I was born in a poor and backward village in northern Hebei, but I have a happy family, and my parents love me very much.

I thought it would always be happy.

But when I was 12 years old, my dad took me to the hospital secretly, and I remember that after my nurse sister used a needle to pick the snow-white skin on my fingers, my dad changed!

He began to become very gloomy, and he didn't like to go out, every day as soon as his mother spoke, they would quarrel, and the more noisy they became, the more fierce they became!

I was so frightened that I curled up in the corner, not daring to come out.

Eventually, it evolved into fights, smashing things, and smashing TVs.

My mother was very beautiful, but my father would never be soft, he beat her white and tender back with a belt, trampled her under her feet, and shaved her ears with her hair like seaweed, and the corners of her mouth were bleeding before he would stop.

Mom can only cry hard, and the more she is beaten, the more she cries, and only in this way can she make Dad feel a little more comfortable.

One dark night, I don't know how many times my mother was beaten, my father drank a lot of wine that day, and after beating my mother, he lifted her thin body into the bedroom, and there was a hissing sound of tearing clothes, and then my mother called inside.

It was a heart-rending scream, so scary that I hardly dared to move anymore when I heard it, and I thought it was torturing my mother in a different way, because my mother was crying more fiercely than usual!

I was lying on the door, worried about my mother, and suddenly, my mother stumbled out.

The clothes all over the body were in tatters, and there was still some liquid on the beautiful legs that were as white as snow, "Surnamed Ji, I can't live with you anymore!"

These were Mom's last words before leaving, and at that time, Dad was lying on his back on the bed, as if he had not yet woken up from his vertigo......

Mom didn't even look at me before leaving, but when Dad came out to drink water, he kicked me to the ground.

There was a fierce light in his eyes, "Slut, you two are sluts, look at your sassy appearance, it's not a good thing when you grow up!"

My heart was very aggrieved, I wanted to get up, but my stomach hurt so badly, I cried in the dark, my father didn't care about me, let me lie on the cold ground all night, and it was almost dawn before I dragged my crying tired body to climb into bed!

Years later, I learned that there is a medicine called DNA paternity testing......

I'm not biological, and my mom gave my dad a colorful green hat!

In the days that followed, it was simply called darkness, without his mother as his punching bag, he used me to vent his energy all day long, his whole person changed, he was drunk, gambling, and even went out to prostitution, and came back dejected when he had no money.

As soon as he saw me, he fought me and punished me to put on my skirt and go to kneel in the snow, and he looked at me and smiled in the warm house, as if he was looking at his mother, who was sorry for him.

In the summer, he would get drunk and let me serve him, wash his feet, fan him, and I could only stand, and he would wake up to see that I was not pleasing to my eyes, and he would come up with other tricks to torture me!

At first, I didn't blame him, because after all, I was not born to him, but I was raised by him for so many years, and it was my mother who was at fault, and he said that I owed him.

But then I gradually found out that I couldn't do it, he was just a brute, a madman, and the purpose of his life was to torture me to death!

I remember when I was fourteen years old, I was already a big girl, although I was malnourished, but my breasts were still abnormally well developed, probably my mother's genetics, my skin was snow-white, and the men in the neighborhood drooled when they saw me.

That day, I went to buy him wine, and I happened to meet the big dragon in the village, who was the same age as me, he was very strong, and he played with him when he was a child.

When the dragon saw me, he greeted me, and suddenly a shadow ran in the distance, it was the beast, who had been following me, and kicked me down in front of so many people.

He stomped on my face with stinking black mud feet, and because I was wearing slippers, my toes pressed against my erect snow-white nose.

"You said that you are not a cheap woman, you are only so old that you will seduce a man, and say, you are a shameless thing!"

Beneath the brute's messy hair, there was a pair of red eyes, and I had been scared by him for a long time.

But I've grown up, and although I don't understand this kind of thing very well, I can't say it in front of so many people, and if I don't say it, he will step on me with his feet, and tear my clothes, trying to rip off all my clothes.

He hates me so much, he wants everyone to know that I'm just like my mom, I'm a slut at heart.

I hugged my chest, silently beaten, silently cried, and then cried louder and louder, "Don't beat me, I won't dare in the future!"

But who would have thought that listening to my crying and begging for mercy, his eyes actually lit up, and this beast lowered his voice and said in my ear, "If you don't admit it today, I will drag you home like this!"

I was stubborn, biting my lip and not speaking, so angry that he pulled off his belt and pumped me to death, and many people heard my hoarse cry, but only retreated.

Only some of the men with hoes came closer, wanting to see better.

No one dissuaded them, because everyone knows about my mother, here, a woman is a fertility tool, and it is not his child that is born, and the people in the village, including the woman, only sympathize with the man who beat me.

When he was tired, I felt dizzy, and I didn't know when I got punched in the nose, and the blood flowed into my mouth, and I didn't dare to go against his will, because then I might be beaten to death by him, "I, I'm a shameless thing!"

Finally, in public, I confessed, and a sense of extreme shame came over me.

"How can this be?" only the big dragon wanted to stop it, but he was pointed at by the beast, and he didn't dare!

I was dragged home with my bare back under the obscene gaze of those stinky men!

After I went back, he was eating peanuts and drinking wine, and I was beaten with a blue nose and swollen face, and I had to stand on his side, so I stood beside him and fanned him with a cool breeze.

He didn't even change his clothes, and his tattered clothes seemed to have a short bath towel wrapped around his body.

He threw a peanut into his mouth, took a big sip of wine, and pinched my chin with his hand, I wanted to hide but didn't dare to dodge, so he spat in my face, "Bah!

Ever since I grew up, he has been verbally humiliating me like this, and now he is humiliating me with peanuts.

"You are your mother's slut who stayed to serve me, and you are both sorry for me! Now that Lao Tzu is looked down upon, shouldn't you atone for your sins? Kneel down for Lao Tzu!"

I didn't dare not listen to him, he didn't drink and beat me fiercely, and when he drank wine, he beat me even more fiercely, I gritted my teeth, and the humiliation made me cry.

"Say, you're a shameless thing, until I'm satisfied!" he looked at me with a wine glass, and I had to kneel, sometimes saying it once, and saying it a second time, it was not so difficult to speak, and I was afraid that he would really kill me!

"I'm shameless, I'm ......shameless," I cried as he spoke, he was very happy, happier than ever, hitting my head with chopsticks, and the corners of his mouth playfully hooked up a vicious smile.

I didn't dare to meet his gaze, and lowered my head in shame, and suddenly I saw his eyes shining at me, and stretched out his hand to touch me.

I was a big girl, and I knew right away that he was trying to torment me, desperately trying to get out of the way, and this time he grabbed me by the hair.

A heavy slap hit me with a star, "Grass, tell you to hide!"

After saying that, his strong arms hugged my waist violently and hugged me to the bed!