Chapter 23: You Owe Me a Sorry
If it weren't for Chu Di being too close to her, so close that she almost hit his chin as soon as she raised her head, Lin Xiangwan really thought that she was dreaming and confused.
"Why are you here?" she asked, her voice not yet well, and her voice was like a broken gong.
Chu Di first smiled when he heard this, and then his expression fell lonely, and the sadness in his eyes could not be concealed.
It seems that laughter is only a moment, and sadness is eternal.
Lin Xiangwan was seriously ill, so thin that he could be described as a pinned bone, his face shrunk to the size of a palm, and his eyes were particularly large, like two condensed deep wells, which made people fall into it at a glance.
Chu Di couldn't tell what he felt in his heart, he stretched out his hand and wanted to stroke Lin Xiangwan's hair, but he didn't know what he thought of, and his hand hung in the air.
Lin Xiangwan felt that her eyes were sore and uncomfortable, she was not a person who dragged mud and water, so she simply grabbed Chu Di's hand and put her face in his palm.
"You bastard! stupid!" she scolded softly, tears falling uncontrollably, warm tears like some corrosive liquid, seeping from the skin of Chu Di's palm into the flesh and bones, all the while piercing his heart, his soul.
"I shouldn't have come. Chu Di whispered, and there was already remorse in his voice.
Lin Xiangwan was afraid that he would leave, so he grabbed his wrist tightly, "You should go! If you dare to take a step out of this door, I will jump out from here!"
Chudi, "This is the first floor. ”
Lin Xiangwan was just crying silently, but when she heard his words, she finally cried out, "At this time, you still have to make fun of me! You are still not human with the surname Chu? I have taken half of it for your life, do you really have to see me die in front of you before you are satisfied? Why are you so ruthless? I gave birth to a few children for you, and I have no credit and hard work, and as a result, something is wrong, you have to leave our mother and son behind, dare you to fulfill your good reputation, let me be that heartless, right? I'm telling you, no way!"
Lin Xiangwan's words were quite a bit of a shrew, but in fact, she didn't know the bottom of her heart more than anyone else.
She knows Chu Di too well, knows how stubborn this man is, if he makes up his mind, no one can change it, and this is still the case for small things, not to mention life and death.
Now all Lin Xiangwan can do is his ten-year relationship with her, and this ethereal love is the only thing she can rely on.
After a while, Chu Di didn't move, and seeing that he didn't leave, Lin Xiangwan felt a little more steady, but he didn't speak, so that her heart could only hang in the air and couldn't be implemented.
"Chudi, don't go, don't leave me alone. How did you promise me, how did you promise Ye Nan, don't you remember? You said that you would take care of me for the rest of your life, I still have so much time left in my life, how can you leave me alone?" Lin Xiangwan's voice was the same as her heart, fragmented, "From the beginning, you always wanted to guard me, how could you not let me be hurt, but have you ever thought that I am not a glass person at all, I am much stronger than ordinary women." Why are you doing this, to deliberately hurt me, to push me away? Are you afraid of you...... When that happens, you're going to lose control and you're going to hurt me?"
"Chu Di, let me give you a message, I didn't know about this before, so you can leave when you leave. But now I know...... If you're real...... I'm dead, and I'm not alone!"
She gritted her teeth, Chu Di seemed to see the decisive scene, and couldn't help but be shocked in her heart, "What nonsense are you talking about?!We're all gone, what about the child!?"
"With money in the family, a house, and Shen Shijun's family to take care of, the children will grow up well. An An has Ye Nan and Chu Hao, and no one will bully her. Lin Xiangwan wiped his face, his expression was ruthless after a long time, "If they blame me, then blame it, anyway, I would have turned into ashes at that time, and I dare not see it if I can't hear it." I don't care what other people think of me, I just follow you. ”
You live, and I follow you, and I am your wife.
When you die, I will follow you and disappear with you.
Chu Di hadn't seen Lin Xiangwan's ruthless appearance for many years, she hated him before, and when she wanted to bite him, she didn't show such a fierce appearance, but now her life is peaceful, but because of him, she aroused the blood in her heart.
He was a little distressed, a little sad, and a little happy.
After all this time, he still means so much to her.
"Don't say stupid things, no matter what I do, you have to live well, do you hear?" Chu Di turned around with mixed feelings and hugged Lin Xiangwan tightly in his arms.
He scolded himself countless times in his heart, obviously he had already made a decision, and he didn't even stretch out his hand when he saw her fall down the stairs, but now......
"You're fine, I'll be fine. Lin Xiangwan sniffled and muttered unhappily. "The surname is Chu, you still owe me a sorry. ”
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry, Ah Wan. Chu Di leaned down, and there was indescribable guilt in his voice. "But I can't do anything else......"
There is no beginning or end to this, but both of them know it.
That child is destined not to come to this world, Chu Di was infected with the virus, which caused the quality of the embryo to be very bad, not because Lin Xiangwan slipped down the stairs, and he would not be able to survive the day of natural delivery.
What makes Lin Xiangwan sad is not only the loss of the child, but also Chu Di's attitude.
"I'm sorry...... I'm sorry......" Chu Di didn't know how many sorry he said, until Lin Xiangwan fell asleep again.
In the past few months, her body has been traumatized one after another, and her energy has become the end of a strong crossbow, and she can't withstand a little wind and rain.
Chu Di guarded Lin Xiangwan, and he stayed overnight.
The next morning, when Lin Xiangwan woke up, Chu Di was being reprimanded by the attending doctor, obviously it was a sterile ward, but he ran into such a large bacterial source, it was no wonder that the attending doctor was not annoyed.
Listening to the white-haired attending doctor scolding Chu Di in a straight voice, and Chu Di couldn't say anything except apologize, Lin Xiangwan couldn't help but hook the corners of his lips.
This man owes clean up, she can't clean him up if she doesn't have enough skills, and she feels satisfied when she sees others clean him up.
After Chu Di's poisoning was known to her, he had to have a showdown with her, but he didn't take the initiative to say it, with his personality, if he knew that he was going to South Africa to negotiate with the rebels, it was estimated that he would use all the tricks to prevent her from going to the trip, and it would be possible to lock her in a house and not let her out.
So Lin Xiangwan can't startle the snake now, she has to plan well.
Her man, she hasn't loved him enough, even God can't accept him!
The high fever that anti-inflammatory drugs can't suppress, on the second day of Chu Di's visit, magically faded, Lin Xiangwan was transferred to the general ward, and the little nurse in charge of Lin Xiangwan's ward shouted loudly after seeing Chu Di, "This is the power of love." ”
Lin Xiangwan chuckled, "His virus is much more powerful than pneumonia, and pneumonia knows that it can't be beaten, so he ran away." ”
Chu Di saw that she was in a good mood, and the dark clouds that had shrouded her head for many days were also cleared a little.
"Does the food in the hospital fit your appetite? Do you want to eat something else? I'll buy it for you." Chu Di sat on the sofa farthest away from Lin Xiangwan, although the virus on his body was not contagious, he didn't want to take risks, Lin Xiangwan was just getting better, he didn't want her to enter the palace again.
Lin Xiangwan was very dissatisfied with his respectful attitude, "What are you doing so far away from me, I don't eat people." Come here. ”
Seeing that she looked like if you didn't come, then I would pass, Chu Di had no choice but to lean towards her again.
He is also a little thinner than a few days ago, and the suits that used to fit him are a little loose on his body. However, the whole person's spirit is still good, but there are two heavy shadows under the eyes, and it looks like he hasn't rested well for many days.
"That Hu Shasha, what are you going to do?"
Lin Xiangwan stretched out a hand, and Chu Di held her small palm. "I can't let her go yet, his father has the medicine I need. Ah Wan, let you be wronged. ”
Lin Xiangwan waved his hand, "A small fight can't hurt me, you know, except for you, no one can let me be wronged." But...... Do you have any ......?"
"No, just to show you...... Because I'm afraid you won't get a divorce...... She's quite interested in me, but I'm ......" Chu Di smiled bitterly and gently rubbed Lin Xiangwan's palm.
There was a hideous wound in her palm, and the wound stretched across the entire palm, adding a broken streak to the perfect hand.
Thinking of the origin of the wound, Chu Di couldn't help but feel distressed.
Lin Xiangwan sneered, "I think she's not only interested in you, right? I don't care if you and her turnover, but if you really dare to have anything with her, surnamed Chu, I can tell you in advance, although my hand is not very easy to use, but there is still no problem with castration or something! Don't be my test subject!"
Chudi, "...... Don't talk nonsense...... are all mothers, why are they still so unserious...... You can rest assured...... I won't. ”
He and Hu Shasha were originally a money transaction, Hu Shasha was emotional, and she pestered him, but he never promised her that she would be responsible to the end.
Lin Xiangwan was pleased by his embarrassed and helpless face, and said happily, "But it's quite pitiful to think about her, the meat is in her mouth, you can see that you can't eat it, and you have to be responsible for cooperating with the vicious junior, it's not easy." ”
In her opinion, Hu Shasha is just a clown who jumps off the beam, and she never believed that Chu Di would abandon herself because of this woman, but Hu Shasha is really interested in Chu Di, and in order to climb to the throne of Mrs. Chu, she would rather cooperate with him to act.
"How could Hu Shasha's family have that kind of inhibitor?" After laughing for a while, Lin Xiangwan suddenly asked.
"Her biological father was a chemist who was caught by the gang a few years ago and later became their drug maker. ”
Since ancient times, poison doctors have not been separated, and if they can make poison, they will definitely be able to solve it.