Xia Haitong turned his head to look at Ye Chengxuan, and suddenly threw himself into his arms: "Zhengdong...... It's okay if you're okay, it's okay!"

Ye Chengxuan glared at her, and just wanted to push her away, she continued: "Brother, are you okay?" I scared my sister to death just now, and my sister thought you were struck by lightning......

Xia Haitong smiled with relief, smiling brightly, but his eyes were empty, as if he had no soul.

Ye Chengxuan shook her: "Xia Haitong, wake me up, don't dream!"

Although Ye Chengxuan was trying hard to wake up Xia Haitong, she still only lived in her own world: "Brother, it's not good for my sister, my sister should take you back early, so that you won't be drenched in ......"

As she spoke, she began to wipe Ye Chengxuan's forehead, and said distressedly: "It's all wet, let's hurry up and go home and drink some ginger soup!"

Ye Chengxuan's eyes sank, and he slapped her hard, making Xia Haitong's whole body crooked: "Wake me up!"

Xia Haitong's ears beeped, she shook her head, covered her hot face, and looked at Ye Chengxuan thoughtfully.

Ye Chengxuan squinted: "Are you awake?"

She didn't answer, but her eyes were no longer the ethereal they had just been, and she looked around mechanically, as if there were some memories in her eyes.

Ye Chengxuan didn't continue to ask, and after a while, Xia Haitong took a deep breath, looked at him, looked at his clothes, and asked slowly, "You...... Helped me change my clothes?"

"Nonsense. Ye Chengxuan paused slightly, and said, "You have a high fever." ”

She touched her forehead, she was startled when she touched it, she looked at the empty bottle and two wet towels, and then looked at Ye Chengxuan, and struggled for a while before asking, "Did you cool me down?"

Ye Chengxuan glared at her: "No." ”

She muttered quietly, "Then how can there be wet towels and medical alcohol here?" ”

He snorted coldly: "Then you still knowingly ask?"

With that, he lay down on the bed and pulled the quilt in half, and the wind suddenly rushed into her body, making her shiver with cold, she looked at the clothes on the quilt, and then glanced at Ye Chengxuan, and there was a doubt in her heart.

Ye Chengxuan seemed to feel her doubts, and suddenly turned over and hugged her, with that cynical expression on his face: "Thank me?

Before she could react, he said again: "No, you are originally mine, no need to allow it." ”

She wanted to resist, but now she was so groggy that she couldn't use any strength at all, so she could only lie obediently in his arms.

However, her mouth can still move: "Dead pervert, let go of me!"

Xia Haitong muttered in his heart, damn Ye Chengxuan, I just thought you were a little forbearing, but I didn't expect it to be all an illusion, bastard!

Ye Chengxuan not only let go of his hand, but tightened his arm: "Why did you order me? Moreover, I have touched your whole body, what are you shy of?"

Hearing this, Xia Haitong was so angry that he was red and white, and said through gritted teeth: "Sure enough, you saved me with bad intentions, death, metamorphosis, and perversion!"

After saying this, Xia Haitong took a few breaths, Ye Chengxuan pushed her away, and said, "Why don't you go and wash the towel soon?"

She glared at him: "If you don't say I'll go!"

With that, she stood up and staggered to the bathroom.

Ye Chengxuan looked at her back and said in a deep voice, "Take the towel." ”

She turned around, and when she was about to reach for the towel, she felt dizzy, her waist went limp, and she collapsed on the edge of the bed.

Ye Chengxuan looked at her impatiently, took a towel and walked to the bathroom: "Lie down for me!"

"I don't need your help!"

Xia Haitong propped herself up, the stuffiness around her body made her paralyzed, sweat filled her body, and the pain like pins and needles filled her brain, but she didn't care about all this, and stubbornly walked towards the bathroom.

"Ahh

The soles of her feet slipped, and she leaned forward, instinctively protecting her head, and rushed straight to the ground.

Suddenly, a soft force on the back of her neck stopped her falling, she looked up and found that Ye Chengxuan was carrying her collar, as small as a chicken.

"Still not standing up?"

Hearing this, Xia Haitong came back to his senses, and immediately stood up straight, Ye Chengxuan threw the towel to her, and said unhappily: "If you lie down and you don't listen, do you think you have backbone by doing this?

Xia Haitong frowned and said disdainfully: "Who asked you to save me, even without you, I won't fall to my death, I can stand up!"

Ye Chengxuan snorted coldly: "Then you are outside just now, and you can also come back by your own strength?"

She clenched her fists: "Of course!"

Ye Chengxuan glared at her, then hooked his red lips, and smiled disdainfully: "Do you think that you can solve anything by yourself?"

She nodded, "That's right!"

He sneered and said, "If you were really that powerful, then your brother wouldn't have been killed by lightning in front of you!"

Hearing this, Xia Haitong staggered back two steps: "You, how do you know?!"

He took two steps forward: "You were stupid just now, you kept talking in your sleep, and you still regarded me as your brother." He paused, "What, forgot?"

Xia Haitong looked at him in a daze, and the scene twelve years ago passed in front of her, she squatted down, covered her head in pain, and shouted loudly: "Brother, it's my sister who is sorry for you, it's my sister who is sorry for you!!"

If she hadn't followed his wishes and didn't go home at night, then she wouldn't have encountered that thunderstorm, and Xia Zhengdong wouldn't have been hacked to death by thunder!

Moreover, it was she who proposed to play outside that day, she took her brother into the field with her own hands, she was the brewer of this tragedy, the initiator of this disaster!

But all this is not where she hates herself the most, what makes her hate herself the most is that she actually didn't save her brother when he saw death!

She will never forget that night, when the moon was clear and the stars were shining, they chased and played in the fields, enjoying the unique freshness of the countryside. But suddenly, dark clouds, lightning and thunder, and a downpour of rain, they were going to go home immediately, but at this moment, a purple lightning pierced the sky, and then a thunderbolt slashed straight at her brother not far away!

When she saw Xia Zhengdong being struck by lightning, her whole body was blinded, and in just a moment, his smiling face turned hideous, his fair skin turned charcoal, and then he fell to the ground.

At that time, her brother was not dead, and she could still hear his brother's faint cry for help, but she was so frightened by the scene just now that she was so frightened that she trembled and didn't dare to take a step forward!

"Sister...... Help me......"

The bean-sized raindrops hit her hard, and Xia Zhengdong's cry for help became smaller and smaller, but she was still stunned in place, as if she was out of her body!

"Sister...... Rescue, save ......"

She will not forget that her brother's last words before he died were words asking her for help, words that were not finished. At that time, Xia Haitong didn't realize that her brother was dead, she just stood there and let the rain hit, let the cold wind blow, and after a long time, she came back to her senses and rushed to Xia Zhengdong's side!

However, when she saw Xia Zhengdong's unrecognizable appearance, she immediately cried in fright, she couldn't believe that this monster-like charcoal was her younger brother!

She cried and shouted that this was not her brother, she must not be a brother! She ran aimlessly in the fields, fell and got up, got up and fell again, she just wanted to find her old brother and take him home!

She shouted "brother-brother-brother-" as she ran, but she ran for a long time and didn't find any trace of Xia Zhengdong, just when she was exhausted, her parents found her, and they asked her where her brother was, but she could only cry blindly and couldn't answer the question.

Xia Haitong knew that she had actually accepted the fact that she was her brother at that time, but she just didn't want to tell this fact, she was just running away!

She knows that all the disasters are caused by her, and it is because of her weakness and incompetence that she will let her brother die! It was her, it was she Xia Haitong who killed Xia Zhengdong with her own hands, and killed this brother who liked to stick to her the most and was the cutest brother!

Xia Haitong, you are a murderer!

Xia Zhengdong's body was found at about eleven o'clock in the evening, when Xia Haitong was staying at home alone, she was sitting on a small wooden stool, her black sideburns were full of teardrops, her small face was as pale as paper, her big eyes were lifeless as if they had been sucked out, and her purple cherry lips kept trembling.

She saw her father and mother break into the door, her mother's eyes were flushed crimson, tears were all over her face, and her father was holding his younger brother who had turned into black charcoal, and the crystal was swirling in his eyes, and the kindness of the past was gone.

Mom cried and asked, Haitong, what was going on, why was my brother struck by lightning?!!

She didn't answer her, and she would love the answer to that question.

Dad blushed and roared angrily and said Why didn't you go home earlier, you are an older sister, why didn't you take good care of your younger brother?!!

She didn't make a sound, yes, it's all her own fault, she made her brother like this.

When my mother saw her like this, she was very angry, and she took the whip and pumped it on her, and she scolded, your brother is dead, he was killed by thunder, why can you be so emotionless?!!

She didn't cry out about the pain, because she couldn't feel the pain anymore, her brother died, her brother really died, this monster, really her brother?!

Dad put his brother down, grabbed her by the collar and threw her to the ground, he pointed at her on the ground and roared, why didn't you die!!

As soon as she finished speaking, a bolt of lightning pierced the night, and the rumbling thunder haunted her like a devil, and the words echoed in her mind......

Why wasn't it you who died!!

Although Xia Haitong's parents live in the city, they are both people from the countryside, and in the countryside, they are more or less patriarchal, in fact, her parents are okay, they haven't shown much for a long time, at least they don't let Xia Haitong feel it.

But that night, she already felt it.

She doesn't hate, she really doesn't hate, she can understand her parents' hatred for her, because she also hates herself, although she tries her best to hide all this, but until now, whenever there is a huge thunderstorm, she will more or less think of that night, will remember her sins, remember that hatred!

Therefore, even if her parents were very cold to her and even left her, she didn't complain to them, really, never complained.