Gu Qinghuan woke up a little dizzy, stared at the ceiling for a full five seconds before she realized where she was, she turned off the alarm clock blankly, sat up from the narrow sofa, and then took out a tissue and attached it to her red and swollen eyes.

Alas, are you still crying? For a man like that?

Gu Qinghuan!

Qing Huan patted her face vigorously, forced back the mist in her eyes, sat up from the sofa where she was staying at a friend's house, dressed up, came to the bathroom, and then pulled out a smile in the mirror, but found that it was more ugly than crying, so she lowered her head and rinsed her face with cold water.

Love is gone, and bread still has to be kept.

When she was on the subway, WeChat rang, she looked down, it was Song Hai who sent it, and asked her where she went last night. Qing Huan didn't reply to him, just indifferently put the phone back in his handbag, and then stared at the electronic screen in the carriage woodenly, despairing, and suddenly hit his heart.

She, Gu Qinghuan, is twenty-seven years old, has achieved nothing, and last night, she lost a relationship that had lasted for nearly five years. She gave him her best time and youth, but she was sent away by what kind of person he said.

Qing Huan bit her lip stubbornly, splitting her legs, what excuse are she looking for, is she Gu Qinghuan not worthy of him?!

14 hours ago

In the elegant restaurant, Song Hai handed her the steak cut into small pieces, "Try it, here is my new discovery, it tastes very good." ”

Qing Huan glanced at the surrounding environment, looked back at him, and said angrily: "It's not cheap here, is it? It's not a festival, why should it be so wasteful? Don't forget that we are still saving for the down payment on the house." ”

"It's okay, it's not every day," Song Hai said a little absent-mindedly, then groaned for a while, and raised his head, "Qinghuan, I have something to say to you after eating." ”

"Tell me, what's the matter. Qing Huan put a piece of steak into his mouth, and it was really tender.

Song Hai stared at her for a long time, but when the words came to his mouth, he still swallowed, but he flicked the steak on the plate for a while.

"Aren't you hungry?" Qing Huan glanced at him strangely, feeling that he was very abnormal today, insisting on bringing himself to such an expensive place to eat, but he didn't look like he had an appetite.

"It's okay," Song Hai lowered his head and continued to fiddle with the food on the plate, when his mobile phone suddenly rang, he picked it up and glanced at the screen, frowned, and then sighed unconsciously.

"What's wrong with you?" Qing Huan couldn't stand it anymore, he obviously looked preoccupied, but he had to pretend that nothing happened, "Is something happening to the company?"

She was suddenly a little nervous, Song Hai was only promoted to the company's regional manager for a few days, could it be that something happened at work? Now Song Hai's income is the main economic support for the two, and there is no room for a little mistake.

"No," Song Hai put down his phone, looked at her, took a breath, and finally spoke: "Qinghuan, let's break up." ”

Gu Qinghuan's forked beef hand stayed in the air, she lowered her eyes, and only raised her head after a while, looked at Song Hai a little blankly, and slowly spoke: "What did you say?"

"Gu Qinghuan, let's break up, I like someone else. ”

At this time, Gu Qinghuan seemed to understand what he was saying, her eyes widened and looked at him a little fixedly, as if she was frightened, but in a few seconds, the corners of her mouth were already curved upward, as if she was smiling: "What are you kidding?"

Song Hai sighed, "Qinghuan, I'm not joking with you, the two of us are not suitable, let's separate." ”

"It's not appropriate? You just came to tell me it's not appropriate at this time?" Qing Huan looked at him in disbelief, and his voice became sharper, "Song Hai, how many years have we been together?four years?five years?Why did you go earlier?"

"Qinghuan, I thought that life might be so plain before, and I thought I could persevere, but now I realize that I don't want this kind of life, and you are not the one who suits me. ”

"Then who is the right person for you?" Qing Huan calmed down to the extreme, staring at him with his eyes fixed.

Her name is Wen Jing, and she was a customer of her previous company. Song Hai didn't intend to hide it, and said directly, "After meeting her, I realized that life can be like this, and I finally understood, in fact, in this world, what kind of person is really worthy of what kind of person, and she is the one who is compatible with me." ”

Gu Qinghuan's body shook slightly, and he only felt that there was a roar in his mind, and his five-year relationship was easily wiped out by his words, that woman was the one who matched him, what about himself? What is his dedication to him for so many years? Has he Song Hai been giving charity to her for so many years? But the person who was obviously chasing after him at the beginning was him...... Why could he say such things so shamelessly today?

Anger, despair, and disgust were all intertwined in an instant, penetrating into her whole body little by little, and it turned out that once a man changed his mind, he could really be shameless to such a point.

"Song Hai, you bastard!" Soon, impulse took over, Qing Huan stood up, gritted his teeth, and then slapped him almost with all his strength.

Song Hai's face was pale, but he didn't dodge, he slapped her hard, and then said softly: "I'm sorry." ”

Sorry at this moment, Qinghuan wanted to laugh, so many years in exchange for this sentence sorry, God really played a big joke on her.

She turned around a little numbly and walked straight towards the door of the restaurant.

Pushing the door to the street, Qing Huan walked slowly, aimlessly, and I don't know how long it took, she finally stopped, and couldn't help but glance back, but found that Song Hai really didn't chase after her, and it seemed that it was really at this time that she understood that the breakup he said was really going to break up.

The whole world seemed to stand still all of a sudden, such a noisy city, the flooded traffic on the lane behind him, the people coming and going on the sidewalk, the sound of cars and people, so noisy, but it seemed to lose its voice all of a sudden.

Qing Huan covered his face and squatted on the ground, feeling that there had never been a moment in his life that was so desperate.

In a trance, she called a friend, and when she learned that her friend had a sofa to take her in tonight, she stopped the taxi and sat in the back seat, leaning her head against the window and biting her lip hard.

Don't cry, Gu Qinghuan, it's not worth it for a man like that.

The next day's work time

Qing Huan sat alone in front of the computer, staring at the financial statements on the screen, but she didn't have any thoughts about work, her brain was blank, her heart was full of confusion about the future, Song Hai was going to break up with herself, which meant that she wouldn't get married, she didn't need to save a down payment on the house, and all the plans she had made to marry him before could be scrapped, such as travel, wedding photos, and all the things in the Taobao shopping cart that she carefully selected and prepared for the wedding.

The pain suddenly and irrepressibly slowly meandered down the blood, all the way to the heart, Qing Huan closed her eyes, yes, there is no need to do this, so what should she do in the future, what should she do in the next life?

"Qinghuan, what's wrong with you, I didn't see your state right this morning?"

Qing Huan shook his head, a reluctant smile tugged at the corner of his mouth, "It's okay, I just want to get distracted." ”

"Then you have to pay attention, Lao Li looked at you a few times, don't be pulled by his pigtails. Xiao Nan kindly reminded her.

Qing Huan glanced in Lao Li's direction, and sure enough, she saw him looking over this way, she immediately nodded at Xiao Nan, indicating that she knew, and then moved the mouse and began to check the data on the table mechanically and numbly.

At this moment, no matter how uncomfortable she is, she must keep her job, otherwise there will really be no future.

At night, the colleagues in the office are empty, Qing Huan is holding a cup of hot tea, standing alone by the floor-to-ceiling window, looking out blankly, for S City, there is no starry sky for a long time, only the flickering neon is left in the vast dark night, and the tiny car river melts with equidistant street lamps, pulling out a silky arc of fire.

Looking at it condescendingly, it looks like a night sky in the clouds, staring at the world.

What would happen if he jumped down? Qing Huan had a whim, in that case, could Song Hai continue to be with that woman and live the second half of his happy life with peace of mind?

But this thought didn't last a few seconds, she shook her head, threw it out of her mind hard, and then smiled sarcastically, what kind of thing is Song Hai? She has already paid for him for a long time, do you have to pay for her life? She really treats him as a thing.

Qing Huan put the cup on the table beside him with a loud sound, then took out his mobile phone and dialed Song Hai.

"Hey, Qinghuan. When the phone was connected, his hoarse voice rang on the other end.

"Song Hai, it's you who are sorry for me, so the person who should leave is you not me, give you an hour, pack up your things, and then leave my house, when I get home at night, I don't want to see you again. Qing Huan said coldly.

Song Hai was silent on the other end of the phone for a while before he spoke: "Qinghuan, can we have a good chat?"

"There's no need, we, never see each other again. After Qing Huan finished speaking, he hung up the phone, and then stood motionless.

Let's end it like this, no matter how painful and difficult it is now, it will eventually pass, and time will slowly heal all this, she muttered to herself, pushing her tears back as hard as she could, then took a deep breath and turned to leave.