377. I'm sorry anymore –

Ling Xuewei shook her head painfully and said tiredly: "I'm sorry, these three words have been said too many times, you know I don't want to hear them." ”

Long Moxuan could only be silent.

Ling Xuewei endured and endured, but after all, she couldn't hold back, and asked with a cry of reproach: "You said that you would divorce her and marry me after returning to China, but why, why did you regret it as soon as she left in the Civil Affairs Bureau?"

Ling Xuewei always thought that as long as she could stay with Long Moxuan, she would be the happiest woman in the world, no matter how difficult and dangerous she was, she would dare to be infamous for any grievances. It's a pity that when he no longer has himself in his heart, what's the point of doing all this by himself?

Long Moxuan was able to answer her, and there were still only three words: "I'm sorry." ”

Ling Xuewei suddenly went crazy and threw out everything on the coffee table, glasses, mobile phones, TV remote controls, ipads, car keys...... Everything she could see became the target of her anger. She threw things out hysterically, cried and laughed, and said like crazy: "Long Moxuan, you don't love me, why do you treat me like this, if you don't love me, you should stay away from me, why provoke me, why!"

She's really going crazy!

For a period of time, Long Moxuan often used the excuse that the company was very busy, worked overtime in the office, and lived directly in the suite prepared by the company. Occasionally, when I go home, I always look depressed. Even if he pretended that nothing had happened, he repeatedly gave himself a shot in the arm and comforted himself that one day Long Moxuan would marry him, but the anger in his heart couldn't be hidden!

She is Ling Xuewei! She is the high-flying Ling Xuewei, who used to be cared for by him like a princess!

Ling Xuewei didn't understand, why did Long Moxuan change?

She originally thought that as long as she could defeat Leng Yurou and keep Long Moxuan by her side, she and Long Moxuan would return to the happy times they used to have.

It's just that she doesn't understand that some things, lost, will never come back.

Some people, when you let go of your hand, you lose it completely.

No one can always stand where you are and wait for you to come back, and there is no relationship that can hold on to five years without news is still as solid as a rock.

It's just that I'm too delusional......

Ling Xuewei thought about it, the tears on her face showed a desperate smile again, her voice was bitter and tired, and she said indifferently: "Heh...... Long Moxuan, maybe Leng Yurou can tolerate you thinking about me when you are with her, but I can't. I'm Ling Xuewei, I thought I could pretend to be a virtuous and gentle wife, quietly waiting for the day you marry me. But I was wrong, my heart ...... Here, all the time, it's like a soldering iron burning again and again, do you understand?"

Ling Xuewei stretched out her hand to press her chest, tears falling down her face.

However, who can blame yourself? Isn't all this self-inflicted?—— I thought that I would be happy if I got him, but I found that if I got him, I was still a stone's throw away from happiness.

He was by his side, close at hand, but his heart had already been given to another woman.

As soon as she thought of this, Ling Xuewei's heart ached beyond measure. She allowed herself to become so bad, and even calculated others, just because she always felt that Long Moxuan still had herself in her heart. And once she clearly realized that Long Moxuan was not love for her at all, but guilty and made amends, she would rather all this had never happened!

However, now that he is pregnant with his child, he can no longer turn around and leave willfully, what can he do?!

Seeing Ling Xuewei go crazy, Long Moxuan's heart was also very painful. He never thought that things would turn out like this, he stepped forward, hugged Ling Xuewei tightly into his arms, and comforted him in a deep voice: "Wei'er, don't cry, do you know how guilty I feel like this......

"I don't want your guilt, I want your heartache, your heartache...... Do you understand?" Ling Xuewei pushed him away violently, confronting Long Moxuan with tears streaming down her face.

Long Moxuan looked at her, shook his head slowly, and said helplessly, "I'm sorry, Wei'er...... I don't know how I could have been, it's not just that you're going crazy, I think I'm probably crazy too. ”

He sat down on the couch as he spoke, recalling everything.

When he and Ling Xuewei returned to China,I found that Leng Yurou really lived with Fang Haojie,That night,Watching Leng Yurou and Fang Haojie return to the hotel together,The anger in my heart reached its peak,The idea that it was just a possible divorce was even firmer。 And after the divorce,I heard Fang Haojie say,She didn't have a relationship with him at all,The belief in my heart fell apart instantly......

Yourself, is it wrong?

Recalling the lightning divorce with Leng Yurou, Long Moxuan had to admit that there were many elements of revenge. And everything he did at that time was just to make Leng Yurou's heart ache and make her regret it. Now calm down, Long Moxuan can't go back in time.

He hated himself like this, and he was helpless in the face of the heinous mistakes he had made with his own hands. And for the situation he created single-handedly, he didn't know how to end.

Such a dilemma and a difficult thing has appeared for the first time in Long Moxuan's life for more than 20 years.

In the past, he was always decisive in his actions, and he didn't need to think about it. It's just that now, no matter what you do, what you do is wrong.

Ling Xuewei squatted down weakly, holding herself and sobbing lowly. That cry sounded like a puppy's whimper.

Long Moxuan's heart ached, he stepped forward, picked up Ling Xuewei, carefully carried her to the sofa, hugged her tightly, patted her back, and said in a deep voice: "Wei'er, don't cry, it's my fault, it's all my bad ......"

"Stop saying I'm sorry. Ling Xuewei's voice was choked, and the words she uttered were all hoarse. She was taken aback by herself, when did she become so embarrassed?

Long Moxuan's forehead rested on her shoulder, his eyes closed, his expression was painful to the limit, and at this moment, he made the most difficult decision.

"In the future, I won't do anything sorry for you again. I will take care of you as best I can. Don't blame me, give me some time to fall in love with you again, okay?"

Ling Xuewei looked up at him in shock, and there were tears in the corners of her eyes.

Long Moxuan forcibly suppressed the tumbling feelings in his heart,Thinking about that evening,Fang Haojie asked for himself,I couldn't help but sigh heavily。

Fang Haojie is right。 When he and Leng Yurou are together, they will only torture each other and suspect each other. It's not bothered, since Ling Xuewei left, she doesn't trust any women anymore. The girlfriend who once loved each other so much can leave without saying a word, who else can he trust? So getting along with Leng Yurou is destined to be that he will not believe Leng Yurou. And love, no matter how deep it is, love without trust, is the most painful and tormenting.

Now that she is divorced, let's let Leng Yurou be free and give her a chance to be happy.

Liberate yourself too. Get out of this deformed relationship that tortures each other, and restore yourself to the calm and steady man you used to be, so that you can make decisions without losing your sense.

And only Ling Xuewei in her arms can let herself have no trust. Because, the doubts and disappointments back then were only due to her refusal to say goodbye. And when he knew that Xue Wei's departure was just to protect herself, and her feelings for her had not changed in the past five years, what reason did Long Moxuan have for not believing her?

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