Chapter 107: Hate
Xu Yunqi grabbed her behind him and said to her, "What are you doing dangerously, right?"
Lin Xiangwan was stunned for a moment, and then smiled, "What stupid thing are you talking about, I'm just moving, how dangerous can it be?"
"Don't lie, be honest. Xu Yunqi is a person who practices martial arts, so the palm of his hand is very strong, and the warmth of his palm is also very high, Lin Xiangwan was grabbed by his wrist, and immediately had a feeling that he could not escape, and the person's gaze was straightforward, so that the filth in people's hearts suddenly had nowhere to hide under his gaze, she suddenly became slightly angry, why did he talk to her like this?
After paying the rent for a few months, he really thought it was God? He thought she was rare to earn his thousands of dollars?
"Let go, what do I do has something to do with you? Why bother to say deeply, Mr. Xu, you are too lenient!" Lin Xiangwan shook his hand vigorously, but Xu Yunqi seemed to have made up his mind, like a snake on a stick, he just refused to let go of her. He flipped her wrist up, revealing an ugly scar, "Is it because of this?"
It's like when you're walking well on the street, and someone suddenly comes out and tears off your whole body clothes, making you stand naked in front of the public, Lin Xiangwan's face rose two flushes, not because of shyness, but because of annoyance, "I want you to take care of it!"
She shook her hand vigorously, and hit the handrail of the metal staircase at the turn, and immediately made a loud noise, and the sound echoed in the empty room, Xu Yunqi didn't expect her to rebound so violently, and in a trance, Lin Xiangwan had already taken two steps back and stood on the stairs, looking at him condescendingly.
Her face was ugly, I don't know if it was because of the pain, or because of anger, her hands trembled uncontrollably, as if she had some kind of incurable disease, Xu Yunqi wanted to explain, took a step forward, Lin Xiangwan roared, "Don't get close to me anymore, I don't need you to do much! I don't have to worry about my business! No matter what you hear, it's not true! I'm doing well now! There is no danger at all! Aren't you leaving? Hurry up!"
She was like a wounded little beast, shrinking herself in a corner, thinking that no one would dare to come near her with a thorn in her body, but in fact it was just her self-deception.
From being rescued from the dungeon of Chu Di to the present, Lin Xiangwan has never felt so embarrassed as at this moment, Xu Yunqi and her are not very familiar, and many of their intersections do not even happen in this city, but he seems to be able to see through all her thoughts, making her feel like a newborn baby, naked and naked, and he can see all the ugly scars on her body.
She hates this feeling, she hates it to the extreme, she is used to wrapping herself tightly, even in front of the person she loves the most, she does not show the slightest vulnerability, but this man, he made her ruined.
"I didn't mean to scare you...... But you shouldn't do that, you're going to hurt yourself. Xu Yunqi took a step back, raised his hands, and said weakly, "You have been in the boxing ring for so long, you should know better than anyone else, don't challenge opponents who are stronger than yourself, if you insist on doing it, not only will you not win at that time, but you will also lose your life." ”
"Then wait for others to beat you to death and not fight back?" Lin Xiangwan said angrily.
Xu Yunqi seemed a little helpless, it was impossible for her to talk calmly when she was so provoked. He shook his head, "You know I didn't mean that, I mean, you should think through before you act." ”
Is this person's brain broken? It's just a matter of speculating on other people's thoughts, and now she is actually putting up a mentor's shelf to teach her how to live? Lin Xiangwan laughed angrily and pointed to the door, "I think clearly enough, when I was locked up in a dungeon and survived with Ye Nan, I thought about everything I should have thought about in my life! I don't need others to tell me how to do it, instead of you being so kind to plan for my future, you might as well live your own life! Mr. Xu, it's better to go!"
After Lin Xiangwan finished speaking, he turned upstairs, regardless of whether Xu Yun really left.
She rushed to the room and slammed the door, but when the surroundings were quiet, Lin Xiangwan felt that her whole body was weak and weak, and she slipped little by little with her back against the wall, until the whole person sat on the ground, too tired.
It's really exhausting.
She hadn't slept a single restful sleep for days in a row, and she wouldn't even have the courage to close her eyes if it weren't for the drugs.
Whenever night fell and everything around her was silent, she would feel fear, the fear of suffocating to death haunted her all the time, and when she closed her eyes, a faint voice would ring in her ears.
It said to her, how did you survive, what did you survive for, did you survive for Ye Nan? Ye Nan has become like that, and you keep saying that you want to protect him, is this the result of you protecting him? What did you do when you survived? Do you know how much trouble you have caused to others?
Why don't you die? Why don't you still want to die? What are you still nostalgic for? What else in this world is worth holding on to?
If it weren't for you, Ye Nan wouldn't have become what he is now, you should die...... When you die, all is well...... It's all over the place......
The voice lingered in her ears like a demon, and she told herself countless times that it was just her imagination, it wasn't true, but when she saw Ye Nan...... All the precautions she had set up collapsed in an instant.
She is not a worthy mother, and she has caused her children to suffer disasters for her own reasons.
She deserves to be punished.
Don't worry, I'll leave, but that's after I've taken care of everything, I'll definitely go, but I can't leave these messes behind, I'm going to sort them all out, and I'll ask for and pay back everything that I owe me, and when I'm done......
*"There are nephrite and jadeite. Nephrite jade is best produced in the Hotan region of Xinjiang, and people often refer to nephrite as "Hetian jade". Nephrite jade is divided into white jade, topaz, green jade, jasper, black jade, and sugar jade according to color. The so-called jadeite refers to jadeite produced in Myanmar. Xu Mingfei stood in the empty space behind his shop, explaining the knowledge of jade to a group of little hairy heads.
Seeing Lin Xiangwan coming in, he nodded and smiled at her.
Lin Xiangwan saw that she was busy, so he went back to the store by himself. Not long after, Xu Mingfei also followed.
"When did you become the child king?" Lin Xiangwan quipped.
Xu Mingfei waved his hand and made a cup of tea for Lin Xiangwan, "The principal of the primary school near Liuli Street is my old customer, she said that the students of their school want to come and see the true face of the jade shop, so I invite them to come and sit in the store." ”
She warmly beckoned Lin Xiangwan to sit down, went up to pull Lin Xiangwan's hand, and said in surprise when she touched it, "Why are your hands so cold? I haven't seen you for a long time, how are you doing lately?"
Lin Xiangwan was trapped by Mother Chu, not many people knew about it, and it was not a glorious thing, so she didn't plan to tell Xu Mingfei, but just wrote lightly, "The body is still the same, not good or bad." By the way, there is something I want to ask you for, the lapis lazuli you chose for Ye Nan, I want to sell him. ”
Lin Xiangwan put the stone found from his house in front of Xu Mingfei, Xu Mingfei said, "You want to sell it......?
"It's not a small amount of money, so it's not good for you to borrow. Lin Xiangwan said apologetically, "...... I'm sorry that I've asked you to pick it for so long, but now I'm going to sell it...... But I don't know any other antique dealers, so I'll have to trouble you again. You can help me find a buyer according to the rules of the industry, and you can deduct how much handling fee you should take at that time. ”
"Hey...... It's your thing, you can do whatever you want, I just think it's a bit of a pity, such a stone can't be opened at any time. Xu Mingfei rubbed the surface of the lapis lazuli sand texture and sighed, "If you are really short of money, why don't you find Chu Di to think of a way? He can do without you? Aren't you two already together?"
"You also know?" Lin Xiangwan was a little surprised, she moved into the villa a few days ago, but she didn't expect this to spread so quickly.
"Hmm...... Zhong Yue came to talk to Zhong Kun a few days ago, I listened to a few words on the side, saying that Chu Di put Mrs. Chu under house arrest and didn't let others see her, Mrs. Chu lost her temper and wanted to sue him for unfilial piety, and invited a very famous lawyer surnamed Xie, Zhong Yue has also been worried about this matter recently, and the newspapers outside are overwhelming, don't you know?"
How could she know that all her attention was not on this, whether it was watching TV or reading newspapers, she only looked at the economic section, and did not give any more attention to entertainment news at all.
Seeing that Lin Xiangwan bowed his head and was silent, Xu Mingfei continued, "I have also heard something about the two of you...... You know that it is not easy for a widow's mother to take her son, plus she has been unable to move over the years, I am afraid that she has also accumulated a lot of resentment in her heart, if she does something difficult for you, you should not worry about him for the sake of Chu Di and Ye Nan. Chu Di has completely fallen out with Mrs. Chu now, I'm afraid I don't feel good in my heart, if you don't forgive him again, he will be really pitiful......"
Lin Xiangwan disagreed with Xu Mingfei's words, poor people must have something hateful, Chu Di is pitiful? Then is she pitiful? No matter how pitiful he is, he has a crazy mother who clears all obstacles for him in the name of love, but what about her? Where are her parents sleeping and rotting?
It's just that Lin Xiangwan couldn't say these words to Xu Mingfei, Xu Mingfei is a very soft-hearted and simple person, she shouldn't know about this kind of despicable and dirty deeds.