Chapter 1120: I don't have the courage to live

When Xia Mian heard this, the whole person fell backwards, but fortunately, Su Zimo helped her in time, "Xia Mian, don't be like this, Wanwan will be fine." ”

At this time, it can only be comforted like this.

"Su Zimo, you tell me, all this is not true, isn't it really good? When I went to work in the morning, I was still talking to Lian Wan, it was impossible that she was going to leave me in just a few hours. ”

Xia Mian was already crying.

She cried in despair, and Su Zimo led her to the door of the rescue room, and the lights were not extinguished.

Xia Mian was like a demon, desperately shouting Lianwan's name, she was afraid.

An unprecedented sense of fear crept through her.

Her tears slipped like a broken embankment, standing at the rescue door, she only felt that the sky was about to fall, her hands were folded, she looked at the ceiling, and knelt on the ground with a plop, her voice was hoarse, "God, please be sure to bless Lianwan to get through this hurdle, as long as she can live safely, even if I exchange my life for her life, I am willing." ”

"Summer cotton ......"

Su Zimo looked at her like this, and he was so distressed that he grabbed a piece, and tears overflowed in his eyes.

He stepped forward and wanted to pull her up, Xia Mian seemed to be frozen in place, he couldn't pull her out at all, his worry was clearly heard in his voice, he said, "Xia Mian, don't be like this, Lian Wan will be fine." ”

She must be having a nightmare, yes.

Her love is fine, she's fine!

Xia Mian wiped away her tears indiscriminately, and she kowtowed frantically, "God, please, let all this be a dream." ”

The door of the emergency room was extinguished leisurely, the door was opened, the doctor took off his mask and walked out, Xia Mianteng stood up suddenly, rushed to the doctor quickly, and grabbed the arm of the clothes, "Doctor, how is my daughter?

Seeing Xia Mian's appearance, the doctor shook his head lightly and sighed, "I'm sorry, we've done our best, if we can't find a suitable bone marrow, her life may be less than a month away." ”

"What?"

When Xia Mian heard this, the whole person slipped to the ground and sat on the cold floor, she didn't feel any chill, only felt that her head was blank.

Tears, flowing into the mouth, were bitter and bitter.

Is she really going to go to Kaze, but will he help her?

"Doctor, are you lying to me? You said you had three months left, but now there is only one month left?"

Xia Mian's voice was sharp.

"I'm sorry, this disease came too quickly, and we didn't expect it. ”

The doctor shook his head, looked at Xia Mian's tears, could only say sorry, and then turned to leave.

Xia Mian's face was pale and hairy, without any blood, and it looked really distressing. At this moment, Su Zimo had no way to express his feelings in words.

Lianwan is Xia Mian's only, if there is no her, Xia Mian will definitely not even have the courage to live.

Lian Wan had already pushed out with the nurse, and Xia Mian's footsteps were like a thousand pounds, and she felt difficult with every step.

Her little face, without any blood, was white and terrible, lying quietly on the hospital bed, her body was full of various tubes, the instruments were dripping, her heartbeat fluctuated very little, as if she would become a straight line if she didn't pay attention.

If this happens, it means that she will disappear from her world completely.

This kind of result, Xia Mian doesn't want to see, and he must not let this kind of thing happen.

Xia Mian could no longer control the nurse, and then rushed to Lian Wan's side, looking at the motionless and breathless person, Xia Mian cried out in despair.

"Wanwan, will you wake up and see Mommy? I promise you, will you go to Daddy? As soon as you wake up, Mommy will take you to see him immediately. ”

As long as she can be safe, Xia Mian has no more luxury.

Su Zimo's heart was touched, and his eyes were filled with the same tears. How cute Lianwan is, when he is alive, the left sentence of the godfather, the right sentence of the godfather screams, which makes him feel happy.

However, at this time, she hid quietly in the hospital bed, which made his heart feel very uncomfortable.

"Lianwan, you promised Mommy, you must be good, okay? Mommy will accompany you every day in the future? No more overtime. ”

Xia Mian regretted that she didn't spare extra time to accompany her, and often let her nanny be with her.

Thinking about it now, she knew she owed a lot to Lianwan.

Xia Mian kept talking to Lian Wan, she showed no signs of waking up, obviously the doctor said that there was still a month, as long as she found a suitable bone marrow, she could come back to life.

Why, does this Lianwan stay motionless and doesn't wake up?

Under the quiet light, the night was thicker, Lian Wan's breathing felt a little weak, Xia Mian was nervous and held her in her arms, "Wanwan, do you feel that Mommy is hugging you? ”

Time passed minute by minute, and Su Zimo stayed by Xia Mian's side like this, and did not leave for a moment. Lianwan has no original, not to mention Xia Mian, it is simply a kind of torture.

The sky was already slightly bright, Xia Mian hugged Lianwan for a night, feeling her body temperature, her breathing, she could feel at ease.

At seven o'clock in the morning, Lianwan woke up, looking at Xia Mian holding herself, she stretched out her little hand to caress her face, and a slight smile appeared on her pale face, "Mommy, you hugged Wanwan so tightly, she was about to lose her breath." ”

Xia Mian, who heard the voice, immediately let go of her, and finally showed a smile on her face, hugging her tighter, "Wanwan, you scared Mommy to death, fortunately, you're fine, you're okay......"

Su Zimo stepped forward and patted her on the shoulder, "Xia Mian, Lian Wan will be fine, the only way is to go to him for the sake of Lian Wan." ”

He didn't want to, but there were some things he couldn't control.

Xia Mian was silent and did not speak. For her at this moment, as long as Lianwan is safe and sound, other things have nothing to do with him.

Lianwan is still young, she has to take medicine every day, it hurts her to roll on the bed, Xia Mian is very distressed, she really wants to find Feng Si Ye, every time she plucks up her courage, she retreats again.

She didn't know what to say, she didn't know, forget it, would Feng Siye believe it.

Even if she finds it, the cost is terrible, even if it makes her bankrupt, and even if she borrows more money, she may not be able to pay it back for a lifetime.

However, for Xia Mian, as long as Lianwan is fine, she can sell blood.

Because she knew that if there was no Lianwan, she wouldn't even have the courage to live.

Lian Wan has been in the hospital since then, and every day she is almost isolated, Xia Mian can only look in through the transparent window, and seeing her crying because of the pain hurts more than digging her heart with a knife.