Xia Haitong's eyes showed a complicated look, she closed her eyes and recalled everything at that time, and remembered the first thing Ye Chengzhi said to her.

Do you know that I've been waiting for you so hard.

At this time, Ye Xueying asked her again if the set of clothes on her body was bought by Ye Chengzhi, Xia Haitong nodded, and Ye Xueying asked her if she knew why he bought these clothes for her.

Xia Haitong looked at Ye Xueying and said that it was because Chengzhi had referred to her dress. But Ye Xueying shook her head and said that this set of clothes was made by her recently, and the first person to wear this dress was not her, but Gu Xiaotong.

Xia Haitong looked down at Gu Xiaotong in the photo, she looked at the black hair, she seemed to know why Ye Chengzhi liked the way she emanated, and even Ye Chengxuan felt that her emanation was more normal.

Scenes from the past flashed through Xia Haitong's mind, and the things she thought she couldn't understand before seemed to understand a little bit at this moment.

She seemed to understand why such an ordinary self would make Ye Chengxuan so persistent, why he would do everything possible to make himself his tool, and why he would be so confident that he could complete his task.

She seemed to understand why Ye Chengzhi would take her by his side, why he would give her the status of girlfriend, and why he said those inexplicable words to her that night.

All this, in the past, she only regarded it as an accident, only because Ye Chengzhi was too good and Ye Chengxuan was too evil. But now, she finally discovered that there are not so many accidents in this world, and perhaps the biggest accident is that she has a face exactly like his first love.

But so what? Maybe at first he was really only interested in himself because of his looks, but it's human nature, as long as he doesn't see himself that way after that.

Xia Haitong kept telling herself in her heart that Ye Chengzhi would never regard herself as a stand-in for Gu Xiaotong, even if Ye Xueying told her to think about why the second brother called you Xiaotong, why he bought the clothes Gu Xiaotong wore before his death for you, and why did he take her to live in the former love nest between the two...... No matter how Ye Xueying stated these facts and instilled these thoughts in her, she never thought that all along, everything that Ye Chengzhi gave her was just because she looked extremely similar to Gu Xiaotong.

She denied it all, from the bottom of her heart.

But Ye Xueying didn't give up, she told Xia Haitong that she said this fact because she didn't want to see her continue to be deceived by Ye Chengzhi, she said that maybe this fact would make it difficult for her to accept, but being a person has to face the facts, if Xia Haitong doesn't believe her, she can ask Ye Chengzhi.

But the next moment, Ye Xueying said to her again, but Ye Chengzhi probably won't admit all this, or he will say that he didn't treat her as a stand-in, because in his eyes, he may have already regarded you as Gu Xiaotong, so naturally there is no stand-in.

Xia Haitong covered her ears and kept shaking her head, she didn't want to pay attention to Ye Xueying's words, but Ye Xueying's words were like an alarm clock, always reminding her that this is the truth, this is the truth!

Ye Xueying turned to Xia Haitong and said to let her think about what she said, Ye Xueying also told her that long pain is better than short pain, and when the relationship is not too deep, hurry up and make an end.

The snow was falling heavier and heavier, and the overwhelming snow seemed to cover Xia Haitong's body, she looked at Ye Xueying's back, and kept thinking about what she said to herself in her mind.

She has been standing in place and letting the wind and snow ravage, she doesn't dare to go back, she doesn't want to face Ye Chengzhi.

She really wanted Ye Xueying to appear in front of her again, and then told her that everything just now was a joke for her.

But now that April Fool's Day is still a long time away, she can't make such a joke, right?

Xia Haitong looked up at the darkening sky, she really wanted to ask that God, how long would she torture herself before she would give up?

Xia Haitong sighed, the warm white smoke gave her temporary warmth, but she soon felt a colder chill than before.

She thought, in fact, the matter is not so serious, didn't she also hurt Chengzhi many times? Didn't he also forgive himself again and again, he couldn't be so stingy and condemn him to death if he made a mistake once. And he will be interested in himself because of Gu Xiaotong, that is human nature, he usually sees strangers who look very similar to the people he knows, and he will take a few more looks, let alone an ex-girlfriend?

He called himself Xiaotong, it may have been because of Miss Gu at first, but it is also very likely that he felt that it was more kind to call himself like this, and the title of Xiaotong made him feel young when he heard it!

She smiled slightly, and thought that in fact, she took 10,000 steps back and said, even if it was all because of Miss Gu? On the other hand, doesn't this show that Chengzhi is extremely single-minded from the side? There is such a single-minded and excellent man who loves him deeply, he should be happy, right, why bother himself here?

She opened her eyes wide and rubbed her slightly reddened eyes, and she thought about what tone she should use to ask Cheng Zhi about this later, and he had hidden himself for so long, should he be punished?

Thinking of this, the curvature of the corners of her mouth deepened a little, but it looked a little stiff.

Although I know that he is afraid that he will be cranky and afraid that he will be jealous, but even if he knows this, he must be severely punished, and he must be severely punished!

Do you punish him for singing to himself, or punish him for massaging himself?

No, it's not heavy enough, you should be punished for cooking for a month or doing housework for a month.

But she knew that Ye Chengzhi would not take these as punishments, and he had always been happy to share them for her, but all along, she didn't want him to do these things.

I don't know why, Xia Haitong's eyes suddenly had something like tears, but every time she wiped them away before they flowed, and kept thinking about how to punish Ye Chengzhi.

She thought about it for a long time before she realized that no matter what she asked Ye Chengzhi to do, he would not feel that it was punishment, because he would willingly do all this for himself.

All the time, as long as it is her wish, he will work hard to achieve it, all the time, he will give the most meticulous care by her side, all the time, she has been used to his goodness, used to his rotten good personality.

Xia Haitong couldn't think of what to punish Ye Chengzhi, but she didn't want to go home, and her brain didn't stop running, she just stood in the wind and snow, thinking non-stop.

But she only thinks about some very trivial things, such as what to do for dinner today, what vegetables to buy tomorrow, and so on.

Time passed little by little, and by this time the day had changed to night, and the tears in her eyes were getting more and more, but at this moment she could no longer wipe the tears from her eyes with her hands, because her hands had been frozen purple and her hands were frozen, and she couldn't lift them.

I don't know how long it took, she seemed to be fed up with such herself, she shouted with all her strength: "Enough! Xia Haitong, don't cry anymore! When did you become so weak and cry at every turn!!"

Xia Haitong bit her lip tightly, now she hates herself more and more, she hates her weakness and incompetence, except for crying or crying, she can't solve a problem at all!

She hates that she can only watch her loved ones get hurt again and again because of herself, she hates why she is not stronger, she even hates why she has this face, why she wants to call Xia Haitong why she came to this world!

Why are you so weak, why are you so useless, why can't you do what others can easily do, why is this?

Is it because I am so useless, so God will destroy me like this, is it because I am not loved by God, so I will have many disasters?

Xia Haitong stumbled and almost fell to the ground, only then did she come to her senses and shook her head violently, how could she think about these things?

She never believed in the word fate, she only believed in the truth that man will conquer the sky.

Didn't I go through so many ups and downs before? And now it's nothing, why did I start thinking cranky and scaring myself?

Pessimism is not her style, she is optimistic, always optimistic!

Xia Haitong kept comforting himself in his heart, and his face showed a smile again.

But why, the tears are still reluctant to give up on her, and they still lie in her eyes, desperately squeezing out?

At this moment, a familiar voice interrupted Xia Haitong's thoughts, she hurriedly lowered her head and tried her best to lift her hand, but her hand was like being filled with lead, and she couldn't move at all!

"Xiaotong, what are you doing here!" Ye Chengzhi hurriedly took off his coat and put it on her, "Why don't you say a word when you go out today, and you don't answer the phone all day, do you know that I'm worried about you?"

Xia Haitong didn't make a sound, Ye Chengzhi said again: "I don't mean to blame you, it's just that I'm really worried about you, it's deep winter and it's snowing again today, even if it's noon, the indoor temperature is very low, let alone outside, what if you get cold? And it's dark and you haven't come back yet, it's very dangerous to go into the countryside at night, you ......"

Without waiting for Ye Chengzhi to finish speaking, Xia Haitong interrupted: "The people in my hometown are very simple, so it is safe even at night. ”

Xia Haitong's voice was a little cold, and Ye Chengzhi hurriedly explained: "Xiaotong, I didn't mean that, I just ......"

Xia Haitong didn't wait for Ye Chengzhi to finish speaking and then interrupted: "I know you didn't mean that, and I didn't say anything about you, you don't have to be so nervous." ”

Ye Chengzhi looked at Xia Haitong's back suspiciously, suddenly he seemed to think of something, and immediately turned her body, he looked at her, and asked urgently: "Why are you crying? What happened?!"

Xia Haitong turned his head away and said lightly: "I didn't cry, it was just sand in my eyes." ”

Ye Chengzhi frowned: "Xiaotong, why are you weird today, why are you staying here alone, why are you crying, is it ......" Ye Chengzhi shook his head, "Anyway, tell me, what happened?"

Xia Haitong turned his head to meet his eyes, and asked, "Do you really want to know?"

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