After this sentence was sent, Su Han didn't reply to me. But after a while, the phone called me.

I didn't dare to answer, so I ordered mute.

Lying on the bed by himself, the phone is buzzing and vibrating next to it. The reason why I didn't dare to accept it was because I didn't dare to face Su Han, and I was afraid that I would let Sister Qing hear it.

But the phone didn't just vibrate once. Every time it shakes, my heart gets irritable.

Probably two or three times. I was forced to have no choice but to turn off my phone. But when I think about it, doesn't this prove that I don't dare to be responsible?

I, Li Siwen, am not that kind of person at all, okay. What I do, I will definitely dare to undertake.

Staring at your phone. My heart was pounding, and I covered my head with a quilt before I dared to answer the phone.

In the first sentence on the phone, Su Han was anxious with me, asking me if I was dead and why I didn't answer the phone at this time.

Facing Su Han's questioning, I could feel the sweat on my head, gritted my teeth, and whispered, "No." I just went to the toilet. ”

"Hehehe......"

Su Han didn't believe my words at all. After a brief silence, Su Han asked in a tone with a sense of superiority Why do I want to keep the child, can you Li Siwen afford it?

Listen to this question. I was confused. Actually, I just said it when my brain was hot.

Look at me without saying a word. Su Han scolded on the phone, saying that I, Li Siwen, am not a man, and at this time, I don't dare to speak.

I felt very uncomfortable being scolded by Su Han, and I wanted to speak and refute. But I don't know how to speak.

In fact, I know very clearly in my heart that this child can't want it, and I can't ask for it.

The sweat on my head was flowing all the time. But it doesn't matter what I think in my heart. I couldn't say a word, and I really didn't know how to speak.

There was silence for a moment. I don't know what Su Han thinks, so he taunted me on the other end of the phone, and said that I didn't want to evade responsibility, I didn't want to care about her, and I didn't want to care about the child in her belly.

When I heard Su Han say this, I completely misunderstood me. I was anxious, and I told her that I didn't, and I didn't have this idea at all.

He laughed coldly. Su Han rebuked me and said, "Li Siwen." If you don't want to be responsible, just say it. You think you're having a relationship with Zhang Xue, I don't know. If you ignore me, do you believe that I smashed the pot for you?"

was threatened by Su Han. I was a little annoyed. I didn't say I was irresponsible, did I?

"Yo. Are you in a hurry?" Su Han mocked me, still very disdainful.

I ignored her. I know I can't talk about her, but Su Han is too unreasonable.

I thought about it for a while, almost ten minutes. I told Su Han if you could give me a night to think of a way to give her an answer at noon tomorrow.

Unexpectedly, Su Han agreed to this very happily, but he still buried me, "You are stupid." It was a night and a morning. ”

No matter how Su Han squeezed me. I don't care. The only problem I want to solve now is to ask Su Han to take the child away, and I can't let Zhang Xue know.

Because I cherish my hard-won relationship with Zhang Xue, and it is also my beautiful first love.

After promising me, Su Han said to me indifferently, "Even if you want to think about it for a year, I will promise you." Anyway, I'm afraid of something. If you dare to ignore me, I'll go find Zhang Xue. What do you say, Li Siwen. ”

I knew in my heart that Su Han was putting pressure on me again. Let me figure out how to solve this problem as soon as possible.

I gritted my teeth and hung up the phone. I was so angry with hatred in my heart that I almost dropped my phone.

If it weren't for the fact that I couldn't control myself in the first place, how could this happen?

Lying on the bed in a daze, looking at the dark and empty ceiling, my heart was completely confused. I was pregnant by Su Han's sentence, which completely disrupted the direction of my life.

I stayed up all night, staring out the window worriedly, and my confused heart filled all of me, making me instantly become a fly that had no clue, flying around.

The loneliness of my heart flooded my brain, and my heart was annoyed. When I closed my eyes, what appeared was the faces of Su Han and Zhang Xue, although I wouldn't ignore Su Han, but I couldn't let go of my feelings for Zhang Xue at all.

I got up early in the morning and went to school. I lay on the table in a daze.

I don't know when I came in, Zhang Xue lay on my back lightly, and put a white Ji bun and a cup of soy milk on the table for me.

I grinned from behind the landlord's neck, and asked me what I thought, why I was so engrossed.

I saw that it was Zhang Xue. I chuckled in my heart. I was a little afraid to look up into her eyes.

But Zhang Xue still saw my eyes and dark circles. Zhang Xue was stunned for a moment, and asked me what I was doing last night, why did I have such heavy dark circles under my eyes.

Smiled wryly. Glanced at Zhang Xue. I whispered, "It's fine." It's just a little cold. Didn't sleep well last night. I'll sleep on my stomach for a while. ”

With that, I turned and lay down on the table. I was very hesitant in my heart, I really didn't dare to face Zhang Xue, I was afraid that I would show my stuffing.

But Zhang Xue doesn't know anything. She innocently crouched beside me and reached out to stroke my head. The brows have never been loosened, saying why I suddenly caught a cold, and looked at me quite distressed.

All of this made me feel even more guilty. His heart trembled, and he lay on the table, not daring to move at all.

Soon, Zhang Xue left. Before leaving, he also told me to drink more water to avoid getting worse colds.

I thought that would be the end of it. But who knows, just when I wanted to go for a cigarette after the first class, Zhang Xue came.

Saw me stand up. Zhang Xue showed a slight smile on her face, "Is it better!?"

Reached out and touched my forehead. Zhang Xue pouted and muttered, "I don't have a fever." Why do you keep thinking about sleeping? Are you a pig?"

Half-jokingly, he told me this. But it's also because of this sentence. I feel that I can't lie to Zhang Xue anymore, and it's really cruel for her to do this.

lowered his head, gritted his teeth slightly, and thought that he was about to confess to Zhang Xue. My heart was very uncomfortable.

The circles under her eyes were red, she rubbed her hands a few times, and called her softly, "Zhang Xue, I ...... it."

"Li Siwen, what the hell are you doing?" Wang Lei, who was scolding, ran to me. glared at me fiercely and asked Xu Yue to help me to the side.

While walking to the side. Xu Yue also advised me, don't be noisy, Brother Lei is here to help you again. After all, there are many things we haven't experienced before.

I don't know what Xu Yue means by this. Anyway, I understand, Wang Lei, they must have heard about me.

Looking up at Wang Lei over there, I don't know what kind of method he used with Xu Yue, Zhang Xue put down the medicine he bought in his hand, said hello to me, and left.

Looking at the back of Zhang Xue's departure, I knew that I was destined to lose Zhang Xue in my life.

After tossing for so long, in the end, it turned out to be such a result......

I reached out and grabbed the cold medicine that Zhang Xue bought for me, and my heart was filled with deep emotion.

Zhang Xue is so good to me, but what about me? How did I repay Zhang Xue? How did I treat her?

It wasn't until this moment that I understood it deeply. Zhang Xue was innocent and naïve. Since the two of us established a relationship, Zhang Xue's attitude towards me has been n times better.

Originally, I was still full of longing and feelings for my first love.

I think that Zhang Xue is my first love, and I will definitely cherish her, no matter how big the matter, I will not break up the two of us.

But now?

If Wang Lei hadn't stopped me just now, I might have told Zhang Xue the truth, if I told Zhang Xue about Su Han's pregnancy, I know, then the two of us probably won't have another chance in this life.

turned his head and glanced at Wang Lei. Wang Lei sighed helplessly and asked me what I thought, what do I have any plans now.

Didn't speak. I just bit my lip slightly and grabbed the medicine that Zhang Xue bought for me in my hand......

After hesitation and entanglement. I made a big decision, gritted my teeth and looked at Wang Lei, and told him, "Brother Lei." I plan to tell Zhang Xue about Su Han's pregnancy. No matter what, Zhang Xue is so good to me. I can't fool her, can I?"

I haven't even said that. I saw Wang Lei standing up straight from the side, kicking me in the stomach hard, frowning and scolding me angrily, "Have you forgotten how hard it took you to catch up with Zhang Xue?"