"Qing Huan, did I just make you sad with what I just said?" said the mother with a light sigh after entering the door.

Qing Huan shook his head, "No, Mom, I'm fine, and I'm not sad." ”

"You were conceived and born by your mother in October, what are you thinking in your heart, can there be any clearer than me?" The mother sat down beside her and touched her head, "Qinghuan, the past is over, we don't care what Song Hai is, and no matter what the person you mentioned before, they are not suitable, forget it, the most important thing is that you have to be happy and safe." Let it pass, my daughter is so good, there will be a man who really loves you and is really good to you in the future, before that, you have to take good care of yourself and don't let the person who really loves you worry, okay?"

Qinghuan's tears slipped suddenly, she understood that this incident really frightened her parents, fortunately, there was no danger, and she survived it safely, otherwise, she couldn't imagine that if something really happened to her, who would take care of her parents in her later years, her father's health was so poor, how could her mother carry all the things at home alone?

"Mom, I'm sorry to worry you, I didn't mean to. She lowered her head and cried whimperingly, "I just don't want others to look down on me, I want to live the life I imagined too much, I'm always afraid that I'm too weak, and if I meet someone I like, if I still dislike me like Song Hai......, what should I do?"

"It's okay, Qinghuan, you are still young, the road ahead is still long, we can turn back if we make a mistake. With tears in her eyes, her mother gently held her in her arms, just like when she was a child and asked her mother to hug her, "Besides, how can anyone not make mistakes? As long as we recognize and know where we are wrong, we can correct it and start over, right?"

Qing Huan nodded, crying so much that she almost couldn't breathe, this night, she cried so much in her mother's arms that she couldn't even speak. That night, the moon hung in the night sky, very big and very bright.

After the Mid-Autumn Festival, Qinghuan was not in a hurry to go back to S City, but accompanied his parents at home for a while, got up early every morning to accompany his father to go out for morning exercises, went home for breakfast and then accompanied his mother to buy vegetables and cook, sat on a chair on the balcony when he was free, brewed a pot of rose tea, and then found out some of the things he had always wanted to see but didn't have time to see, so he sat there and slowly flipped through them, and the days were peaceful.

Time passed day by day, and Qing Huan's mood gradually calmed down, unlike the time when he just went home, as long as a person calmed down, he would involuntarily think of Chen Yidong, and then his heart would pull a sharp pain without warning, like a cracked ice surface under the cold wind.

Now although I still feel sad and heartbroken when I think of him, it is not as intense as it was at the beginning, just like Song Hai said, you can only slowly get through, no matter how painful things are, you can only slowly get through them, all the unwillingness, anger and sadness will gradually fade away in this helplessness.

Feeling that her emotions were almost sorted out, Qing Huan decided to find a job again, but she didn't want to stay in S City, she didn't know how big the impact of those things in Deju before was, and whether it would cause a certain difficulty for her reemployment, so she simply chose to go to other cities, such as J City.

She submitted several resumes and chose some relatively large companies, which have a lot of platforms and resources, and have good growth and development opportunities. With her previous resume, the threshold is not a problem, the key is to see whether people know about what happened to her in Deju before, and whether they will do an investigation.

Fortunately, that incident may not be as serious as she imagined, a few days after Qinghuan's resume was sent, she also received some replies asking her to go to the interview, but a good position is always unavoidable, either the function is not right, or the position is low. She wasn't in a hurry, she searched slowly.

Just before the National Day, she had already replied to several companies, and when she decided to go to J City for an interview after the holiday, she suddenly received an admission notice email from Columbia Business School in the United States, which she had applied for.

Qing Huan sat in front of the computer, stunned and looked at the email for a long time, when Chen Yidong encouraged her to go back to school to re-study theoretical knowledge systematically, return to the furnace for further study, and also helped her find a good school, they all planned, as soon as she was admitted, he would accompany her to the United States.

So she applied according to the requirements of the school, and submitted the paper, and then waited for the school's reply, but she didn't expect that as soon as she submitted all the materials, she had an accident, followed by a series of changes and blows, and the matter of going to the United States to study was naturally shelved, and she didn't even care about this issue anymore, but she didn't expect to receive a notice of admission at this time.

To go or not to go? Qing Huan fell into contemplation, she understood where her shortcomings were, if she really wanted to realize her dream and enter the investment banking work, there was no doubt that going to the United States to study a related major was the fastest and best choice, but seeing the number in the tuition column in the email, she couldn't help but hesitate, the cost is not low, and it takes two years to finish there, during which she can't work to earn money, that is to say, if she goes to the United States to study, the tuition fee alone will cost her all her savings, and the living expenses can only be obtained by doing some odd jobs。 And she has no time to take care of the affairs at home.

Thinking of her father's health and the annual expenses spent in the hospital, Qing Huan's heart tightened, if she stopped sending money home, how would her parents support herself? She stared at the inbox on the computer screen, her eyes moving back and forth between the interview notice and the admission notice email.

How to choose? Qing Huan was completely caught in a dilemma.

When she was wandering, Zhao Meixin called her and asked her to go out for coffee, Qinghuan was a little bored and wanted to go out for a walk, so after asking the place clearly, she went out for an appointment.

About a café that has only recently opened, Nordic minimalist style, recently this style is very popular among young people, and the business is hot as soon as it opens. When Qinghuan arrived, there was only a table in the corner, she walked over and sat down, and then ordered an original latte.

As soon as the coffee was served, Zhao Meixin walked in from outside, grinned when she saw her, walked to her and sat down, "What have you been busy with lately?

"I'm not busy, I'm looking for a job, I didn't want to go to the class reunion, every time I am pulled by someone to ask if I get married? When will I get married? If I don't want children at this age, it's too late, it's annoying!" Qing Huan pouted and said.

"How's the job going?"

"A few replied and are ready to try it after the holiday. Qing Huan took a sip of coffee and said.

"If you really can't, it's not bad to stay, at least you still have family and old friends like us to accompany you. Now the economic development here in my hometown is also good, maybe it is still an opportunity. Zhao Meixin knew what happened to her some time ago, and she was worried that she would be reckless alone, so she said sincerely.

"Meixin, do you remember the last time we met, I told you about studying abroad?" Qing Huan suddenly spoke, "I received an admission notice from the school today. ”

Zhao Meixin was stunned for a moment, and muttered, "Are you still planning to go out to study?"

"I don't know," Qing Huan scratched his hair with some distress, "This is the advice that Chen Yidong gave me at that time, he said that if I want to achieve the goal I set at the beginning, it is my best choice to go back to study, in fact, I think what he said is right, so I submitted the application with the mentality of trying, but I didn't expect it to pass." ”

"To be honest, although others are not very good, I think the advice given to you is quite pertinent, and besides, in your current situation, if you can go out to study for two years to avoid the limelight and come back, it is actually a good choice. Zhao Meixin honestly said what she thought.

"I know this is an opportunity, but I'm gone, what should my parents do? At that time, I thought that with Chen Yidong here, and the commission of that project, it would not be a problem to settle my parents, and I could walk more steadily, but now it is different from the past, my current savings can only maintain the tuition fees, and I can only work as much as possible to earn my own expenses, and I can't do anything about my family. But my parents' situation, you know, if I don't send money home, what will they do?" Qing Huan said with some distress.

"Qinghuan, if you need it, I have money here......"

"Don't, I didn't come out to borrow money from you, besides, this kind of thing can't solve my problem once and for all, I can't always rely on borrowing money to get by, right?" Qing Huan shook his head and said.

"What's the matter, you'll come back and find a better job when the time comes, won't you just pay me back with interest?" ”

"Let me think about it again, see if there is any other way, by the way, you are looking for me today, do you have something to tell me?" Qing Huan raised his head and quickly changed the topic and asked.

"Well, I have something to tell you. Zhao Meixin sat up straight and said, "I'm getting married." ”

Qing Huan looked at her blankly, speechless. After a while, he came to his senses, "Who are you going to marry?