Chapter 5: The Wind Comes
"Men will always make countless excuses for their own splits, feelings are the most commonly used one, why didn't you tell me earlier? It was only when there was a new person around me that I suddenly realized, oh, it turns out that your relationship with me is incompatible?" A trace of mockery flashed in Qing Huan's eyes.
Song Hai just sighed when he heard this, and lowered his voice, "Qinghuan, do you know, how much you have changed in the past five years, I don't even know you anymore, when I first met you, your eyes were crystal bright, looking forward to shining, and you could instantly infect the people around you, at that time, you had your own dreams, and were willing to fight for them, what I love is Gu Qinghuan who has ideas, drive, and is willing to work hard for his ideals, not the current Gu Qinghuan who is only willing to be ordinary, haven't you noticed?" How long has it been since we had nothing to talk about? What common topics do we have left besides firewood, rice, oil, and salt? I don't want this kind of life, such a wife, what I want, is a partner who can work together to forge ahead, a partner with ideals and my own plans, and a partner who can make me feel alive, not a tool like the walking dead who only knows how to earn money to support my family. ”
For a moment in Qing Huan's mind, it seemed that everything had been taken away, as white as paper, and his words were like a rain, dense and dense, making her only feel a slight chill to her bones.
She didn't expect that the real reason why Song Hai and her were separated was like this...... She used to think that recognizing reality and being willing to be ordinary was part of growing up, but now Song Hai came to tell her that she was wrong, wrong.
Qing Huan was in a mess, completely messed up, she covered her face with her hands, and her mind was chaotic, as if she had grabbed something, but it was like she hadn't caught anything.
"I'm going to smoke a cigarette. Seeing her like this, Song Hai understood that he was fine when he clicked, so he didn't continue, but sighed, turned around and went downstairs.
Qing Huan looked at his back as he walked away, tears suddenly welled up, although he was unwilling, he had to admit that he was right, he had been moving forward for so many years, and he had been staying where he was looking at his back, and now he finally couldn't even see his back, and she finally lost him.
At this time, Qing Huan also understood very clearly, for so long, she felt that the missing part of her heart was actually a dream, how could a life without a dream be considered complete?
Thinking of all this experience during this time, Qing Huan suddenly smiled, since she broke up with Song Hai, in fact, there has been a kind of anger, sadness, disappointment, and dazed emotions intertwined in her body, like a boulder, suppressing her. Although she also wanted to try to fight for something, she lacked a real motivation to push the boulder off her body and rush forward with all her might.
But after listening to Song Hai's words, she seemed to understand a little, and the boulder pressed on her body seemed to slowly disappear, in fact, in this way, it should really be regarded as growth, right?
After settling down and returning to the company, Qing Huan became a lot silent, there are still some places on her body that are faintly different from before, and she seems to be much more active at work, Xiao Nan was the first to feel this change in her, and quietly teased her, "Yo, they are all people who want to go home and enjoy happiness, who will you show if you work hard?"
Qing Huan smiled silently and continued to bow his head and do his own thing.
In the afternoon, Xiao Nan suddenly came over and knocked on her desk: "Qinghuan, Miss Ning asked you to go to her office." ”
Qing Huan agreed, but when she looked up, she saw Xiao Nan's strange expression, she was a little puzzled, and then slowly walked towards Miss Ning's office.
"Sister Ning, are you looking for me?" Qing Huan stood in front of the desk in a regular manner and spoke softly. "Qing Huan, I came to you today because I have something to tell you. Miss Ning tapped her fingers on the table and groaned for a moment before speaking.
Qing Huan's heart tightened, and he suddenly felt uneasy in his heart, could it be that his previous mentality of being too lazy and getting by still made the company want to give up on himself after all?
In fact, she also understands in her heart that every year the company has a large number of fresh blood injection, like her position, younger, very low salary requirements of fresh graduates are pouring over one after another, if they stay in this position for too long, and there is no change, I am afraid that it is a matter of time before they are eliminated.
But what I heard next was:
"The company is in contact with Shensheng recently, if there are no accidents, it will soon be able to directly enter the negotiation steps, and then Deju will also send someone over to do a specific investigation, what does this mean, do you understand?"
Qing Huan was slightly shocked, and said in some surprise: "The company is about to be acquired?"
Miss Ning nodded with a heavy face, "The acquisition of the company does not mean that all employees can be included in Deju together, they will select excellent people and eliminate those who have no value, this process will not be too long, at the latest New Year's Day, everything will be settled." ”
"So soon?" Qing Huan muttered before he could recover from the shock that the company was about to be acquired.
"It's fast, so I'm coming to you today to tell you about a decision I made. Miss Ning cleared her throat, "I decided to set up three teams in your marketing department, led by you, Xiaonan and Chen Fei, the team members will choose and negotiate by yourself, starting from tomorrow and ending on New Year's Day, whose team can win the most orders in this quarter, then which team will follow me to Deju, which is promised to me by the general manager of Deju." ”
Qing Huan's eyes widened, Deju, that is a well-known accounting firm in the country, after entering, not only the salary will go up several steps, but also in the future resume of the work history column, it will also be a glorious stroke, people from Deju, that many companies are rushing to want.
One of her hearts couldn't help but pound, even if she didn't fight with the world on weekdays, but in the face of such a big temptation, how many people could really stand it and not fight?
"How about Qinghuan, are you confident?" Miss Ning looked at her, a glint flashed in her eyes, and asked with a smile.
Qing Huan lowered her head, countless thoughts flashed in her mind, for a while she felt that this was her chance, and she could finally try to break through the bottleneck of so many years, and for a while she felt panicked, where would it be easy to achieve the highest order sales in a quarter?
But if you don't fight for it, there is only a dead end waiting for her, she suddenly remembered what Song Hai said to herself before, what is in front of her now is an opportunity, an opportunity to completely get rid of her previous self, if you don't work hard to seize it, then this big city will no longer have its own foothold.
"Thank you Miss Ning, I'll do my best. It wasn't long before she heard her voice whisper.
Miss Ning raised her eyebrows after hearing this, and a satisfied smile rose on the corner of her mouth.
Qing Huan returned to his seat from Miss Ning's office, looking at the badge on the table and was a little stunned, on it was a photo taken when he first joined the company, really young and young, and full of energy.
Maybe it's time to get back to your old self.
At noon, when it was time to eat, Qing Huan walked to the end of the corridor, turned left and was about to enter the elevator, but saw Xiao Nan head-on, she stood with her hands crossed behind her back against the wall, and when she saw her coming, she put her hands down and stood up straight, looking like she was waiting for her.
"Let's talk?" Xiao Nan glanced at her, and then walked in the direction of the conference room.
The door of the conference room was closed again, although Qing Huan also wanted to find a time to talk to Xiao Nan, in fact, he mainly wanted to ask her about what happened this morning, but he didn't expect Xiao Nan to be more anxious than her.