Xiao Huiru retreated, her tone a little unnatural, "Then, Shao Heng, I won't bother you, I'll go back first." ”

Qin Shaoheng's expression was faint and he nodded.

Until Xiao Huiru's gaze disappeared into the ward, Qin Shaoheng's expression still did not fluctuate at all.

He took a step and stood in front of the hospital bed, condescending, his gaze fixed on Shen Ruan, and his expression fluctuated slightly, "Awake?"

Shen turned his face away from him as scheduled, and a faint sharp pain in his arm came from him.

He didn't care, unscrewed the lid of the thermos box, and his tone brought a hint of gentleness, "Aunt Lan made soup and brought it over, you get up and drink some." ”

Shen Ruzhi was very tired, and he didn't want to move, and his tone was sad, "I don't want to drink." "It's like it's awkward.

Qin Shaoheng stopped what he was doing, his fingertips touched the warm bottle, and he was cold, "Are you blaming me?"

The cold words were like a sharp blade, separating the distance between them.

She turned her head, the corners of her mouth were barely hooked, and her pale face couldn't show any emotion, "I don't blame you, I'm just very tired and want to sleep for a while." ”

Where is she qualified to blame him, they themselves are an unequal relationship, she is not qualified to ask him to be on her side, believe in her, pamper her, the affection she gives, there is no reason why he can give equally. What did she not want to expect from herself?

He was still standing in front of the ward, his hand holding the thermos bottle did not loosen, and his eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of fog, which made it impossible to see.

The atmosphere froze for a few seconds, he put down the thermos flask, and returned to his usual cold appearance, "Shen Ruzhi, I trusted you, and then what?"

Shen Ruzhi's expression suddenly froze, yes, he believed her, and then she pretended to be well-behaved, took advantage of his trust, and tried her best to escape. His questioning made her speechless, because he had trusted her, and she had betrayed his trust, so she deserved every distrust he deserved.

The pain in her arm came as if it was about to pierce her guts. She smiled weakly, "Then, in that case, why torture each other? You let Song Xianzhe go, and we will divorce." ”

"You think it's torture for us to be together?" his voice was so cold that even the air was about to freeze.

"Isn't it? Or does Mr. Qin feel happy in our relationship?" she asked him rhetorically, a hint of mockery curling up on her lips.

He twisted his eyebrows, and his eyes were full of anger, "So, the reason why you have to be with me even if you torture you is for Song Xianzhe? Is it that as long as Song Xianzhe is released and you divorce me, I will fulfill you?"

Does the negative answer matter? It doesn't seem to matter, she raised her head, her eyes were cold, and her mouth was wrong, "Since you all know, Mr. Qin is merciful and fulfills us, okay?"

The sound of "clang" is the sound of the thermos flask shattering and falling to the ground.

He had some gaffes that he couldn't control. If she was to be with someone else, she would deprive him of all sanity.

Between the eyebrows, there was an awe-inspiring blizzard, the cold was shivering, and the thin lips were like sharp blades, "Shen Ruzhi, you are dreaming." ”

His eyes caught on her, with resentment, without a hint of warmth.

She was in a trance and hooked the corners of her mouth, "Qin Shaoheng, if you are angry that I lied to you, I apologize." You can't make it wrong for you to get along with me, so that Xiao Huiru is wronged. ”

Her words of generosity only provoked his anger, and he raised his hand and grabbed her weak, uninjured wrist, "If being with me makes you so miserable, I will keep you by my side." ”

"Why? Cheng Yiteng and I have no possibility, and you don't have to worry that I will break up the happiness of him and his baby sister. She looked at him with a frown.

Her questioning, he couldn't answer, why, because he didn't know the reason, his heart had never been so flustered, and she struggled to get away from the way he was, making him not like himself, and becoming irrational.

"You're not going to fall in love with me, are you?" Shen Ruzhi's slightly mocking words made the taut string in his mind break completely, something exploded in his body, and his heart stopped beating in an instant. It's like a magician who performs stage but is exposed.

He was in a trance, but for a moment, and then sneered, "You think I'm going to fall in love with a woman like you." ”

A woman like her, Shen thought about it as expected, a woman like her who could sell herself to marry him for a little money, a woman like her who could elope with other men casually, a woman like her who was ruthless and took people's lives?

She didn't want to know the answer to what kind of woman he was talking about.

Only now did she discover that her dignity and pride, from the moment she married him for money, were already destined to be deprived of him at will.

The corners of her mouth opened with a hint of pretense of nonchalance, "Yes, a woman like me is not worthy of Qin Dashao's love." So, you raised your noble hand and let me go, right?"

She didn't care at all, and responded painlessly.

He straightened up, looked disdainful, and looked down at her, "Wait until I'm tired of playing." ”

With another answer, her heart tingled, but she still stubbornly opened her mouth, "Okay." When the time comes, I hope that Mr. Qin will speak and let Song Xianzhe go. ”

"I remember agreeing to release Song Xianzhe on the condition that you have to give birth to a child for me. He spoke in a plain tone, as if he was discussing what to eat for lunch.

She wrinkled her eyebrows and argued, "Isn't it ashamed for a woman like me to be the mother of your child?"

"Huiru is not in good health, your body, I use it easily, as long as the child born at that time does not announce who the mother is, naturally no one will know. You just need to take care of your body and give birth to a baby. His words were like cotton needles piercing her heart, hundreds of times stronger than the pain in her arm.

Her face turned pale in an instant, she was tired of letting her go, giving birth to a child and letting Song Xianzhe go, she was really an object that was fully utilized, she bit her lip, the smell of blood permeated her mouth, and sure enough, she still lost, and she was defeated.

It turns out that when you don't love someone, hurting is a casual and light thing, and when you love someone, being hurt is also a casual and light thing.

She remembered a sentence that she always had no fear of being favored, and this sentence was really appropriate at this time.

"Really? I'm tired. I wanted to rest. Although she spoke in questioning, she was secretly sure that she was really tired, as if the remaining strength in her body could only be used to close her eyes. She thought about escaping, but she found that she couldn't leave it, and she would also endanger others because of her impulses.

This world is like a cage woven by Qin Shaoheng, where he encloses her, she has to live there, with a rotten and sad atmosphere. But this is not the life she wants, what she should have is everything related to the brightness of the sun.

However, she doesn't want to think about anything now, fatigue has made her limbs and nerves all work, and the argument with him is always a self-inflicted defeat, he doesn't love her, let alone win him, and at least there is no checks and balances.

She turned her back, closed her eyes, and fell into a deep sleep again.

The sticky soup stuck to the smooth brown hardwood floor, and there were oil stains floating on it, and his gaze fell on it for a second, and then left.

Shen Ruzhi in his sight was already facing away from him, there was an impulse in his body shouting, he wanted to turn her body and ask her, why did he want to leave him again and again, didn't he give her enough, didn't he do enough, didn't he love her enough?

He wanted to explain to her that he asked her to apologize for her sake, and he didn't want her to be the target of the Qin family's attack by the Xiao family. He didn't pay attention to the Xiao family, but with the Qin family, he still had to take care of it, he knew better than her that these famous families, face was more important than anything else. He was afraid that they would embarrass her, could he see her for a while, and could he guard her all the time?

She was faintly blaming him for not trusting her, but did she believe him? Even if she trusted him for a moment, believing that he never had the intention of harming her, she didn't believe it, she even felt that the heart he gave her was stupid and ridiculous.

His fingers hung in the air, and then they were withdrawn, and she wanted him to fulfill the words she had with another man, cruelly like a storm in his mind, sweeping away all his reason, she could only belong to him, no one else could take it away, what kind of arrogant, unattainable dream she was doing.

He had tasted the pain of nearly losing her, the pain that wanted to put his heart and lungs in the oil pan, and he didn't want to feel it for a while.

He pursed his thin lips, and irritability rose from the bottom of his heart, grabbing his entire heart. The silent smoke in the ward still left a suffocating breath, and he felt very stuffy, as if there were invisible hands covering his mouth and nose, and he was about to lose his breath.

With his long legs open, he left the room.

Soon after he left, the cleaner was instructed to clean up the remaining soup on the floor of the ward, and the floor was as smooth as before, glowing with a full texture.

Qin Shaoheng stood in the fire hallway, smoking cigarettes one by one, the wind poured in through the window, as if layers of ice had formed on his skin, and his entire body lost its already scarce warmth.

Someone patted him on the shoulder, he turned around, and the pupil was Shi Haoyu's figure.

Shi Haoyu begged him for a cigarette, and he handed it to Shi Haoyu.

The fire ignited in the air for a moment of blue.

A little smoke rises and blends in, blending and dispersing at the window.

"Let her go. Shi Haoyu said seriously, "How many times has she been in the hospital?" I said, let you treat her well, if you can't treat her well, let her go, why should the two of them suffer?"

He couldn't figure it out, he couldn't let her go, and the thought that she would be happy with another person, and smile at another person, these imaginary images alone were enough to grab his whole heart and suffocate him.

He snuffed out the cigarette butt, his throat seemed to be covered with a layer of sandpaper, and his voice was hoarse, "I can't let it go." "I swore an oath full of sincere desire to dominate.