Chapter 544: Don't Regret It
When he came to the company, Xia Xizhi came directly to the rooftop. Standing there quietly, staring at the blue sky, Xia Xizhi quietly became distracted. Thinking of Xiao Tuanzi, her eyebrows tightened.
"I should forgive him, after all, he did it because of me. Strictly speaking, I shouldn't blame him like that. If it were me, maybe I would choose the same approach as Xiuyu. Xia Xizhi said to himself.
It's just that although he said so, Xia Xizhi was still a little hesitant. She also has her little pride, thinking of Ji Xiuyu like this, he will be worried, if something like this happens next time, will he choose to push her away?
A gust of wind blew in her face, ruffling her hair and her thoughts. Xia Xizhi closed his eyes, felt the wind seriously, and slowly smoothed out the messy emotions in his heart.
There was a sound of footsteps behind him, and Xia Xizhi was still immersed in his emotions until Huo Cheng's voice came: "Regret." ”
Hearing the voice, Xia Xizhi opened his eyes. Looking at the man standing beside him, he calmly spoke: "You are here." ”
With his hands in his trouser pockets, looking at the same scenery as her, Huo Cheng said with a chuckle: "You still like to see the scenery so much, every time you are in a bad mood, I can always find you here." ”
Listening to his words, Xia Xizhi smiled lightly: "Maybe it's because this place is relatively close to heaven." When I'm in a bad mood, I always like to look at the blue sky and the day, so that my heart can be released. ”
Turning his head sideways and looking at her beautiful side face, Huo Cheng asked, "You have been worried lately, can you tell me if it's because of Ji Xiuyu?"
Listening to him say what was on his mind, Xia Xizhi did not deny it. In fact, all her troubles have always come from Ji Xiuyu. Maybe if you don't love, you won't have troubles. It's just that people have always been contradictory, on the one hand, they know that love will cause trouble, but they still want to get love uncontrollably.
Seeing that she was silent, Huo Cheng said with a wry smile: "You, you obviously said that you would let him go, but you always think about him." It's a pity, aren't you adding to your own blockage? ”
With a bitter smile, Xia Xizhi slowly closed his eyes and felt the wind. "I wanted to let go, but it was hard. Especially after I know that he hasn't changed his mind, I can't be ruthless. Huo Cheng, Xiu Yu and I have experienced too much, and our relationship is accumulated over time. ”
The hand fell on her shoulder, and Huo Cheng said in a low voice: "I know, you two have a deep relationship. Because of this, in the two years that he has been away, I have never thought of fighting for you. Because I know that your love for him is deep. ”
"Yes, I do love him. Even now, I resent him and didn't accept what he did, but I still thought about him. What's more, there is still the crystallization of love between me and him. What the teacher said today is very right, parents should not let their children suffer grievances because of their parents. Xia Xizhi said reproachfully.
Huo Cheng looked into her eyes, saw the emotion jumping in her eyes, and suddenly said, "It's a pity, forget Ji Xiuyu, let's officially date." ”
Opening his eyes in surprise, Xia Xizhi's eyes flashed with consternation: "Formal communication?"
"Yes, I will be your Xia Xizhi's boyfriend in the future, and we will be a couple. We can do everything as a couple, and you let go of all the past. Huo Cheng said seriously, "Pity, are you willing?"
When he heard his explanation, Xia Xizhi's eyes flashed with panic. Obviously, she wasn't ready for that. His heart was pounding, Xia Xizhi raised his head, met his gaze, and said apologetically: "Huo Cheng, I'm sorry. Right now, I can't get along with you. ”
"You still can't let him go, right?" Huo Cheng said in a low voice.
Humming softly, Xia Xizhi didn't want to hide it: "Yes, I can't let him go." I still love him, and after so many years of affection, I don't want to go down the drain easily. If he really doesn't love me, I can turn around in style. But now this reality makes it impossible for me to be so decisive. ”
patted her head, Huo Cheng's face had a smile: "Actually, I already expected you to refuse." It is said that the authorities are confused, and the bystanders are clear. As a bystander, I know very well how deep your feelings for Ji Xiuyu are. You love him, how deeply you love him. The two of you really love each other. It's not so much that you can't let go of him, it's better that you are reluctant to let go. ”
With self-deprecation flashing in his eyes, the corners of Xia Xizhi's mouth moved: "You are right." I was reluctant to let him go, and I could only pretend to be alone in my heart. ”
"Sorry, go back to him. Huo Cheng said coldly.
The pupils opened, and Xia Xizhi's eyes were surprised: "Back?"
"Yes. If you both love each other, why torture each other? Sometimes I think about it, Ji Xiuyu's love for you should be deeper than my love for you. If it were me, I'm afraid I wouldn't be able to be like him, because he didn't want you to be sad, and deliberately snubbed you and pushed you away. Huo Cheng said.
Xia Xizhi didn't speak, just silently and quietly. Seeing that she was silent, Huo Cheng pressed his shoulder and said sincerely: "It's a pity, I love you, so I hope you can be happy." During this time, although you also tried to accept me, there was no love in your eyes. When I hold your hand, I don't feel your joy either. Your heart has already been given to Ji Xiuyu. ”
Huo Cheng's words fell on her heart, and Xia Xizhi was silent quietly. The figure of Ji Xiuyu appeared in front of him, and the picture of him curled up in the living room last night sounded. At this moment, the scales in my heart began to tilt.
"Since you love him, don't worry too much, think too much. It's a pity, ask your heart, are you really willing to leave Ji Xiuyu? Are you really willing to wait until he is disheartened and will no longer save you and be with other women?" Huo Cheng continued to ask.
The heartstrings tightened, and a voice in my heart kept saying: "No, no!"
Looking at his gaze and seeing the encouragement in his eyes, Xia Xizhi instantly understood something. "You're right, I shouldn't have to worry too much about the future. He loves me and I love him, and that's all that matters. Xia Xizhi muttered to himself.
Seeing that she had thought clearly, Huo Cheng said with a smile: "Since you have figured it out, don't let yourself regret it." Pity him, go to him, and tell him what you really mean. The most important thing is to seize your happiness in time and live the life you want. If you look ahead, you will only lose more. ”
When he said this, Xia Xi's heart suddenly brightened. The dark clouds that have been haunting her these days have finally lifted. "Yes, I shouldn't worry too much, I'll go to him. After speaking, Xia Xizhi turned around and ran quickly.
After leaving a few steps, Xia Xizhi stopped and looked back at him: "Huo Cheng, thank you." But, I'm sorry. Leaving this sentence, Xia Xi left without looking back.
Watching her back disappear from sight, Huo Cheng gradually put away his smile. Actually, he is not as open-minded as he appears. But, who made him a decent man and a gentleman, he didn't want to make it difficult for others. "Ji Xiuyu, don't let me down, love him well. Huo Cheng said softly.