The endless stream of vehicles turned into red and yellow mottled spots of light in her eyes, and the light shook with the liquid in her eyes, and her pupils trembled, and a tear fell, and another followed by a snap, and in a moment the ground was gathered into a patch of water stains.

The stomach is empty, and the dizziness caused by low blood sugar is getting stronger and stronger.

She held on to the railing of the street lamp next to her, her nails digging at the hard and cold iron, trying to get up, she could not fall again, and with a false step, she went to the newsstand to buy a cheap chocolate, tore open the bag, broke a piece and put it in her mouth.

The taste was astringent and bitter......

Mixed with the warm tears that slid into the corners of her mouth, she swallowed it forcibly, the sugar spread down the blood, she closed her eyes and tried to ease her nerves, maybe she could not care about it a day ago, but now, she knew that she could no longer take care of herself.

A car with a bright empty license plate stopped in front of her, and the driver opened the window and asked her if she could sit in the car.

She thought about it, it was time to go home.

She knew that Ji Linchuan would stay in the hospital for a few days, Molly came yesterday, and the clothes he brought him in a hurry were not what he often liked to wear, he was so picky, the clothes he wore when he was discharged from the hospital must be to his liking, she saw in the ward that his watch on the table was broken, and his leather shoes were also soaked in water, thinking that he would not wear them again, she wanted to go home and get him some more things.

Back at the door of his house, it was getting late, the bean pear trees on both sides of the road were wide and thick, and the shadows of the trees were shining, Chen Jiatang sat on the bench in front of the house, throwing a bunch of cigarette butts at his feet.

When she got out of the car, the last cigarette that was still burning was thrown under his feet and trampled out.

Chen Jiatang stood up on crutches, seeing that her face was pale and decadent, hanging her head, picking at the tiger's mouth in her right hand with her fingernails, even she didn't seem to notice that the skin had been pinched out by her A deep mark, and blood was faintly out.

"Xiaoyou, have you signed?" he asked.

Ouyang Yu came back to her senses suddenly, as if it took a long time to understand, what was he asking, she just smiled desolately, "So fast, even you know?"

He wants a divorce, everyone knows it, it seems that she can't afford to drag it anymore, her heart is tight, like a dense drum beating in her heart, she walks towards the door, but she feels that the ground is shaking, and the whole person can't stand steadily.

Chen Jiatang let go of his hand, threw down his crutches, held her steadily, his breath smelled of tobacco, and asked her: "It's been three years, haven't you been waiting for this day?"

Is that so?

Ouyang Yuyu was soft like a skin shell that had been stripped of its tendons, her hands hanging down, and she was straight attached to Chen Jiatang. He said, "Don't worry, just sign and you're free." ”

Ouyang Yu was smothered on his shoulders, and finally couldn't help crying, like being trained by Ji Linchuan when she was a child, she was wronged, she always hid and cried, she hid under the attic table and was also found by Chen Jiatang, he took the small snacks made by Aunt Chen, lifted the tablecloth decorated with tassel pendants, sat on the bottom with her, and watched her cry while eating.

She always asked, how could there be someone Ji Linchuan hated so much, he was so annoying, she really hated him to death, she would never like him for the rest of her life, she wouldn't listen to adults, she wouldn't grow up to marry someone so hateful to him!

So many years have passed in the blink of an eye.

At this moment, Ouyang Yuyou choked up, her voice was very small and thin, and said, "I suspect that his brain is in water, Chen Jiatang, did you go to the hospital to see him? He doesn't seem to be Ji Linchuan, I seem to be ...... It's not me anymore. ”

Obviously so angry, how did she become what she is now, she doesn't know.

She was afraid that Chen Jiatang wouldn't understand, so she raised her head, wiped her eyes, and recalled with a fluttering look: "Dad was not there that year, they said you were also dead, I was taken back to the old house by Ji Linchuan, I had nightmares every night, I was afraid to see Aunt Chen and Uncle Chen, I hid in the room and didn't dare to take a step, I didn't eat or drink, I didn't want to hear every word he said, I really hated him, but I couldn't wait for him to collapse first, but I made myself like a psychopath, I can't remember how I survived those days, I even forgot when I moved out of the old house." ”

She looked back at the house in front of her, and two lines of tears slowly overflowed.

"But I remember clearly that day, he brought me here, he said that this house was bought for me, he said that this is my home in the future, and I was the only one in my name on the real estate deed, and he said that if I was happy, I would keep him, and if I was not happy, I would kick him out and sleep on the street. Speaking of this, she paused, "But, Brother Jiatang, you know, Ji Linchuan is the most cheeky person, I quarreled with him so many times, and when I asked him to get out, he played tricks on me." Sometimes he would leave when he was really angry, but after three or two days, he would come back. Because he said that he would never give up on me......"

"Xiaoyou!" Chen Jiatang didn't want to listen to it anymore, she was weak and compromised again and again, and now that she has reached this point, where does she get her belief, and she can continue to be obsessed: "Yan Tong made trouble for you that day, it was all my fault, I was negligent, so I couldn't stop her in advance." I admit that I, like Ji Linchuan, have hidden everything from you in this matter, but since you already know, how does he treat you now? Knowing that he doesn't care about your feelings, and everything proves his true nature, do you still plan to continue to forgive him? Are you really, not sad at all?"

Ouyang Yuyou held his hand, gradually let go, and bent down to pick up the crutches that had fallen to the ground.

Then he picked up his hand and rested on the crutch, lowered his face and shook his head, "How can I not be sad, but what can I do?" I annoy him again, but he is Ji Linchuan, he is such a person, he can't change until he dies, what do you think I can do?"

There is no more time for her to be conflicted than now, as if it is wrong to forgive and wrong not to forgive.

Chen Jiatang looked at the tears on the back of his hand, rolling down from her eyes, shattered, with residual warmth, falling on his skin, he looked down at her buried face: "You are struggling in your heart, which shows that you don't really care, no matter how hard you try to forget about your father, no matter how many times you forgive him, it is useless after all." Think about it, since you were a child, how many times have you been made to cry by him, his greatest ability is to pestering you while hurting you with confidence, the man who really loves you is reluctant to let you shed a tear, let alone exchange your safety for benefits, not to mention that he is now unrepentant! Since he is willing to leave, why do you hold on any longer?"

The light of the evening street lamp hung over his head, and a deep shadow fell under his eye sockets, and his hand holding on to his crutches was tight.

"Give yourself a chance, since you want to heal the past, then let go completely, you deserve better people, love you well, instead of trembling and living with an uncertain heart. He held her shoulder, and the strength came from his broad palm: "I know that there is such a person, he is waiting for you, it's good, you should try, in the future, Brother Jiatang, I just want to see you smile more, stop being sad, and no longer afraid of anyone, can you do it?"

Ouyang Yuyou lowered her eyes, tears from the broken thread flowed, she inhaled, rubbed her sore eyes, and finally raised her face: "I want to sleep well, Brother Jiatang, let me think again." ”

She was so tired, she couldn't hold on.

Chen Jiatang watched her open the door and walked in, and an orange light in the house was on.

And then the lights on the upper floors came on.

He sat down on the bench again, took out his cigarette, and found the case empty.

The branches of the bean pear trees on the side of the road are thick, and the bright red leaves fall all over the ground, covering the roots and soil, and a strong wind blows, and the leaves run to the ground.

After Chen Jiatang left, the wind stopped, and everything was lonely.

Late at night, Mrs. Ji came to the house with the divorce agreement.

In the past two years, she has only stepped into this place a handful of times, but the purpose is the same every time she comes.

Ouyang Yuyou hugged Jenny, like usual, nestled in the small sofa in the bedroom, she was exhausted, but she still cooked for herself at night, clear soup and noodles, and it didn't taste at all. She is very stupid, unlike the beef brisket noodles made by her father, the process is exquisite, the soup is delicious, she eats the tasteless noodles, thinking of her father, her eyes are sour, and tears fall into the clear soup without noticing.

She is so tired and tired, and now she has to hold on to the last bit of strength, and she has to deal with this Mrs. Ji who visited late at night.

"Sign it. ”

Mrs. Ji unscrewed the black gel pen and put it on the coffee table along with the agreement, "What did you do at the opening ceremony that day, I don't bother to care about it, anyway, you are this virtue, willful and reckless, what do you want! ”

Mrs. Ji is dignified and decent, and her sitting posture is exquisite, seeing Ouyang Yuyou barefoot and cross-legged, soft and sloppy, although she can't get used to seeing her casual appearance when she is a child, but now she is too lazy to reprimand, she only said: "Look at it, my son almost lost his life, you should stop in moderation! In the past few years, I have not been angry with him for your business, but he is finally sober now." ”

Molly said he was sober, and Mrs. Ji also said he was sober.

It turned out that he was in the past, Ji Linchuan, who was entangled with her, was deep in the quagmire and not sober enough. What about her? What should she rely on to wake up when she was dragged into this deep pool?

Mrs. Ji looked around and said: "Your house was originally bought for you by Linchuan, and I also know that your name is on the real estate certificate, this is left to you, don't think about anything else, divide the share property, it doesn't exist in my place, don't even think about it." ”

Mrs. Ji glanced at her again and continued: "The last time I came, it was also for your divorce, Linchuan didn't know at that time, I made my own opinion, but now it's different, Linchuan personally asked people to draw up the agreement, he made up his mind to divorce you, and it is useless for you to consume it." ”

Mrs. Ji pushed the agreement in front of her again, the wrinkled finger was wearing a jade ring, a soft woolen sweater, the cuffs were the old jade bracelets she had worn for many years, and there were delicate pearl accessories hanging from her neck, obviously there was no shining jewels all over her body, but Ouyang Yuyou looked at her, but she felt that her eyes were stabbed.

Mrs. Ren Ji chased after her, Ouyang Yu insisted on not saying a word, forcibly enduring the sourness, Mu Ne's eyes drooped, like a puppet that had lost its rope, scattered and piled up in the corner, her ears were still filled with Mrs. Ji's voice, sentence by sentence like an awl, stabbed in her flesh and blood, mercilessly.

The past, clearly divided, is listed on the bright side: "Although Tengyuan used to be your father's property, but Ouyang's will is clearly written, it is for Linchuan, of course, the house next door to the old mansion you want to give you, the company has been taken care of by Linchuan for the past two years, even if you are divorced now, I advise you not to want to divide Tengyuan's shares, Fansen, you don't have to worry about it, those things you fight for are useless, you are not able to participate in the business operation, since it is an agreed divorce, how much money can compensate you." ”

Mrs. Ji took out a bank card from her bag again, and persuaded her heartily: "You are four years younger than Linchuan, you are still young, it is good for you to leave early, I am not a ruthless person, although you have been married to the Ji family for three years, and you have not caused us less trouble, but the compensation that should be given to you, I want to give you, the money in this is enough for you to eat and drink without worrying about a few lifetimes, but it is much more than those shares, real estate or something." ”

Ouyang Yuyou only felt that her breathing was getting harder and harder, Jenny meowed under her hand, something hung in her heart, shaky, her shaking eyes flashed, staring at the piece of paper, two lines of tears rolled down involuntarily, she didn't even know that she was crying.

Mrs. Ji glanced at her impatiently, "What do you mean by not saying a word until now? Don't really take yourself as an important person." Xiaoyou, to tell you the truth, in the years when you went to the United States, Linchuan also talked about girlfriends, although there are a few I am not satisfied, but the old Yin who used to have a good relationship with your father and Uncle Ji, his granddaughter is good, graduated from foreign business administration, excellent ability, I remember that at that time, Linchuan took the initiative to pursue her, the two have been good for a long time, you don't know how much that girl likes Linchuan, and her appearance and personality are good, and they are also a good match together. I heard that she has been busy with her career in recent years and has not been married, I remember that Linchuan has always been in contact with her. I'm waiting for you to leave, I think about the New Year, Yin Yin comes back from abroad, I plan to let them meet, the right person can always meet in the end, don't you say?"

……

Good.

The crumbling, desperately clinging thing finally fell from her heart.

The abyss, shattered bones, will never be condensed again.