Seeing Li Man's head, my heart cooled down.

I took a few steps back, and I stared at Li Man and said, "Why? Why did you suddenly choose to go to Beijing?" Can you tell me?"

I took a few deep breaths. Now I am not the same person I used to be, I can bear this, and I don't have much love for Li Man, and the most I owe to her is a deep debt.

Seeing that I actually asked her with a smile. Li Man himself breathed a sigh of relief, looked at me, and said a little worriedly, "Li Siwen, you can just stop thinking about it." Really, I have been thinking about this decision for a long time. I want to make movies, make TV series. This is a dream I had when I was a child, and now that I really have a chance, why don't I go? I also think that if you love me, you will definitely support me to go, right? Even if I go, we will both be fine. You can come with me, and when you get over there, we'll live together. We can be together every day. What do you say?

"Okay?" I glanced at Li Man, feeling that her idea was a bit naïve.

I gritted my teeth and laughed at myself, I looked at Li Man and said, "Do you think it's realistic for me to go to Beijing with you?"

"It's unrealistic, I've figured it out. Siwen, don't you want to come with me?" Li Man said, and came to reach out to me, wanting me to come to her.

I covered my face with my hands, closed my eyes, and took a deep breath. Li Man's decision has already pronounced the relationship between the two of us.

Actually, with Li Man, I am indeed a little tired. There is no such relaxed feeling with Su Han at all.

Gently pushing Li Man away, I smiled, deliberately smiled and said to her, "You go." It's okay, it's good. It's an opportunity. I'm sure you'll be a big star. ”

In a word, after I said it. I felt a little sour in my heart.

Sure enough, no one is perfect in life. I've been mixed up until now, in fact, I'm lucky enough, I got into the position of the boss of the school little by little, and the beautiful girls have also had Zhang Xue, Su Han and Li Man.

Breaking up these things must be experienced. It's something I have to experience at my age. It's just that this time I broke up with Li Man peacefully.

I've thought about it, and I don't think anything about Li Man. People have chosen their own future, and that's as it should be. I can't joke about her future, perhaps, Li Man will not necessarily have a good life with me in the future.

I know it, just me. In the future, I will be mixed in society, and if someone covers me, I may be a good mix. What if no one takes care of me? Can I, Li Siwen, get mixed up with Liu Tao, Chen Tianci, and Liu Feng at that height?

I don't know, I'm lost, and I feel like the chances are slim. Even, I think I'm just a bastard by nature.

Gradually, I thought about so many complicated things in my heart. I gritted my teeth and looked up at Li Man in front of me, Li Man looked confused, looked at me and said, "What's wrong with you." Li Siwen, what do you mean? How can I see that your expression is wrong? Will you wait for me? You'll wait for me, won't you?"

"Huh. I smiled, very disappointed, and asked Li Man, and I said, "I want to wait for you too." Then tell me, how long will I wait for you?"

"This ......" Li Man didn't know what to say. After a pause, he said to me, "I'll be back as soon as possible." It's only three or five years. As soon as I'm stable, I'll be back right away. ”

Li Man's innocent face made me feel a little distressed.

I was also very afraid, I was afraid that after Li Man went out, he would be deceived or even become bad.

But these are her own choices. I can't change it, and I don't have the right to change it.

Hearing her say this, I lowered my head, hesitated, and said to Li Man slowly, very softly, "Three or five years, hehe." Say long is not long, say short is not short. Really, Leeman. Do you really dare to guarantee that you will still like me after a few years in Beijing, and you will not change your mind?"

"In that place in Beijing, there are so many people, so chaotic. It's also very prosperous, a lot of handsome guys, a lot of capable, capable and talented, and there are many people who are better than me. Can you guarantee that you don't change your mind?"

After I finished speaking, I stretched out my hand, first slapped myself in the mouth, and after pumping very hard, I said to Li Man, "I'm sorry." Anyway, I can't guarantee it. ”

That's what I said. Li Man was completely dumbfounded. She just looked at me blankly, biting her lip gently, looking at me, her eyes moistened, and asked me, "What do you mean, Li Siwen." Don't make a fuss. ”

"I didn't make a fuss. I chuckled before I said, "I'm not one of those men who only talk rhetorically. It's not the kind of silly boy who doesn't understand anything. I understand now, and I dare to say, neither of us will be able to endure loneliness. It's true. I'm doing it for your good, Leeman. ”

"No! I don't want to be that good. I don't want to. Li Man was a little panicked, his voice became louder, and he reached out to hug me.

But at this time, I had already decided to break up. And it becomes ruthless.

Even though I feel a little uncomfortable in my heart. But this is no longer an obstacle to my breakup.

To be honest, what I just said was just for Li Man. Actually, as soon as I heard that Li Man had a dream of being a star, I knew that I was going to quit.

If Li Man goes to Beijing, he still contacts me. She will definitely not be able to let go of her hands and feet, which is also a big taboo for people in Beipiao.

And me. I really feel that leaving Li Man is good for her. In this way, she is more able to develop herself and work hard for her dreams.

To put it bluntly, at this time, this wicked person will be done by me.

I watched Li Man cry. My heart is bleeding too. But on the surface, I don't care at all. Pushing Li Man away, I turned around and walked out of the hospital.

When I walked in front, Li Man scolded me from behind, yelled loudly, and asked me, "Li Siwen, did you want to break up with me a long time ago!"

"Li Siwen, I hate you, I hate you!" After the roar, followed by Li Man's howl.

I resisted the urge in my heart. Step by step, he left the ward area.

I didn't know that Guo Lingfei was following behind and followed me out of the hospital.

I thought Guo Lingfei was here to scold me, but who knows, just after coming out, Guo Lingfei smiled helplessly, handed me a cigarette, and helped me light it.

Although I don't know what Guo Lingfei means at this time, he has no malice, so I accepted it.

After taking a puff of my cigarette, I looked at Guo Lingfei and asked him, and I said, "At this time." Aren't you supposed to comfort Leman in the hospital room?"

"Yes. ”

Guo Lingfei was a little helpless, looked at me and said, "But I think." I should say thank you to someone who really thinks about Li Man. ”

That's it. I was stunned. It also made me change my opinion of Guo Lingfei.

I sipped a cigarette, squinted and smiled, and I said, "What is there to thank." I felt like I couldn't afford to wait, so I broke up. That's normal, right? ”

"Hmm. It's quite normal. But I can see that you like Leman too. When you hear that she is leaving, your first reaction is not to be angry, but to be calm. ”

Guo Lingfei stared at me and said, "Anyway, I'm also a person who has been out there for a while, and I can still see these things." Really, Li Siwen. I thank you, thank you for really thinking about Leeman. ”，

Taking a puff of cigarette in, Guo Lingfei squinted his eyes and said, "That's all." Li Man can put aside distractions and develop himself well. I'm sure it won't be long before you'll be able to see her on TV. ”

"And then, whenever I see her in the future, she's always hating me, right?" I shook my head self-deprecatingly, "You go." I don't want to talk to you about it. There's no need, besides, I'm not as great as you think. ”

Throwing away the cigarette butts, I got up and was about to leave.

As a result, this time has come. Guo Lingfei said to me behind me, "Li Siwen, remember, I owe you a favor with Li Man." When you use me in the future, you will speak. I'm sure I'm going to do my best to help you!"

"Thanks, no. ”

Indifferent answer. The cold wind blowing around me made me shudder a little, and my heart was full of loneliness and coldness.

It's a bit of an indescribable feeling. I walked forward step by step, and as a result, just as I had just walked out, I received a call from a person......