(Girls' Literature)

“…… After the war in East China and North China. The shadow of the 'theory of the death of the country' is looming over the whole country. Even the international community is generally pessimistic. Falkenhausen, an adviser to German affairs, suggested that the government accept Japan's terms for peace talks. He believes that even our army equipment can be replenished. It can only barely support for 6 months. on this. What do you think. ”

In the bright living room of the Feng Mansion. Cao Jingyun is dressed in a simple and capable dress. Feng Zhongtai was facing the opposite side of the sofa. He asked. I can't help but take a pen to record.

Although Feng Shuai is already an old man. But in the end, because of many years in the army. The body foundation is good. The style of a warrior can still be seen in his gestures. For Cao Jingyun's question. He seemed a little dissatisfied. He said, "What kind of problem are you? Didn't the little devil shout 'destroy China in three months' before? How long has it been now? Is China dead? Army equipment is important. I admit it. But the ancestor said. What is the most important thing to fight a war. The right time, place and people. Tell me for yourself. Now we don't have any of them. Barely supported for 6 months. Fuck off. ”

That Cao Jingyun grew up in the Feng family. I have a clear understanding of Feng Shuai's character. I don't care about his dissatisfaction at the moment. Then he asked, "Then you think we can win this war?" Isn't it. ”

Feng Shuai smiled. "Girl. I'm telling you. At the time of 918. Do you know what the situation is like in the camp of the Northeast Army? Officer runny nose. The soldier wept bitterly. Girls' literature, but you go and ask Song Zheyuan. At the time of seven-seven. None of his soldiers were weeping? They were too busy fighting the little devils too late. ”

Cao Jingyun didn't speak. And Feng Shuai gradually smiled. Word by word, he said sonorously: "These soldiers are not a group of people. It's also a group of people. It's been six years. They already understand. They are able to dedicate themselves to the country. Except for tears. And blood; And bravery, except for helplessness. More fearless. ”

Between words. It just so happened that Feng Weilin came down from upstairs. Feng Shuai looked at his youngest son. A look of relief and pride slowly appeared in his eyes. smiled again: "And your second cousin." At the time of 918. Where is he. Wandering around all day long. But now. He has finally grown into a real man. Go to war. Fight devils. Girl. As long as they're there. China. and will never die. ”

Because the distance is far away. Feng Weilin did not hear his father's words clearly. He went downstairs. He smiled and said to them, "It's not over yet." Keep going. I'll go out first and go to play with Fudong. ”

As he spoke. He walked out.

Cao Jingyun had not yet recovered from the shock. He was interrupted like this again. This last question. I can't help but bring a little subjective emotion and the taste of home. "Uncle. Wait for the war to end. China eventually prevailed over Japan. What do you most want to do. ”

Feng Shuai watched his son's back disappear into the back garden. Girl Literature smiled. "At that time. I'm probably dead. ”

"Uncle. Cao Jingyun exclaimed.

Feng Shuai was still open-minded and smiling. "Girl. Knowing one's own situation and that of the enemy. in order to survive a hundred battles. Your uncle is old. But he is not as arrogant as the old eyes. This is the situation today. It's still possible to see clearly. Japan is twice as strong as us in terms of national strength and military. Want to win. In addition to relying on the vast number of people to fight a protracted war. It's all about this temperament that is not afraid of death. In this war. Most of the soldiers of the party-state are probably going to die for the country. But. The greatest duty and strength of a soldier. Isn't it all here? As long as there will be a heart of death. How can a female bachelor of arts have the idea of being greedy? How could the Japanese break through the Great Wall built by our generation with flesh and blood? ”

Cao Jingyun's eyes were deeply moved. After a while. Only then did he come back to his senses. But I don't want to blink an eye. I saw the tall figure standing quietly at the door of the front hall. The posture is straight. Standing like a mountain. I don't know how long I stood there.

She involuntarily stood up. "Big cousin. ”

Feng Shuai immediately turned his head. I saw my son behind me. He looked a little excited. He got up and strode over. "It's back. ”

Mrs. Feng and Feng Weilin heard the news. I also hurried over. Although Mrs. Feng tried her best to restrain herself. Girls' literature is updated for the first time, but in the end it is difficult to suppress it. He took his son's hand and looked him up and down. Laughs again. Tears again. She herself felt a little out of shape. Busy and disguised, he bent down and took Cao Jingyun's son Fudong and taught him to be called "big cousin".

The little boy's eyes lit up. It's the age of being active again. Immediately jumped up. "Great cousin. Would you like to take me to my father? I'm going to work with you to beat the bad guys out of the Japanese. ”

Feng Weilin smiled: "It pestered me before. Now it's time to transfer the target. ”

Cao Jingyun also smiled. "Cover the east. Didn't Mom tell you? You're still young. So eat well every day. to have the strength to carry a gun and fight devils......"

"I still have to study hard. Build a cannon to bomb the devil's plane down. The little boy danced and shouted out his mother's unfinished words.

Several adults laughed at him. Cao Jingyun saw that Feng Shuai and his wife's eyes were glued to Bo Yuzheng. Thinking that they will meet again after a long absence, they naturally have a lot to say. coaxed his son to go to the back garden together. Don't disturb their reunion.

"What are your plans now? Feng Shuai asked.

"I just met with the chairman. The Military Commission estimated. Japan's next offensive focus will be Xuzhou. Open up the Jinpu line. to liaise with the occupied territories in North and Central China. The opinion of the Central Military Commission was that I should go to the Fifth Theater to cooperate with Commander Li in the deployment of defense. ”

“。 Feng Weilin asked.

"I came back to look at my parents. Let's go. The plane is ready. ”

"So fast. Mrs. Feng was surprised and sad. I don't have to think about it. blurted out. "Why don't you be with Wei Lin. I want to go to the most dangerous places. ”

"There is never the most dangerous place for a soldier. Only where the country needs it most. Bo Yuzheng smiled. He comforted his mother again. "It was also my own request to pass as soon as possible. I've been away for a while. Come back now. There are a lot of situations that need to be refamiliarized. Go early. to be able to return early. ”

Mrs. Feng couldn't help but shed tears again. I want to say more. was persuaded by Feng Shuai. "Alright, alright. What are you bothering about these things? Wait at home for the news of your victory. ”

He said. turned to Bo Yuzheng again. "That being the case. You just go for it. Family matters. The situation between me and Velin. You don't have to remember it. Do your part well. ”

Bo Yuzheng looked at his father. Straighten your face. Solemnly answered "yes".

When going to the airport. Because of the same road. He took Cao Jingyun's mother and son by the way. That little Fudong is probably tired of playing. Sleeping in his mother's arms. And this little child. Obviously, it touched Bo Yuzheng's longing for his wife and children who were far away. His vision. It has been falling on the childish sleeping face of the child. It's so soft.

。 He said softly, "Big cousin." I listened to my aunt. My cousin is also pregnant. Isn't it. ”

Bo Yuzheng nodded. The already gentle eyebrows seemed to soften a little more.

"Why don't you stay with her. At least. Wait for the child to be born. Cao Jingyun said again. "When I was born. It hurt so much that I almost died. At that time, he only wanted to see his father. ”

Bo Yuzheng paused for a moment. Only then did he speak again: "She will be considerate of me." ”

And Cao Jingyun looked at his side face. Suddenly, he smiled. "Big cousin. Do you know. The reason why I am determined to let you go. Actually, it's because of her. ”

Bo Yuzheng turned his eyes to look at her. Didn't speak.

And Cao Jingyun continued to smile faintly. As if reminiscing about the past, he said, "I didn't like her before. I've always felt like she didn't deserve you. Until the Battle of Shanghai broke out that year. All the things she did. I asked myself. You can't always do it yourself. Also since then. I suddenly felt. Maybe you won't be separated for the rest of your life. So I'm completely dead set on myself. Soon married Fudong's father. I didn't love him at that time. But he was very good to me. Slowly, I have feelings. Although it doesn't have to be love...... And then to the future. We have the Cover. That's true. This life. I can't live without him. ”

Cao Jingyun will have the emotions that have accumulated in her heart over the years. To the person who was once in love like that. I said it all in one breath. I just feel relieved. As if there was something. Finally put it down.

But I feel that I am a mother. It's embarrassing to say that. I didn't think much of it. Then he changed the topic at random. He said, "Wait until the baby is born." She'll be back. Because it was in Shanghai at that time. She could have left, too. ”

"No, it won't. "It took a while. Bo Yuzheng spoke again. His eyes fell on Fudong's sleeping little face. Gradually deepening. The voice sounded flat. "Didn't Father just say that. The greatest duty and strength of a soldier. It's this temperament that is not afraid of death. But I saw her. I probably don't want to die. ”

"Big cousin......" Cao Jingyun spoke. But he could only summon such a heavy sound. I don't know how to proceed anymore.

And Bo Yuzheng seems to think that he has just said more. smiled. raised his hand and stroked Dong Nen's tender little face. He turned his gaze to look out the window.

Cao Jingyun looked at him with his gaze. The car was passing by a school. School gates. The blue sky and the white sun are full of red flags, and they are waving in the wind. There is a song that comes with the wind.

“…… Listen up. The ears are full of the sorrows of the public.

Look. Year after year, the land is lost.

Do we want to choose 'war' or 'surrender'?

We're going to be masters and fight to the death......"

He didn't look back. And in the midst of this faint singing. She heard him. It's still calm and calm. But it contains such deep emotions.

"Home can be broken. Country. Can't die. ”