Leaving the wanderer, Mu Lihua walked in front, Abin walked behind, the wind in this autumn night was a little cool, Mu Lihua who walked in front kept coughing, but she was walking forward as always, like a light in this vast night, stepping out of a starry road.

Finally, she walked to the Baitiao River that crossed the city and stopped, stood by the stone railing on the riverside, and looked at the Baitiao River with a silver light, and just watched, not moving.

Ah Bin stood beside her, and there were a few passers-by in the small road next to her, this lonely man and widow in this remote place inevitably made people think a little differently, not to mention that the woman next to Ah Bin was so beautiful that she was so pale in any language to describe it.

"Do you believe in fate?" she began, the second time she asked him.

This time, Abin still shook his head.

"Why don't you believe it?" Although Mu Lihua didn't look at Abin, she already knew what kind of answer Abin gave her.

"Love and hate are fought for by themselves, and fate can't always come for no reason. Abin opened his mouth and said, feeling that the cold wind on the riverside really felt a little icy in his bones, looking at Mu Lihua who kept coughing, he suddenly had a little idea of hugging this woman in his heart, but this was just an impulse.

Mu Lihua listened to Abin's lifeless answer, maybe she thought that this man might not understand what romance was for the rest of her life, but she smiled and muttered: "Why did I fight so hard and get nothing?"

Ah Bin couldn't understand the meaning of her words, he knew that this woman might also be burdened with a breathless story, but life may give everyone a pair of eyes to see through the hypocrisy of the whole world, but it will not give anyone the ability to easily change the suffering of this world, so only to endure, and can only endure.

Only in this way will a child grow up, be invincible, be born in sorrow and die in peace.

"I know, why did you come out with me despite Li Banruo's persuasion, I also know that you want to know something about me, but is that her really so important? Would you rather lose your life for this, and would rather selfishly live up to Li Banruo's affection for you for this?" Mu Lihua said.

He nodded without hesitation.

She didn't look back, this time she seemed to know what kind of answer he had given.

"Would you like to hear this little unwritten story of mine?" she took off her cap, and the wind on the river blew her long hair, and she looked as clean as an angel born of this dim world.

"As long as you are willing to speak, I am willing to listen, anyway, I am also an idler, as long as you don't think it's a waste of words. Ah Bin seemed to be relieved of something, perhaps the attachment to this woman had made him ignore her beauty for a while, and it was only when he calmed down and looked at her so closely that he noticed this unusual beauty.

Maybe he is the guy who doesn't know how to be blessed in the world.

She smiled slightly, she seemed to express all her emotions with a smile, crying is also laughing, laughing is laughing, sadness is also laughing, so it is always difficult to detect, everyone thinks she is just a flawless person, and ignores her attachment to imperfection in her heart.

"As for me, I am very fortunate to have been born in a family with red eyes, received the best education since I was a child, had a father who was almost obsessed with success like a madman, and had a mother who was a famous strong woman in Beijing, but sadly, from their point of view, they did not succeed, so they pinned all their hopes on me and my brother. From piano to violin, violin to calligraphy, then English, French, Japanese, I never went to school again in fifth grade, and they wholeheartedly raised me and my brother to be perfect people, at the cost of not having a childhood, no real friends, and not even the slightest illusion about the world. Do you think it's a little sad?" she said, smiling, but her eyes were so sad.

After listening quietly, it seemed that at this time, a guy named Li Banruo remembered in his mind, and he learned Li Panruo's tone and said: "If Banye hears such words, he will definitely jump to his feet angrily, for the little people who are struggling at the bottom of society, being able to eat a full meal and live a warm night is a matter of doing their best." ”

After hearing his analogy, she still smiled, but this time she seemed to be really smiling, and she covered her mouth and said, "Listening to your words, I am a little blessed and don't know how to be blessed." ”

"If you go on, I won't talk much. Abin looked at Mu Lihua who was smiling, and always felt that this woman didn't seem to belong to this cold world, because she was really too perfect, and her every move, word and deed was so impeccable.

Mu Lihua looked at the slowly flowing river and continued: " I belong to the kind of character that I don't like to fight for congenitally, I don't want to protect it, I don't belong to me, I won't fight, that's what my dad and my mother are not most happy to see, until the age of fourteen, they gave up the cultivation of me, and began to train my brother, although he has now become the quasi-heir of the Mu family, others have seen his incomparably dazzling status now, but to be honest, I sympathize with him, because he knows how he came over, believe it or not, since I was a child, I have never seen him cry, and I have never seen him lose, except in the face of a red third generation, he has never bowed his head, this is him, my impeccable brother, his light is so dazzling that in the Mu family, my only use value is to find a suitable marriage partner and have an authentic family marriage. ”

"So, you just ran away from home?" said Abin, but after saying that, he realized that he was talking too much.

She still smiled, didn't nod her head, didn't shake her head.

"In fact, when I was eighteen years old, I already understood that maybe I lived the best life, but this is also a life without choice, I know when I will get married, when I will have children, when I will grow old, when I will die, the probability of accidents in my life, and the probability of a small person suddenly becoming a blockbuster, infinitely close to the similar, do you say this is a good thing, or a bad thing? I don't have a soul, and I will never allow a soul, I live in a greenhouse where I don't feel cold in winter and hot in summer, but I can't step out of this greenhouse in my life. She muttered, her eyes were extremely sad, no matter how many times she told herself, this was just her disease*, she had heard it too many times in Zhusha's mouth, only a fool would pay the price for this disease-free*, maybe it was the disease-free* that she finally had this willfulness, this time she was obsessed without regrets.

"Is it really that important whether it's freedom or soul?" Abin said, he didn't understand why he was surrounded by these painful people, but he didn't have the ability to redeem a person, if he really had, the person he wanted to redeem for the first time was himself, so he could only be a spectator who couldn't do anything about everything.

In this world, no one has an aura, and everyone's happiness will naturally decline when they climb, although this is not in line with Newton's laws.

"Soul and freedom, aren't they really important?" she asked, perhaps to herself.

But neither Abin nor herself could give her an answer, so she needed to find it herself.

"The first time I was in the underground parking lot, I saw you and Li Panruo, I saw you for the first time such a strange combination, what did you use to make my most disdainful survival, the performance was vigorous, I was very curious about you, thinking about what kind of life you have. When I returned to the capital, I thought a lot, and suddenly one day, I said to myself, if you want to go, go away, stay away from this life like a walking corpse, just like a vigorous willfulness once, just like a child, not completely hurt once, maybe there will always be naïve fantasies, and then I came here, found you, looked at your life, in fact, these five days, is the most fulfilling five days of my life, I feel that in my life, there are no more these five days, but to have this imperfect five days to reminisce, I am also content。 She said that everything was so indifferent, as if she was not talking about her own life, but just watching a play.

For her, who has always lived in perfection, suddenly found that the most memorable thing in this world is the imperfections in those lives, and perhaps it is also a kind of sadness.

"So, you said you saw me in the photo, is it fake?" Abin said with a frown, it was hard to imagine that he would be played by this woman.

She shook her head and said, "I really saw you, although it was a long, long time ago, but now I don't plan to tell you, because if I tell you, you will forget about me, and the little thing between us will be gone, so I will never tell you, unless ......"

"Unless what?" Abin asked.

Mu Lihua's face slowly turned red, she stroked the tips of her messy hair and said, "Actually, I have had a dream since I was a child, one day, there will be the person who pulled out my purple and green sword, and that person is my hero of the world." When you truly become my hero, I will naturally tell you everything. ”

After saying that, she turned around with a smile and left like a little girl.

Ah Bin was confused, and he couldn't get her to say such a thing in his heart, so he shouted: "Mu Lihua, how can you become your hero of the world?"

She stopped, looked back, and smiled.

"Secret. ”