“…… Keep pouring, okay, okay, you can stop. ”

The moving company's car made a screeching sound and stopped not far from Lin Xiangwan's side, the dust on the ground was raised by the wheels, and she sat indifferently on a tightly wrapped cardboard box, looking at the workers nervously and orderly busy.

She hadn't closed her eyes for three days to pack them.

She never thought that her not very big home actually hid so many things and used so many cardboard boxes to tidy it up.

Until the last carton was typed, Lin Xiangwan's hands had no strength to lift up, her fingers trembled slightly, and the scissors and tape that she couldn't hold fell on the cow-yellow cardboard box wrapped with tape along with crystal tears.

Things can be taken away in cardboard boxes, but what about her feelings? What about her ten years? How can she pack up?

"Mrs., Mrs. Chu, there are eighty-six boxes in total, please sign. The staff handed over the list.

Lin Xiangwan took the order and signed his name in the blank.

"It's not Mrs. Chu, it's Miss Lin. ”

*

Zhong Yue received a call from Lin Xiangwan and immediately rushed to her newly rented apartment.

The apartment was in a mess like a battlefield, and Lin Xiangwan was unpacking boxes.

She wore a plain white shirt and army green trousers, and her half-length hair was loosely tied back at the back of her head.

The years seem to be extraordinarily generous to her, she doesn't look like she has changed much from when Zhong Yue first saw her, her skin is fair and firm, and there are no traces at the corners of her eyes, but there is a little more maturity and charm between her eyebrows and eyes that she didn't have when she was a girl.

It's beautiful enough to be overlooked.

"Have you thought about it?" Zhong Yue moved the box that was in the way aside, took out an answer document from his briefcase and handed it over. "This is the first draft, you take a look, if there is anything you are not satisfied with, I will discuss it with Chu Di's lawyer. ”

"Don't look at it, give it to me, I'll sign. Lin Xiangwan stretched out his hand, but Zhong Yue stepped back the document, "Have you really thought about it?"

She and Chu Di have been together for ten years, although Zhong Yue has not seen it from the beginning to the end, she also knows how deep their relationship is, and she is afraid that Lin Xianghui will regret it.

"You want to persuade me to continue to be with him?" Lin Xiangwan didn't raise his eyelids and said softly, "You know it's impossible. ”

"But ......"

"No, Zhong Yue, ten years is indeed not a short time, but if there is no accident, I can live another ten years or more...... I don't want to spend the rest of my life...... Give me the divorce agreement. If you can't, I don't mind switching to another lawyer. ”

Seeing that she was so resolute, Zhong Yue had no choice but to sigh and hand over the document, "No matter what, you better take a look first." ”

She wanted to speak and stopped, "Ah Wan, you still have children...... I hope you don't regret making this decision. ”

"Regret?" Lin Xiangwan wanted to laugh, but her eyes couldn't stop souring, and she said coldly, "If Liang Cheng did such a thing, would you endure it for the sake of the child? What would you do? In order to maintain a so-called perfect family, pretend that nothing happened?!"

Her questioning completely made Zhong Yue speechless, Lin Xiangwan clutched the divorce agreement tightly, "I Chu Di have been together for ten years, not ten months, not a year and a half, but a whole ten years! How many decades does a person have in a lifetime? Since this is the life he wants, then I will fulfill him. ”

"He's tired of the dull life, he's tired of me, we've made it clear. Lin Xiangwan said, closed his eyes, raised his head, and let the tears slip silently into his long hair, "I'll let him go, give him freedom, if there will be a regret between us, it will never be me." ”

Zhong Yue didn't know when to leave, Lin Xiangwan sat in the empty living room, opening the cardboard boxes one by one.

There was a sharp stinging pain in her hand, the origami knife left a narrow wound on her finger, blood gushing out, Lin Xiangwan put his hand in the pool, the cold tap water washed the wound, and dyed the white basin red.

But strangely, she didn't feel any pain at all.

Her whole body seemed to be numb, and she didn't feel anything.

I will never forget the scene I saw with my own eyes a week ago, perhaps because my heart hurt too much, so all the pain in my body was weakened.

What kind of pain can it hurt more than heartache?

It was raining heavily that day, the typhoon landed, and Chu Di's secretary wanted to come to the house to pick up a few clothes, so Lin Xiangwan hung up the phone and decided to send them over himself.

Chu Di has been very busy for a while, going out early and returning late every day, and occasionally not returning home at night, Lin Xiangwan never asks him about work, knowing that the current economic situation is not good, his pressure is already very great, and she doesn't want to embarrass Chu Di anymore.

But when she arrived at the office, she saw a picture that she would never forget.

In the dark-laid office, on the spacious boss's desk, two men and women intertwined like beasts, kissing so passionately that they forgot to lock the door.

Lin Xiangwan stood at the door like a fool, looking at the man who slept in the same bed with him and had children with him, but at this moment he was doing actions on other women that she was familiar with, but at the moment she felt extremely disgusting.

The rain ran down her face, and the cold sensation pierced her skin all the way to her heart.

There were countless voices shouting in her heart, but she couldn't even say a word, her lips trembled, and her whole person was like a fallen leaf in the autumn wind.

Until the woman under Chu Di discovered her existence, she screamed, pulled Chu Di's suit to cover herself, Chu Di turned around and saw Lin Xiangwan.

Even at that moment, seeing it with his own eyes, Lin Xiangwan still didn't believe that this man would do such a thing behind his back.

She watched him walk towards her, and she said with difficulty, "You didn't mean to...... Did you get drugged? Or did something else happen?! Chudi! You tell me! As long as you say I'll believe it!"

Even if he lied to her, she would believe it, and as long as he could give her a suitable reason, she would be willing to forgive him, but ......

"Ah Wan, I'm tired. Chu Di's naked/naked upper body still has a woman's lipstick mark, a red and glamorous mark, like a ruthless big mouth, silently mocking Lin Xiangwan.

"What do you mean...... Are you tired?" Lin Xiangwan clasped her chest with her hand, and she pressed her heart very hard, as if she was afraid that as soon as she let go, the heart would break.

"Days with you...... I feel tired. I'm tired of living with you, every day there is nothing new, it's always the time of the kids and the parents, you haven't noticed how long we've not had sex, I ...... you"

"Smack!" a crisp and loud slap landed heavily on Chu Di's face.

Lin Xiangwan withdrew his hand, and his palm was hot and painful.

He doesn't go home at all in the company every day, the three children at home rely on her to take care of him alone, occasionally he comes back early, Lin Xiangwan wants to talk to him, but he will be rejected by him on the grounds that he is tired, and now he is good, and all the mistakes are put on her!

What hurts more than the hand is the heart.

Lin Xiangwan never imagined that this man he once loved so much would have such a ruthless and unrighteous side.

Chu Di at this moment is as cold as a stranger.

They survived the seven-year itch, but they couldn't survive the tenth.

With that slap just now, she used all her strength, so that now she can't even stand still, Chu Di's face was flattened aside by her, he turned his head and said coldly, "Lin Xiangwan, this slap can be regarded as my return to you for all these years, from now on, we will return to the bridge and the road to the road, you don't pester me anymore." ”

Pestering him? Lin Xiangwan smiled softly, "Okay, the bridge returns to the bridge, the road returns to the road, Mr. Chu, you said it so well, you want to separate, no problem, but what are you going to do with the children? Three children, how do you want to divide them?"

She straightened her back and clenched her fists hard, her nails carving blood marks in her palms, and she didn't care, letting the pain push back the tears.

Chu Di was stunned, as if he didn't expect her to mention the child, his brows tightened, and he said impatiently, "I haven't thought about this matter yet, and when I think about it, I'll give you an answer." ”

"Don't think about it, the children belong to me, I can't let them block your Mr. Chu's road to freedom, right?" Lin Xiangwan smiled slightly, she set her eyes on the woman behind Chu Di, "If this kind of goods is what you want, then I can only say that Chu Di, your taste is really bad." I feel glad to be separated from you. ”

As soon as she raised her hand, she threw out the clothes she had brought from the window, and the blue and white striped men's shirt quickly disappeared outside the glass window.

She was as proud as a queen, her back was straight, her steps were firm and steady, she did not look back, she did not linger, she did not let people see her tearful face.

Chu Di looked at her departing back, her lips pursed.

The woman who had just dressed came up from behind her softly and bonelessly, "Chu Shao, do you want to continue." ”

"Get out!" As if she had been touched by something dirty, Chu Di shook it hard, and the woman staggered two steps and fell to the ground.

She looked at the tall man resentfully and timidly, lowered her eyes, blocked the unwillingness in her eyes, and ran out of the office quickly.

Chu Di walked to the window, his office was on the 26th floor, a few hundred meters away from the ground, and he still recognized Lin Xiangwan through the pouring rain.

She stumbled out of the building, her umbrella long gone, first running, then walking, and then she stopped.

Like a lost child, she looked around in the rain, and then she slowly and slowly crouched down, shrunk herself into a small ball, and let the rain whip her mercilessly.

Chu Di couldn't take it anymore, turned around, and walked to the desk in silence.

A few seconds later, there was an earth-shattering bang in the office, and the mahogany desk was overturned to the ground, while Chu Di sat on the side, his hands covering his face, and no one could read his expression.