I'm trapped on the couch, and there's an inexplicable sadness at this moment.The girl who used to be dismissive of me is now so low.It's incredible.

Just like before my parents died, the innocent and happy Chen Song has also become the tired and scarred man he is today. Looking at Li Qing who is squatting on the ground with a lonely face, I am sad, I don't know, what will the future life turn us into, I am a little scared.

"Where are you going?"

I got up and walked to the bedroom, and Li Qing's voice came from behind me. I stopped, and I didn't answer, and replied lightly, "Sleep."

"Oh."

I went into the bedroom, came to the window, and opened the curtains, and outside the window was the world of lights, and the sky in the city was always dark, day and night.

I smoked a cigarette at the window, then went back to the bed, undressed, and went to bed.

I don't know how long it took, but a woman came into the bed, and this woman hugged me tightly from behind, maybe because I was too tired, maybe I felt that I had just gone too far, so I didn't object, and let her hold me.

I thought she was going to cry, but she didn't, she hugged me very quietly, and after a long time, she said to me, "Chen Song, do you still love me?"

Maybe the night was too quiet, maybe I was depressed for too long, I wanted to find someone to talk to, so I thought quietly for a while, and then said to Li Qing: "Li Qing, do you know that feeling, you think the other party is the best girl in the world, but she is a ......."

I can't say it.It's not because I'm afraid of hurting Li Qing.But I don't want to face my former goddess.It's a one-man woman.People who haven't experienced it will never understand this feeling.When you treat her as your world.And for her.You may not even be a spare tire.。

"I'm sorry."

I couldn't help but turn around to look at her.

"Chen Song, do you know why I want to go back to you?"

Li Qing seems to have naturally brought up this question.And this question has always been a question in my mind.I have always wondered.Why did Li Qing want to return to me after being abandoned by Lin Xuan.It stands to reason that she can have many choices.There is no need to return to me to endure my torture.So I have always suspected that she has another purpose.But in order not to let her find out.So I have never asked.Now she actually took the initiative to talk about this topic.I don't know if it was a natural expression of feelings.Or she tried to convince me.

I asked, "Why?"

Li Qing was silent for a while, and said, "Because I know, I was sorry for you before, and you used to be such a good person, so I want to make up for you."

I sneered in my heart, make up for me, use your ruined body.

Of course, I didn't say what was in my heart, because now I always have two feelings when facing Li Qing, one is hatred, and the other is that I hope we can treat it as if it never happened, and everything starts all over again, after all, she is my favorite woman I used to be.

I said to her, "Li Qing, do you know?

"I know, I know." Li Qing replied very sincerely, she even looked at me with distressed eyes, which made me extremely vulnerable in an instant.

"Now that you know, why hurt me." I couldn't help but confide: "In my heart, you are such a perfect girl, I used to be me, I can do anything for you, I was humble as a slave during the time I was in a relationship, but why did you still betray me?"

"I'm sorry." Li Qing cried and reached out to wipe the tears from my cheeks. I've always hoped that I could encourage you, that you can work hard, that you have a good future, but I found that you were too unmotivated before.

"Huh." I said, "But if you love someone, it's not about whether the other person has a future, whether they have potential, but knowing that the other person has no future or potential, and still willing to accept an ordinary life with the other person."

What Li Qing loves is just the man who can bring her the life she wants, and what they pursue is life, not love.

Li Qing blinked and said, "I'm sorry, I was wrong, so, please let me make up for my mistake."

I asked, "That's why you came back to me."

"Hmm." Li Qing nodded, and said very seriously: "Now you are very attractive, I like a man like you."

"Even if you are insulted by me, tortured by me, treated by me as a **, you don't care."

"It's hard to accept it, but when I think about hurting you, I don't think it's a good idea, as long as you're happy."

As long as you're happy, it's so great, even so great, that it makes me cry.

The city is full of jackals, tigers and leopards.The night sky is always full of hypocritical tears.At this moment.I don't understand why I'm crying.Li Qing thinks I'm moved by her.But I'm sure I know.It's definitely not because of happiness.

This night, I cried loudly, seemingly letting go of all my guards, but no one knew that my tears were actually disguised.

I need to cry a lot to vent my emotions, but even more because tears can sometimes play an incredible role. Li Qing will one day understand that people who have been completely hurt by this world will never cry like a child again.

But tonight, Li Qing just hugged my head, buried my face in her chest, and let my tears flow on her body as much as I wanted.

"Can you ...... Hurry up."

Maybe I'm too gentle.Li Qing actually bit her lip and said this.The corners of my mouth rose slightly.I smiled evil.I slapped her on the ass." No problem."

......

The next day, after I woke up, I had already forgotten all about last night, I had eaten the breakfast made by Li Qing, I left the house in a hurry, and now there are still many things waiting for me to do.