Chapter 35: A Belated Confession (2)
The unusual situation is that there is an accident.
The reason why Ye Chengxuan was so easy to accept his fate was not that he really felt that there was no way, but that way, he couldn't say it to her and Lei Ming.
If you don't say it to her, it's because you're afraid that she will feel guilty, and if you don't say it to Lei Ming, he will definitely stop it.
Until now, he wanted to die with those people.
In the past, he would definitely choose to use Xia Haitong as a hostage, so that things could be easily resolved.
But now, he can't, even if he has no choice but to do it, he doesn't want to use her full of holes anymore. In order to protect them at the same time, this was the only way he could think of.
Anyway, if he does what Ye Chengzhi said, then he is no different from the dead in this life, why don't you let them accompany him to hell?
But now, he can't bear it, he can't do it so freely.
Although his sister can rest assured that Xiao Ming takes care of him, but what about her? Who can take care of her?
Even if it was Lei Ming, he didn't want to entrust her to others, and the thought of having another man take care of her made his heart very unhappy. And she is so stupid, if no one is around to take care of her, she is afraid that she will be abducted and help her count the money.
In fact, what he knew, all this was just an excuse he gave himself, in fact, she was not as stupid as before, she was much smarter, if she was abducted, she would definitely find a way to escape.
The real reason is that he can't give up on her, and he can't let her go.
Although he knew that she hated him a lot, he didn't mind taking care of her silently behind her, and he was willing to compensate her with the rest of his life.
He hasn't done all this yet, he doesn't want to leave her like this, in the past, he gave her to others, but this time, even if she wants to leave, he won't let go of her hand again, only her, he will never let go!
Xia Haitong looked at him, with a suspicious look in his eyes.
Did he just confess to me?
For a moment, she thought it was just her own hallucination, she thought it was just the product of her favorite fantasies.
However, in the next moment, her heart began to laugh again, even if it was true, a love master like him, this sentence had long been used as a mantra.
Although she reminded herself so, the next second, when she heard this shocking sentence again, her heart was still restless.
"I love you, I will only love you for the rest of my life!"
Her heart was beating with his three words, and she wanted to stop it, but the noisy heart was obviously out of her control.
He spoke so affectionately, not at all like the one she knew him with.
She never thought that the man in front of her, who once boasted of being extraordinary, would one day confess to herself like this, and she never thought that this man who only regarded love as a plaything would have such a deep moment.
Suddenly, she remembered that starry night, and she remembered the long figure wearing a silver mask under the moonlight.
He was so handsome, standing in the shade of a tree, dressed in silver and white, like a prince who came out of a fairy tale book.
And she is just a Cinderella who casts a temporary spell, and she is also a Cinderella who can only see the prince's back.
It's a pity that everything is temporary, even her Cinderella identity is temporary.
The story of Cinderella and Prince Charming can only exist in fairy tales and will never come true.
She had been told before that fairy tales could come true, but it was a lie, a dream.
yes, it won't come true.
But even so, why is she still looking forward to it?
What are you expecting?
She laughed at herself in her heart, even if it was true, even if there were really fairy tales in this world, what did it matter to herself?
Yes, even if it's true, so what, she won't fall in love with this man, she can't fall in love with this man, but him, she must not love.
Between them, there are too many obstacles, too many prohibitions.
She couldn't forget the kindness he did to her, and she couldn't forget the harm he did to her loved ones, her parents, her sister, and even Li Siqin, these people were their obstacles, and they built a high wall to separate them.
She remembered the situation of their bet, and at that time she thought that she would definitely not be emotional about this man, but why didn't she feel any happy when he took the initiative to give up later?
Why is she anxious and distressed because he is injured, why is she reluctant to give up his kiss, why does the breath on his body make him so nostalgic, why is he the man who hurts himself the most!
Why did he turn her life upside down, why was it only him, she couldn't be with him.
However, since she is not allowed to be together, why is she still restless about his confession, and why is her heart, which has been sealed for more than 20 years, opened by him?
Why is it, why is it this man who broke into his own world and went straight into his heart, why even when Ye Chengzhi loved her before, when she hated him so much, she still couldn't forget this man's smile?
Why can't she hide from him, why does she still think of his back even if she changes her place, why does his upright figure always sneak into her brain in the dead of night, why is it always him who appears in front of her when she is most helpless?
Why him, why him!
The sound of the rain continued one after another, and the cold wind began to rush into her body, and suddenly her mind passed through his figure during the thunderstorm that night, and she remembered that he was condescending, raised the corners of his mouth in victory, and said to her in an undeniable tone......
Tell you, from the day you signed the contract, everything you have belongs to me, whether it is body or mind, you belong to me!
She wondered, could it be that this sentence was a curse? Is it because of this sentence that it trapped her person, trapped her heart?
She smiled bitterly, maybe some things were really predestined in the dark, some things she didn't want to dig out, she wanted to ignore them, but now it seems that she can't do it.
When she faced all this, she suddenly realized that she had been running away from all this in the past, sealing it all off with those cruel facts.
But now, when she couldn't escape anymore, maybe she didn't want to escape anymore, she suddenly realized that she had been so deep.
I have to admit that I seem to be really in love with this man.
I don't know when this man has occupied her heart, even if she wants to try to change this fact, she still can't change it after all.
But what if it's love, what can it be?!
"Ye Chengxuan, you still have Li Siqin. ”
Ye Chengxuan shook his head: "I don't love her at all." ”
"Is it because she has no use value?" Xia Haitong asked rhetorically.
"You don't have any use for me these days. He replied sincerely.
Xia Haitong turned his head and said lightly: "Then tell me, why do you love me, what is there about me worthy of your love?"
Ye Chengxuan was stunned, he knew what kind of answers girls liked to hear, but at this time, he didn't want to respond to her with sweet words.
"Your kindness and gentleness are all things I deserve to love. ”
Xia Haitong was slightly stunned, and said: "Many girls are very kind and gentle. ”
"Indeed, but ......" Ye Chengxuan paused, "I still love your stubbornness, willfulness and stupidity. ”
"Are you coaxing me?" Xia Haitong smiled, "I've heard too many sweet words, and you can't impress me at all." ”
Yes, what Ye Chengzhi said to her, she still remembers, those words that once moved her are now just the most disgusting lies in her opinion.
"I also say a lot of sweet words, and my sweet words will never be piled up with these words. ”
Xia Haitong slowly turned her head and looked at him, there were some problems she wanted to hide in her heart for the rest of her life, but now, she didn't seem to be able to hide it.
"When did you fall in love with me?"
Ye Chengxuan shook his head honestly: "I don't know. He paused, adding, "But it must not have been just now, it must have been sometime before." ”
"Then why do you say it now?" she paused, "why do you always like to keep words to heart, why don't you refuse to admit that you are the one who danced with me at the ball, why do you always like to hide your tenderness deep and pretend to be indifferent?!"
She grabbed him by the collar and said sharply: "Why didn't you leave me in the first place, why did you let me leave? Why didn't you explain the reason why my sister was injured? Obviously, as long as you tell me about Gu Xiaotong's existence, I may leave Ye Chengzhi, why do you have to use such a humiliating method to make Ye Chengzhi take the initiative to give up on me! Since you love me, why do you have to do these things that make me hate you and hate you!"
Ye Chengxuan was stunned, he lowered his eyes, and said slowly: "Because I know that you hate me better than waking up from a dream." ”
As soon as the words fell, a fierce thunder suddenly fell, and the thunder was so loud that the cold in the air was shaken loose, but the strange thing was that Xia Haitong didn't tremble, and the appearance of her younger brother was not entangled in her mind, at this moment, except for him in front of her, there seemed to be nothing else that could attract her attention.
"Do you think I'll be moved by you if you say that, do you think I don't know that you lied to me all this, do you think ...... You think I'm ......"
Xia Haitong lowered his head as he spoke, and the tears that he had managed to stop just now began to fall again.
She thought that she had at least grown up after all she had gone through, but she didn't expect it to be so useless.
Since when did she become a crying woman, and why did she shed more tears after meeting him than in the past twenty years, as if she were going to dry all the tears of her life.
Ye Chengxuan looked at her hurriedly, and when his fingertips touched her tears, his heart felt like he had been pricked by a needle.
"Don't cry, I won't let you be wronged again, definitely won't ......"
"How can you keep me from being wronged?" she interrupted him and looked up at him, "Tomorrow you are going to hand me over to Ye Chengzhi, you ...... Wait, do you want to ......" Xia Haitong's eyes sank, and he said sharply, "No, you can't do that, Xue Ying still needs you and I won't take your affection!"
Ye Chengxuan smiled slightly and gently wiped away her tears: "I admit that I did have this idea before, but now I won't." ”
Xia Haitong's eyes lit up: "You thought of a way to break the siege?"