Chapter Two Hundred and Nine: Cool Beauty's Letter
"Before I could get into the car, I heard a crash in the distance, a truck crashed into both of their cars, and when I ran over, the car was already on fire, and I couldn't save either of them...... My fault killed two of my favorite people......"
Liang Jing really didn't expect Xiao Jimo to have such a past, but he could still maintain his gentle and jade-like appearance...... Thinking about it like this, my ability to resist pressure is really too bad, and I am depressed when something happens to me, which is too bad, "So, you always feel that you owe them, right?"
"Isn't it, if I hadn't been confused for a while, their family of three would be very happy now. Xiao Jimo's smile was a little bitter, although the person who gave her happiness was not herself, but she was her most beloved eldest brother, it was not so difficult to accept it when she thought about it, but it was too late, "I can't get back what I have lost, so I have been taking Xuan Xuan with me, and I have never told him the truth, let him call me dad...... But when he grows up, I will tell him all this and let him choose his own future, but the most important thing now is to give him a happy childhood. β
"I think you're a good dad. "Liang Jing used to watch Xiao Jimo play with Xiao Hexuan before, but being another man may not be able to do this," and...... I don't think your brother and sister blamed you. β
"I know, so I'll take care of their children for them. Xiao Jimo took a deep breath, "Hey, it's really so sad all of a sudden, what I want to say is that your personality makes me involuntarily think of what she looked like when she cautiously asked me if she had done something wrong." And also...... In this car accident, I couldn't save them, but I saved you, isn't this a kind of chance? So I want to help you and let you live happily, the adopted daughter is because she has her file, and you can do your new identity with a little use of the relationship, which is the most convenient. β
It's not wrong to think about it, it's not a simple thing to get yourself an identity out of thin air, "As long as it's convenient for you, I can do it, it doesn't matter what identity I have now, it's a new beginning anyway." β
"That's right. Xiao Jimo was silent for a moment, "Her name is Xiao Jiwen, do you want to change it, to avoid meeting her past friends or something, it's hard to explain." β
"Name...... Liang Jing felt that she was not very good at it, "My mother's surname is An, let's use the word An in the middle, An...... Okay, Xiao An, I hope I can be okay in the future. β
"This is a good meaning, I will help you deal with the identity-related documents, and you can rest and recuperate during this time. Xiao Jimo glanced at the time, "I have five minutes to work, hang up first and then contact later." β
Hung up the phone, Liang Jing dimmed the bedside lamp, looked at the roof, Liang Jing had died from today onwards, and Xiao An was better instead. Back then, Liang's father named himself Jing, just hoping that he could be quiet, and he was very quiet as his name suggested, so according to this theory, he would definitely be fine.
Gu Yusheng finished dinner in the old house and insisted on going home, but Gu's mother couldn't persuade him, so she could only go with him. Gu Yusheng drove back, but unconsciously drove the car to the door of a store in Liangjing, sat outside for a long time, and finally got out of the car, he still had a spare key in front of him, but he didn't have to worry about not getting in.
After she swallowed the medicine, this store has not been opened again, it has been full of dust for more than half a year, and at night, Gu Yusheng, a person who has never done housework, cleaned the whole store, although he didn't know what to do when he cleaned it, after all, the person who opened the store was no longer there.
The corner under the bar is much thicker than the other places, and there are cobwebs on the box, which is a little strange, although it is a corner, but Liang Jing has always been careful, it is impossible to ignore it, and it is ...... This box obviously didn't exist before, and it seems that it only appeared when I came back after September.
When Gu Yusheng dragged the box out, he realized how heavy the box was, and he was also strange, did Liang Jing stuff bricks into it? After dusting off the ashes, he opened the box and found that it was full of illustrations of Mr. Bear and Miss Rabbit...... It turned out that she didn't throw it away, and kept it in the corner.
Gu Yusheng suddenly felt that the antique things hanging on the wall were terrible, and it took a long time to remove all the decorations and replace them with the original ones, although there were several pairs missing, but they looked much more comfortable than before. Gu Yusheng found that there was a delicate small gift box and a case under the box, and took it out with some doubts, looked at the case first, and looked at the words written on it, Gu Yusheng's mind was blank.
Depressive tendencies...... The date was the time she went for a physical examination, and because she saw her physical examination report, she did not go to the hospital again to check it...... What kind of mistake did he make, no wonder she said that she was not worthy of saying that she liked her, until the end she forced herself to say that she had never loved her, and now he himself feels unworthy.
Looking back now, her emotions were so abnormal during that time, but she always thought that she deliberately made those actions in order to divorce herself...... And she suddenly fell in love with eating candy, and she didn't suspect anything. Even when she swallowed the medicine, the doctor had reminded herself that she might have been traumatized, but what did he do for her...... There have been so many opportunities to keep things from coming to this point, but they have all made it worse by themselves.
Gu Yusheng looked at the gift box that was placed aside by himself, as if the things in this box were all related to the past of the two, could this be the wedding ring? When Gu Yusheng opened it and saw a pair of delicate cuffs inside, he was a little puzzled, this was obviously not used by Liang Jing, was it intended to be given to himself? Is it his birthday or wedding anniversary?
But the relationship between the two was very stiff at that time, Liang Jing probably wouldn't buy a gift for herself, but Gu Yusheng found that there was a letter in the bag, which said the words "I love and kiss Qi". Gu Yusheng naturally recognized Liang Jing's handwriting, but when he opened it, his hand trembled unconsciously.
"Wouldn't it be strange to see this letter, two people who are obviously close to each other every day, but they want to talk to you in the form of letters. But forgive me for my timidity, there are some things that I am really embarrassed to say to my face.
I have also told you a thing or two in the past, it is nothing more than not being taken seriously at home, and being in a small transparent state outside because of this special situation. So I've been careful to live on thin ice, don't want to cause trouble to others, I'm afraid that others will hate me more, but also work hard behind the scenes, make myself excellent, no matter what is low-key to take the first, want my dad to praise me, but unfortunately never, as if I can't see my efforts, and my good grades are also a matter of course, now I think about it maybe I performed poorly, like a bad boy, but can attract more attention from my father, but unfortunately I have never rebelled.
Because of this, in fact, I have a low self-esteem, I don't like to talk and always like to stay in the corner, but this is still said to be a high-minded attitude. To be honest, in the past, I always thought that I loved Chu Junqing deeply, but now that I think about it, there is indeed an element of love, but it is more of a gratitude for his many years of companionship, and the one who makes me understand this is you.
Because I met you, I realized what it is like to love someone completely, and it seems a little embarrassing to say such things suddenly, but from acquaintance to acquaintance and love, you have always been paying for me, all kinds of amusing me, always feel that my performance is not too indifferent, will it make you feel that I don't love you enough...... Anyway, I've thought about it a lot.
Although I have been in a relationship for more than six years, I don't know how to love others, let alone express my true feelings, but I always feel like I should say something to you. It is said that there are some lessons to be learned from a failed relationship, Chu Junqing and Liang Yan are certainly wrong, but in that relationship, it is indeed Chu Junqing who has been unilaterally paying, I have never said anything, so I don't think I can still enjoy your kindness to me so unilaterally.
I was sad when I was separated from Chu Junqing, but I quickly came out of the loss, but I can't imagine what it would be like if one day, you like someone else because you can't get a response from me.
I only hope that your heart will be like my heart, and I will live up to my love. I keep in mind how well you treat me, maybe our acquaintance is destined to be the entanglement of fate for the rest of our lives. Ending a betrayed relationship and turning around to meet you, what kind of fate is this, maybe this is the best arrangement in the dark.
If I hadn't had such low self-esteem, maybe I would have been like you expressing my affection, saying that love at first sight was too false, but I had already been moved by you.
Wouldn't it be strange that today is my birthday, but I am given a gift and written to you? I said that I would be free for today, but there was no one in the morning, but I was given enough time to write this letter, so that I want to be willful for once, no matter what you are doing, let you come back with me...... It's all because you spoil me too much, I'm spoiled by you, you always say I'm too sensible, if that's the case, will you like it?
I have written so much nagging, it is too different from my character, in short...... The moment I chose to associate with you, I was already in love with you, and this is the first time I have expressed my feelings so bluntly, don't laugh at me, otherwise I will ignore you...... It's so naΓ―ve, it's too embarrassing to say more, it's too embarrassing - September 1st, write to my Mr. Xiong"
A tear fell on the letterhead, the handwriting on it was a little blurred, and Gu Yusheng's mood completely collapsed at this moment. After the age of seven, he had never cried, and even in the past few days, even if he was emotionally unstable, he was calm and hid all the pain in his heart, but at this moment, he suddenly cried bitterly.