Chapter 48: I want to find a girlfriend
To put it bluntly, people like Qin Jian are heartless bastards.
He always cares only about himself, he can't say that he has no feelings, he doesn't miss the old feelings, he just cares more about the changes in his emotions more often, he just wants his own comfortable life, it's okay, no matter how wonderful the outside world is, he doesn't care about it.
It's just that when Gentleness is really close to his side, Qin Jian will not sit still, watching Gentleness quietly leave from his side, he will still be willing to take the initiative to reach out and try to catch this gentleness.
A young and beautiful girl who is only 18 years old, Zheng Mango really didn't feel some kind of determination from Qin Jian, because the little girl who has not yet stepped out of the campus will not know how cruel society is.
A lot of times it's not that you have the ability to get the job you want. Because the work itself is limited by the number of places, and the distribution of this number is in the hands of others.
The vast majority of people are just ordinary people, and their abilities are not strong enough to break through the shackles of the rules.
Qin Jian seriously chatted with Zheng Mango a lot of gossip, and the two of them giggled together, and when it was almost two o'clock in the morning, Zheng Mango was angry and sent a sweet voice to say good night, goodbye.
Putting down the mobile phone that was already a little hot, Qin Jian thought about the topic of chatting with Zheng Mango, he had said that he was learning dance.
It is difficult to analyze clearly, why Qin Jian told Zheng Mango about this matter, maybe it was to prevent something from happening.
Closing his eyes, Qin Jian quickly fell asleep, and his sleep quality had always been very good.
Generally, within 10 minutes, you can sleep like a dead pig.
Otaku is not something that ordinary people can do if they want to, there is no such situation where you have been alone for many years, no one talks to you, and there is no other voice in the room.
And you have to get used to eating alone, sleeping alone, living alone, only when your mind is completely calm, or you are stuck in a certain area.
The law of 100,000 hours, no matter what field it is placed in, is universal, and Qin Jian can be said to be a professional otaku.
Sometimes, crazy like to watch cartoons, watch movies or something, it's okay to play games, only in this state, you can always maintain, your otaku life.
Otherwise, human beings themselves are very eager to get in touch with society and deal with other human beings, so that they can obtain some kind of recognition, and spiritual pursuit is always indispensable.
In order to live, I have to work hard, because if I don't work, I won't have a salary, and if I don't have a salary, I can't support myself.
Monthly rent, food, water and electricity, Internet and phone bills, transportation expenses, and all kinds of miscellaneous expenses are like heavy mountains one after another, pressing on these human beings who are desperately running for life.
Qin Jian was really born very well, when he was born, his parents were already rich, so these are never a problem, he just needs to enjoy his life happily.
The parents' expectations for Qin Jian are also very simple, that is, to take care of himself, he can have a girl he likes, get married and have children together, then there are no regrets.
There is no need for Qin Jian to get ahead, and there is no need for Qin Jian to have a successful career, as long as Qin Jian's body is healthy and healthy, and he is happy every day, this can make his parents smile Jiuquan.
When Qin Jian woke up, it was already ten and four in the morning, and he still felt very tired.
But he was about to be unable to hold it back, Qin Jian still struggled to get up and walked out of the bedroom.
A few minutes later, Qin Jian, who had washed his face, lay back on the bed, squinted his eyes, and relieved himself, and then slowly opened his eyes, touched his mobile phone, and began to happily brush MSI.
After swiping around MSI and reading yesterday's gossip, Qin Jian opened WeChat, and then clicked on the chat history with Zheng Mango.
From the chat I met on the first day until the early hours of this morning. Qin Jian looked at the words, as well as the emojis, and the voice, and had a feeling of being like a dream.
Two people go from strange to familiar, and you look back. Was the moment of acquaintance an arrangement of fate, or was it an accident?
This kind of complex emotion is the insight that Qin Jian got when he failed on a blind date many times, and then looked back at the chat records with the blind date girl.
At first, it was all Qin Jian, desperately pleasing him, sending all kinds of messages, good morning, good night, good night, etc., and then slowly the girl may reply to you with a few words.
Or maybe it's perfunctory, or it's a meme, and then you don't know what to say, and the day goes by.
On the second day, you were filled with chicken blood again, and then you sent good morning in various modes. Until you actually meet, the first time you go out on a date, and then you are sentenced to death by the girl on a blind date, or a suspended execution.
Qin Jian was really used to failure, and then in the face of Zheng Mango's enthusiastic initiative, he actually had a kind of fear of fear, and he still failed after worrying, so he didn't know how to face Zheng Mango.
Qin Jian really didn't, he really pursued a girl, he didn't experience it, the two of them had a heart, and they liked each other's sweetness and gentleness.
In Qin Jian's opinion, Zheng Mango is just a friend.
At least at the moment, Qin Jian felt that he and Zheng Mango could still talk very well and get along very happily, so he subconsciously clicked on it, Zheng Mango's circle of friends, and was surprised to find that Zheng Mango deleted the WeChat message last night.
Zheng Mango's latest WeChat is also posted at 9 o'clock in the morning.
"I'm back to my hometown with my parents, and I can beat the big white goose again. ”
Qin Jian was surprised to see a reply.
"Happy summer vacation. ”
The lemon is slightly sour.
Qin Jian suddenly had a feeling of happiness that he had escaped from death, fortunately Zheng Mango deleted the WeChat message, otherwise, if Han Lemon saw it, Qin Jian didn't know what would happen to him.
Of course, Qin Jian didn't think that Han Lemon, that character would chase him and beat him because of this kind of thing.
But the reason why adults are adults is that they feel embarrassed, this kind of thing is really hard to say, it will make the relationship between two people very strange, and the atmosphere is very strange.
It's like two people who know each other, and suddenly find that one person only eats salted soy milk, and the other only eats sweet soy milk.
The two of them feel that the other party is in another camp, a hostile force, they can't get along well, they can't coexist peacefully, they must live and die for the whole thing, and they have to play a dog's brain.
Qin Jian felt that this was very unnecessary, just let everyone avoid each other together, you don't know what I drink, and I don't care what you drink, so there will be no contradictions and disputes.
Therefore, it is very important for adults to keep each other's privacy and space, and if they know too much about each other, it is likely that conflicts will be stimulated.