I'm tired, I've been thinking about the cheap words, why did I come back, yes, there's always a reason why I came back, right?

If it's just because I'm expected to be away for three years, and then when the three years are over, I'll come back, then why, I'll be so unhappy when I come back, or is it just that I'm coming back with a lot of sadness?

After crying and venting, I followed her back obediently. ∈ 8∈8∈ read ∈ books, .≦.o≧

Lying on the bed, I put my arms around her, and she quietly fell asleep with a little tiredness.

She is also very tired, she is tired, I can see, she is very worried about me, she is also sad for me, she does love me, I can feel it, love is selfless, who loves whom, who does not love whom, it is so clear at a glance.

Can't hide.

I covered my forehead with one hand, rubbed my temples, and thought about it carefully, my aunt said that I knew everything, what did I know?

Heh, An Gaolei also said that she died, isn't she right next to me?

But what they said was terrible, and they didn't dare to think about it, they didn't want to admit it, and I was afraid that if I did, she would suddenly disappear from my arms.

I'd rather just be like this, with her in my arms, just look at her sleeping, just look at it, that's enough.

I don't want to lose, even a little bit, it's all I have, no one understands that for a person who is used to that kind of gentleness, that kind of touch, that kind of pure love, that kind of familiarity, that kind of familiarity that goes deep in the bones, suddenly disappears all at once.

It's like draining all the air around you, how can you live after that?

I won't survive.

Really, I'm not a person who can let go, this is my death hole, otherwise I probably wouldn't have come back.

I lay down a little and looked at her head-on.

She may have been woken up by my movements, slowly opened her eyes, my hand on her face, touched it distressedly, her face was soft, she saw me smiling at her, and she responded with a smile.

Are you really non-existent? Or is something wrong?

She doesn't speak and there is no distance, her eyes are bright, her eyes are swinging, and her eyes are full of love to look at me.

I feel so sorry for you, do you know, I'm so scared that you'll disappear tomorrow.

I put my forehead on her snow-white forehead, nose to nose, eyes facing each other, whose eyes are not shining?

I hugged her tightly, and she stretched out her arms around my waist.

She is my pillow person, she is the real her, she exists and loves me, I don't want to believe other people's lies, I believe in my eyes and hands.

I started to sort out my emotions, I stopped looking for someone to ask for clarification, and then I would be a little better.

Shaved and changed into a new shirt, I'm still me, I'm Shen Linfeng, I love her.

Occasionally, I would go out for a bit to breathe and buy something to bring back, so that she could not be left too tired.

I drove, I went to the supermarket, she didn't wake up today, she slept, she was so tired, she was worried about me every day, I wanted to behave normally.

I can laugh and I can be glamorous for her.

In the car, I smiled in the rearview mirror and was really in a much better mood.

Are you sure?

Actually, I don't know.

On the way, my phone rang, I used to keep my phone connected to Bluetooth, and now I have forgotten it.

I looked at the number, it was my father who called me, picked it up, put it on my ear, and I could hear him talking.

He said to me, "Lin Feng, aren't you really going to come back to see your father?"

After a fight, I didn't go back, and I didn't want to say something inexplicable to him.

He kept talking, "Child, Dad is a little indifferent to you, but Dad still loves you, because you are my child, Dad has also poured a lot of effort into you, if you refuse to forgive Dad because of some things, Dad will be sad!"

I was so satisfied that he could say something like that, I smiled and nodded, I was going to say, it's okay, I'll go see him.

But he suddenly said, "Dad decided to respect your opinion and not force you to marry Meimei, and your previous affairs will be nullified!"

What the?

I still don't understand, "What's beautiful? What was it before? What are you talking about? Why can't I understand?"

I really don't understand, where a beauty pops up, I don't have such a thing in my memory......

I was a little distracted, but I was pulled back by my father's voice, "Beauty, it's the price you pay for that girl, at the beginning, if you wanted that girl from Hu Mei, you had to marry Meimei, this is the condition, you still travel with her, how can you not know this!"

The delicate memories squeezed back into my mind little by little, as if there was really such a person, fat and embarrassing, and proud, she even found our home and bullied her.

I frowned, over-demanding, humiliated, and made my beloved cry in front of me, and I seemed to remember something else.

Vaguely, I remembered a sea, a sunset, and the sound of the waves.

My mouth grew up, and my heart was so heavy that I couldn't breathe.

All thoughts were suddenly interrupted, those were like fragments, filling in the gaps, why couldn't I remember the beauty, the ones?

My hand gripping the phone trembled a little, causing my voice to tremble a little, "And then?"

I can't tell why, the hot tears are already surging, and they are getting wet on the steering wheel little by little.

The silent side answered me for a long time, "Then, that girl is very powerful, and she ran to her father and made a condition, enough to give me a step up, at the price, let you go to Vancouver and dissolve your marriage contract with Beauty!"

I remembered something again, my nose was sore, my lips were trembling, the sunset, the seaside, her, her face was embarrassed, in my arms, in the afterglow, the words she said one after another.

I couldn't hold anything in my hand anymore, I cried silently, and the phone in my hand fell out of my ear.

Eyes blink a few times, the world is blurred, lying on the bed with each other, the clenched hand suddenly loosens, I walked to the door, the sentence I hate you, I don't want to see you again, still vivid.

I couldn't help it, my mouth grinned to both sides, crying so painfully, why did I untie the shackles and let me go?

I didn't understand, I punched the steering wheel, I just fell down, the car was filled with my crying, I hit the steering wheel with my head, I couldn't see clearly when the red light was on, the front of the car hit the rear of the car in front, and I didn't care.

Where did she go?

I want to meet her.

I covered my face and grabbed my hair with my fingers, I wanted to tear myself in half, pain!

Suffocate me.

I wanted to scream, but I couldn't make a sound because of the pain, I twisted my body, what broke through the ground?

Can anyone tell me what's going on?

I curled up in the car, hated so much, I didn't know what I hated, I just hated it, I regretted it.

Gritted his teeth and choked all the sounds back into his stomach.

Can't spit it out.

kicked the chassis a few times before covering his eyes with his hands, sliding down and wiping away the tears that could not be wiped away.

When I opened the car door, I couldn't even walk well, I stumbled out, I saw the world, my mind was drowsy, I held the car, and my eyes walked straight forward.

Someone came to pull me and I pushed them away.

Where is she?

I lost the people I loved.

But her love is all around me, and I can feel it, walking forward from the body of the line, and I can't stop getting up if I tripped over myself. ⑧☆⑧☆.＄.

I wanted to move forward, but I couldn't see, I closed my eyes, shook my head, and couldn't help crying out with great sadness.

But I still want to look for it, crying and crawling forward, rolling and falling at the feet of others, crossing traffic and crossing people.

"Well, where did you go? You let me go, did you really let me go? And then you turned around alone and told me to continue to grieve?"

It's too selfish to forgive!

She was the one who broke the shackles, she was the one who drove me away, and she was the one who loved me the most.

Why did I come back?

Suddenly it occurred to me that there must be a reason why I came back, but I can't remember!