation could be completely imagined.

"Good. Be careful on the road. After sending a text message, Xiaoxiao found the medicine, pinched the medicine bottle in his hand, and thought thoughtfully.

Thinking about it, when she fell asleep, she didn't know herself.

When she got up the next day, she went straight to Yu Yan when she arrived at the unit. But she came a little early, and there was still a while before she went to work, and Yu Yan's office door was closed, so she simply stood at the door and waited for her.

Yu Yan also looked a little tired when she came over, and she was stunned at first when she saw the smile at the door, but quickly understood something.

"Yan'er ......" Xiaoxiao saw her coming, and couldn't wait to walk over.

Yu Yan opened the door of the office, "Come in and say." ”

"I've got something to look for you. As soon as she entered the office, Yu Yan put down her bag and didn't take a breath, Zhang Xiaoxiao said to her with a serious face.

Yu Yan looked at Zhang Xiaoxiao's appearance, sighed, and asked, "You know?"

"Huh?" Zhang Xiaoxiao quickly understood what she meant, "Hmm." Shu Ling, he ......"

"It was an accident. Yu Yan grabbed the conversation, "Shu Ling has his own psychiatrist, and he just met Shu Ling five days ago, and even he didn't notice Shu Ling's suicidal tendencies. ”

Afraid that Xiaoxiao would have too negative self-blame, Yu Yan persuaded: "It's good for you, it's good for me, and it's good for his psychiatrist." We are human beings, not God, and we have no right to decide our lives in His place, so we ......"

"He doesn't know about the psychiatrist?" Although Xiaoxiao wanted to say that was not this, he was still a little surprised to hear this, "Isn't he a little abnormal?"

"I went and talked to his psychiatrist yesterday. Yu Yan said, "There are traces to follow from the results, but all his actions are too methodical, and his choices are beyond everyone's expectations." ”

Yes, Xiaoxiao also felt very surprised, the man before stubbornly concealed the situation in front of her to marry An Ruqing, and even made all the plans for "marriage", such a person chose to end his life suddenly.

"Maybe it's because his arrangement is too methodical for people to notice. Yu Yan can only come to this conclusion, but Shu Ling's example does sound the alarm for her management of "guests".

Shu Ling's tragedy made Yu Yan, who graduated from a prestigious university majoring in psychology, begin to realize that she was a little too conceited in her work. It's just that she was more worried about smiling at this time.

"All the 'rules' are a little weak in the face of family affection. Xiaoxiao didn't agree, she said: "I heard my friend say that he has a suicide note to his parents, and he also arranged the future life of his uncle and aunt, but the pain of losing a child is not something that can be alleviated by any arrangement." ”

Yu Yan, who had been worried about Xiaoxiao just now, finally found a problem when she heard this - Zhang Xiaoxiao was not in the same state as she imagined, and she was not so negative and pessimistic.

Yu Yan, who didn't know much about the cause and effect, was a lot more relieved.

"So what are you looking for me?" "Guest" had an accident, Yu Yan was also very busy in the past two days, when Shu Ling was still in the emergency room, Yu Yan rushed to the hospital to cooperate with the treatment, but the first thing she was worried about when she knew the person's name was Xiaoxiao. This time, the stone fell to the ground.

"I want to take Aunt Min, oh it's Shu Ling's mother. Xiaoxiao was afraid that Yu Yan wouldn't be able to react, so she didn't forget to add, "Go and sit down with your classmates." I'm afraid that my aunt will blow too hard and won't be able to get out for a while. ”

Listening to Xiaoxiao's proposal, Yu Yan didn't expect what she was going to say was this, "You and I want to be together, but I suggest that his parents should go." ”

"But ......" thought of something, Yu Yan was a little embarrassed, "I didn't have a ...... with Shu Well, his parents have been in direct contact, and I'm afraid they're resistant. Yu Yan still avoided mentioning the word "Shu Ling" in front of Xiaoxiao.

"Do you think you should go to your classmates too?" Xiaoxiao was relieved to hear Yu Yan agree with her suggestion, "Okay, I'm afraid it's not appropriate at this time." Then when they agree, I'll make an appointment with you?"

Xiaoxiao's words sounded like a chance to win, and Yu Yan felt that there must be something greasy in it, "Are you so sure they are willing to come?"

She is not so optimistic about this matter, not to mention that some middle-aged and elderly people are very stubborn, but she said that she suddenly suffered such a blow, not only lost her son, but also knew that her son had a physical problem, so she should not be willing to see a psychiatrist.

"I try. Mu Chaoyang's figure immediately popped up in Xiaoxiao's mind, she and Aunt Min were not familiar with each other, but Mu Chaoyang was accompanying them for the past few days, and Xiaoxiao felt that Mu Chaoyang would definitely be able to persuade her.

In fact, Mu Chaoyang really never seemed to disappoint Xiaoxiao. In the afternoon of the same day, Xiaoxiao received a text message, saying that the old couple was willing to make an appointment to take a look.

As soon as she received the text message, Xiaoxiao immediately went to find Yu Yan, asked the two parties to make an appointment, and Xiaoxiao breathed a sigh of relief after doing everything.

"Okay, the time has been told to Auntie. Or you're careful, if you hadn't reminded me that I didn't expect this layer. With Mu Chaoyang's text message, the matter was settled, and the high efficiency made Yu Yan a little smacked.

"What kind of immortal did you invite?" Yu Yan couldn't help but ask jokingly, "I think that lobbyist is quite talented, do you want to persuade others to study psychology?"

Zhang Xiaoxiao did not shy away from it, "Mu Chaoyang, he often goes to accompany his uncle and aunt these days. ”

"Mu Chaoyang?" is this name again, Yu Yan looked at Zhang Xiaoxiao, who was a little relieved after finishing this matter, I am afraid that the abnormal mood is also inseparable from the owner of this name.

I'm afraid that for her Zhang Xiaoxiao, Mu Chaoyang is not as simple as she said: "It's just 'someone I once liked'". However, for this kind of positive emotional feedback, Yu Yan will certainly not object.

"What's the fuss?" Xiaoxiao pushed Yu Yan, who was obviously thinking about something, "I'll go first and go to the office to hand in the fake note." ”

"What fake?"

"Personal leave, Shu Ling's memorial service tomorrow. Xiaoxiao said very calmly, but she didn't know that Yu Yan was startled by this.

She...... Did you hear that right?

The woman in front of her, Zhang Xiaoxiao, said so calmly just now that she was going to attend Shu Ling's memorial service?

Yu Yan stopped Zhang Xiaoxiao and became serious, "I don't recommend you go." ”

In Yu Yan's eyes, this kind of place of life and death, where Zhang Xiaoxiao cried, it was best to stay away, not to mention that Shu Ling still committed suicide.

"Don't worry, I know what to do. Zhang Xiaoxiao knew what Yu Yan was worried about, and gave her a "reassuring" look, "I made an appointment with Mu Chaoyang, and if I don't go, I will always remember this matter." ”

Is it Mu Chaoyang again? Yu Yan's expression didn't look like he was stubborn, and after thinking about it, he didn't stop it again.

It's just that she became more and more curious about "Mu Chaoyang" who had only heard his name and had not seen him.