Chapter 37: Killing each other
The mountain breeze of early spring, with a thin chill, cut her like a knife edge.
Lin Xiangwan's hands and feet were pale with cold, there was no expression on her face, and her eyes were like a pool of stagnant water, without the slightest anger. Only the color of her lips was bright red, a bewitching and eerie red, which made her look like a banshee in the mountains, chased by someone to escape from the holy land, and to be stranded.
Time stood still around her, like a statue, looking at the cliff for a long time, the howling wind blowing her long hair high, and her torn clothes fluttering and dancing behind her shoulders like black wings.
Chu Di's car stopped not far from her, and his heart was pounding, and he didn't dare to take a step forward easily.
Following the bloody footprints she left, he ran up the mountain road, blown by the wind, the wine was all sober, all the way he wondered, would she do something stupid in a fit of anger, he impulsively made such a stupid move with the strength of the wine, he knew that he was not worthy of her forgiveness, but there was still a trace of hope in his heart, hoping that she could punish him even if she wanted to punish him, and never do anything to hurt himself......
Otherwise......
He didn't dare to think about it, he didn't dare to make any bad ideas, for fear that these imaginations would come true. When he saw that she was safe and sound, he was finally relieved.
Lin Xiangwan heard the sound of small footsteps, she turned around numbly, and when she met Chu Di's eyes, Chu Di's heart sank heavily.
He thought that he would see anger, mania, and sadness and pain after being hurt in her eyes, because no matter how strong a woman is, after encountering such an encounter, she will have such a reaction, not to mention that Lin Xiangwan is not so indestructible, she just looks stubborn, in fact, she is the most soft-hearted, she has been with him for so many years, Chu Di has never seen her take the initiative to hurt anyone, she has always endured all the grievances, and tears.
Therefore, if she wants to scold him or kill him, it is a matter of course, and if she wants to do so, he will never resist in the slightest.
But......
When they really met with the current light, Chu Di found that there was nothing in her eyes.
There was no wave of emotion, not the slightest hint of anger, she was calm as if nothing had happened, indifferently, like a stranger.
She looked at Chu Di, and Chu Di also looked at her, they didn't speak for a long time, until the wind was blowing on her body and crumbling, he tried to take a step forward and stretched out his hand, "Come down, it's not safe there, come down, I'll send you home." ”
"I don't have a home, my home has long been ruined by you...... Your father was killed by you, and now you are fighting with me for my son...... No matter where I am, I'm safer than by your side. Mr. Chu, what do you want? Do you feel happy when you enjoy this broken body? How can you let me go? I have been hiding from you for four years, incognito, enduring humiliation and stealing my life, I just want to survive with my son, can't I do this? Do you want me to wash and peel myself clean like before, and lie on your bed like a prostitute? Spread your legs like a woman, and you will let us go when you are lucky? You tell me, what do you want me to do? Is it only when I die in front of you, you are satisfied? Mr. Chu, please, tell me, what should I do?"
As she spoke, she took a few steps back, as if to get farther away from Chu Di. Chu Di looked at her body close to the dilapidated wooden railing of the cliff, and her face turned pale.
"Ah Wan, I'm just ...... It's me who is not good, I am too impulsive, I just want to start over with you, I hope I can take care of Ye Nan with you, as long as you give me a chance. Chu Di clumsily explained that for the first time in his life, bowing his head to a certain woman was not an easy task for him.
And Lin Xiangwan was unmoved, his apology was of no use to her at all. She's in pain, she's in pain.
If it weren't for Ye Nan, she would have died tragically in front of this man now, and she wanted to use her life to verify how ruthless he was.
Would he be sad to see her die?
If you are as cold-blooded as him, will you feel sad?
"No one wants to start over with others, it's this way!" Lin Xiangwan screamed, and his emotions began to collapse, "You don't know how to love others at all, you don't have the ability to love people at all, all you want is to insult me, destroy me, throw money in my face, see me lying on the ground like a dog and let you give alms, fulfill your pathetic self-esteem!"
"Ah Wan ......"
"Don't call me Ah Wan, as if we know each other so well! Chu Di, if you really feel sorry, just get away from it, you don't have to make a look of remorse, because what has happened will not change the slightest because of your remorse, I have no power and power, I can't fight the Chu family, I know that even if I go to the police now, you have a way to suppress the matter, so I don't fight with you, I just ask you, can you stop harassing me, as long as you nod and agree, I will believe you, I will no longer pursue today's matter, we will have nothing to do with it in the future, okay?"
She looked very bad now, her face was pale, and her expression was hideous and fierce, but Chu Di felt that he couldn't take his eyes off, he stared at her deadly, and finally, he slowly shook his head, "I can't do it." ”
I can't imagine the world without you. I'm used to working late into the night every day, watching the pictures of you offered to me by the private investigator until dawn.
Rubbing your face with your fingers, the way you smile at Ye Nan will appear in front of me very really.
For many people, working overtime is an unbearable pain, but for me, looking at your photos, in a daze, and looking forward to it, is the best time of my day.
I can't tell you that if it weren't for the fear of losing you, I wouldn't bow to you, because I don't think I've done anything wrong, we live in the world, we are making trade-offs, and you are reluctant to take my life, it's your choice. And I choose to occupy you, because only I know how much I have longed for you in the past four years.
Like a traveler who walks on foot in the desert without water and food, and loses his way, how can you ask him to stay sane after he sees the green state he has been looking forward to for a long time?
Even if the so-called oasis was nothing more than a witch poison pool, he was happy with it.
"You chose it yourself, and you don't regret it. The wind was so strong that it blew her voice to pieces, and her long hair fluttered in front of her face, making it impossible for men to read the eerie smile on her face.
A few years ago, he had thrown a question like this to her, and he asked her to choose whether to take the money and fly away, or stay and fight for her so-called opportunity. She made a choice and regretted it for the rest of her life.
And history is always strikingly similar, and years later, Feng Shui turns to her asking him the same question.
Let go of me, we will be at peace, maybe I will let you go because of Ye Nan, and we will never get along with each other from now on.
Still is...... Embrace me, let me take you to hell with me, let the red lotus karmic fire burn you and burn me, this time, I will never be merciful.
If I still have a trace of mercy, this time, I will strangle it all with my own hands, and I give you the opportunity to choose, just as you gave me in the first place.
From now on, I will never waver, if I have the slightest repentance, let God punish me, let me never have peace, never be reborn!
Chu Di, I will return the misery you gave me one by one, not bad, only more.
Seeing that she hadn't spoken for a long time, Chu Di tried to take another step forward, "I won't choose to give up, but if you're willing to give me a chance, I'll try to change, Ah Wan, tell me, what you want me to do, no matter what, I will promise you." ”
"Really, no matter what, you can do it?" Lin Xiangwan raised his head, and there was a mysterious glint in his eyes.
Chu Di nodded, "Really." ”
"Then you can try to die now. If you die, I know you really want to do it all over again, and if you survive, I might give you another chance. She approached him, whispered like a devil, and left.
Chu Di's body stiffened, he raised his face and asked firmly, "You really think so?"
Lin Xiangwan walked down from the edge of the cliff, tucked his long hair together with his fingers, and coiled it behind his head, "Yes, that's what I want, but, do you dare?"
Do you dare to gamble with me with your noble life?
She and Chu Di staggered by, Chu Di lowered his head slightly, he didn't know what he was thinking, and he didn't make a move to stop her, Lin Xiangwan walked towards the mountain road with a slight limp, and couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth slightly, revealing a mocking smile.
You see, some people just can't stand the test like this, saying that to give him a chance, it's just a gesture, really let him take his life, who is willing to ......
The car's engine made a series of muffled sounds when it was running at high speed, and a gust of wind sped past Lin Xiangwan's side, and then Lin Xiangwan saw that it rushed towards the stone wall of the mountain road at a very fast speed.
The front of the car hit the stone wall with a loud bang, and the whole body overturned, and after a few spins on the ground, it finally stopped......
Billowing smoke billowed from the engine compartment, which had been completely deformed, and Chu Di collapsed in a pool of blood with his eyes closed.
Although the airbag has been deployed, his forehead is still hit by the steering wheel with a huge bloody mouth, bright red blood is splashed messily on the white, slowly deflated airbag, like a gorgeous splashed ink landscape, Lin Xiangwan covered his heart with his hand, and slowly walked to the side of the car.
As if sensing something, Chu Di opened his eyes with difficulty, he cracked his mouth, and asked her, "Is this ...... Is that okay?"