Shen woke up at noon the next day as scheduled, only to feel that his brain was dizzy and painful.

She has always been a very good tutor and does not smoke or drink, but in fact, if there was no accident, her smooth life would not have any troubles that need to be offset by a drunken rest, and so far, she has only been drunk twice. This is the second time.

The first drunk scene came to her mind, and it was after the wedding of Cheng Yiteng and Qin Musheng. She hid in the room and poured bottles of red wine one after another, vomiting so much, she grabbed the corner of Qin Shaoheng's clothes, wept again and again, and said bitterly, "Since you don't love me, why do you want to marry me." ”

That sentence, when she thinks about it now, is really like a world away.

A wry smile floated on the corner of her lips, and the fragmentary pictures of last night flashed in her mind, like a dream that she couldn't grasp, in this dream, she seemed to see countless overlapping faces of Qin Shaoheng, and the faint smell on his body still lingered on the tip of her nose, she vaguely remembered what she said, some words she didn't want to admit, words that were suppressed in the moment of wakefulness.

Her fingers hanging at her sides tightened slightly, and then let go, whether the words were from her heart or not, he didn't stay. Her heart seemed to be stuffy with an inexhaustible haze, in response to the sudden sinking of the sky in July.

Shen rubbed his temples as scheduled, got up from the bed, washed briefly, ate the lunch made by Aunt Lan, went back to the room to reload the glory of the king, and pulled Gu Dan to play a few games, but he still kept losing, so he quit the game in anger, and swiped the circle of friends, only to find that Xiao Huien was in a state.

A big grin, "Thank you boss for bringing me to eat this Japanese food, five points recommended." ”

The accompanying picture is a pretentious selfie.

Shen Ruzhi immediately recognized that the boss in Xiao Huien's mouth was Qin Shaoheng, and the watch that accidentally or deliberately entered the country was also a birthday gift to Qin Shaoheng with the money saved by Shen Rucheng's part-time job as a children's painting teacher.

The words were unstoppable showing off and pride, and it seemed like he was about to stir up a storm in Shen Ruzhi's heart. The person who made Qin Shaoheng willing to give up everything at any time has always been very clear.

Shen sent a screenshot of Xiao Huien's status to Gu Dan as scheduled.

Gu Dan immediately understood the meaning and replied, "This little goblin is simply too deceitful. So blatant? As scheduled, I said that you usually clean up yourself, and absolutely crush the little goblin. ”

"Forget it, he doesn't like me anyway, what's the use of me dressing up so good?" she replied smugly.

"There is such a thing as feelings, there are natural things, and there are also things that need to be fought for! Besides, you have the advantage of identity and distance. I'm just afraid of a goblin who can't get on the top. ”

As soon as Gu Dan's words were delivered, suddenly, Shen Ruzhi's mobile phone rang, showing that it was a strange call, she was sulking and wanted not to answer, but she clicked the answer button carelessly.

What fell into my ears was a warm male voice, "Miss Shen, hello, I'm Song Anzhe, I took the liberty to disturb." ”

"Hello. Shen was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect it to be him.

"I heard Brother Ji say that you agreed to come to my studio. I happened to have a show in France and didn't get a chance to meet him. It's a pleasure to work together in the future. Do you have time to come out for a meal? I want to briefly talk about the future operation of Weibo. He continued.

"Yes. Shen got up as scheduled and replied.

"Tomorrow night, will you have a convenient time?" he asked her.

"Convenient. She thought about it, and it didn't matter much, so she agreed.

"I know that there is a family that cooks very authentically. The address will be sent to your mobile phone. He paused, "Anyway, thank you for agreeing." ”

"It's okay, it's okay. Shen was a little embarrassed for a moment.

She hung up the phone, feeling a little nervous. The popular big star invites himself to dinner, how do you think about it, there is a kind of joy of winning the jackpot.

But after thinking about it, a big star of this level will have a big shelf, be easy to find faults, and all approachable people are an illusion of performance, and the character of the persona, Shen Rucheng relied on his work experience in entertainment news back then, and he didn't have much contact with it. The little reporters of the year went out for interviews, and they were made to cry by big stars.

Is Song Anzhe really as good as Gu Dan said? Is she really up to the job?

Will this choice be a good way out? Will it be the first step she takes on the road to leaving Qin Shaoheng?

She frowned, the firmer thought in her heart shattering the hesitation.

*

Song Anzhe looked at his figure on the floor-to-ceiling window, and finally became decent and dignified. It's been two years, he has been looking for her for two years, and Ji Jun said that he was a ghost, and he only saw this girl once, and he had to look like him for the rest of his life, which was really incredible.

But this is really the case, he still remembers that it was very hot in Hengdian that day, and she squatted on the ground, very depressed, like a lost mushroom, which was really interesting. He was a trickster in the crew at that time, and he recognized her as a reporter from the crew. I also knew in my heart that his weight was not enough for her to bother to come and say a word to him.

He mustered up his courage and stepped forward to hand her water.

She looked up at him, her eyes shining. She said, "Hello, I'm Shen Ruzhi from Hucheng TV, and you are an actor in the crew." I, can I interview you? I won't delay you too long. ”

He was stunned for a moment, then smiled, "Yes." ”

She just asked him some questions about the crew and the characters, and he spoke very slowly, eager to give birth to lotus flowers in his words.

At that time, she still had short hair, the tips of the fine hair scratched on the neck, the weather was hot, she kept scratching her neck, looking a little nervous, she probably didn't know that she had a little habit, when she was nervous, she liked to use her thumb against her index finger to put it in her mouth and gently bite her nails.

When she looked up at him, she blushed subconsciously. Her voice is also very good, sweet and glutinous, like the osmanthus cake he never forgot when he was a child.

When it was over, she couldn't stop thanking him, walked a short distance and turned back, handing him a pen and a notebook.

"Teacher Song, can you sign it for me?" her voice was soft, like a docile little rabbit.

"Okay. He took a pen and sketched his name on the paper. It is so cautious that it seems to be engraved on the marriage stone of the three lives and three lives.

"Thank you, Mr. Song. She took the notebook and pen, raised her eyes, the light and darkness in her eyes were mixed, and she smiled.

He smiled at her. "You're welcome. ”

If he could, at that time, he should have mustered up the courage to keep her, and at the moment when time went back, he should have established some kind of connection with her.

But he didn't, at that time, he had too many scruples, he thought there was still a lot of time, but now, only regret remained, regret missed it hesitantly.

At that time, he was very down, and in the big dye vat of the entertainment industry, there were only a few people who could protect themselves. He has always been clear-minded, and he will not go astray, he is like this, it doesn't mean that people with ecstatic thoughts will not find him.

The man promised him a great future, and he asked for something. He hated such a deal, but it didn't work out at the time.

After all, he is not alone, and he has to think about being by his side all the time. He wasn't just burdened by himself.

But when I think of her laughter, I feel that those hesitant thoughts are very dirty.

In this way, he ran for a while, and later, an acquaintance introduced him to the shooting of an advertisement. met the director of the shooting, and introduced him to a crew to play a weighty role.

He has good acting skills, is willing to endure hardships, and is good-looking, so there is no reason why he is not popular when the opportunity comes.

Later, he felt that he could finally see her, and he looked for her with Ji Jun, but by then she had already resigned and left. There is no whereabouts.

When they meet again, God should have given him a chance.

He cherishes it.