Text: Chapter 55

When Yisheng really woke up, the injuries on her body had not healed, and the pain was recovering little by little, but she didn't have time to pay attention to it. //. Update up to 78xs //

"Xiaosheng, are you awake, what do you think?"

She looked at the heavy cyan in Ji Huan's eyes beside the bed and the surprise and caution in her eyes, and struggled to get up, "Where is this?"

"Don't move, you're not okay," Ji Huan hurriedly reached out and gently pressed her uninjured left shoulder, his voice was so soft as if he was afraid of frightening her, "This is home, don't be afraid, it's okay already." ”

She slowly turned her eyes to look at the room she was in, and the furnishings in the room, obviously she had never seen it, but somehow she had a slightly familiar feeling, but at the moment she was too weak physically and mentally, and she was awake for the first time, so she didn't care, and in her heart, there were more important things.

"What about the Japanese?" she asked, her voice still faint.

He smoothed her hair between her sideburns, "It's gone, it's all over, I won't let people hurt you anymore, don't be afraid." ”

She has believed what he said since she was a child, even if it has changed over the years, even if there have been personnel changes, but this trust seems to have become a habit in her subconscious, because of his words, her tense emotions naturally eased slowly, but after a moment, she immediately realized that something was wrong, and turned her eyes to look at him, "Why did Bai Ye help the Japanese, and why did you let them let me go?"

His hand paused, avoiding her eyes, and said lightly: "Nakamura Jiro has a lot of business dealings with me, and the answers to the two questions you just asked are here." ”

When she heard this, she looked at him without blinking, "That person is not just an ordinary businessman, do you know this?"

He didn't speak, he didn't look at her, the silhouette of his face was imprinted with the light outside the window, and his expression was not real.

"Why don't you speak?" After a dead silence, she still asked with a slight trembling voice, hoping that he could give a completely different answer from what she had guessed, and that he would dispel all her suspicions.

He suddenly turned to look at her, with a slightly bitter and self-deprecating arc on his lips, "I don't know what to say, there are some things I can't say right now, and I don't want to lie to you." ”

Her heart was anxious and painful, "What are you hiding, what can't you say?"

He turned his gaze away again and shook his head slowly, "Xiao Sheng, don't force me, maybe one day I will tell you in person, but I look forward to never having this day."

She looked at him in a daze, she couldn't say a word, the sadness and desolation in his tone was too heavy, and she couldn't breathe, but he refused to let her know the sharing, she was afraid, she knew him too deeply, she knew that once he decided something, it couldn't be changed no matter what, she couldn't pull him back.

I don't know if it was a heartbreak or a wound on my body, the pain suddenly came to her, she closed her eyes, frowned slightly, and shed tears silently.

He was almost about to soften, but he was pulled back to reality by the sound of pushing the door, and when Dr. Watanabe saw Yisheng like this, he immediately said anxiously: "Miss Sheng, you just had a miscarriage, don't cry too much......"

Before he finished his words, he saw the woman lying on the bed open her eyes in shock, the light in her eyes was full of pain and disbelief, regardless of the injuries on her body, she subconsciously reached out to cover her lower abdomen, "What did you say?"

Doctor Watanabe was stunned, even Ji Huan didn't think of it, so he didn't have time to stop Dr. Watanabe's next words, "What, Miss Sheng, don't you know you're pregnant?"

At that moment, Yisheng was completely speechless, not even tears, his brain was a little numb, and all the feelings seemed to be gathered on the lower abdomen that was still aching, and he said in a daze: "You said I had a child, but I didn't?"

Doctor Watanabe was frightened by her appearance, and didn't answer for a while, and Ji Huan carefully shook her hand, "Xiaosheng, you are still young, and children will always have them in the future." ”

But at this moment, she couldn't listen to his words at all, and the bits and pieces of memories of the past, little by little, slowly and uncontrollably, squeezed into her blank mind, "Young marshal, madam, this horse is no less than Guan Yunchang's red rabbit, it is really a rare good horse!"

The young woman was laughing, "Look at it's so small, I can't bear to ride it." ”

But the Yingting man beside her whispered in her ear with a smile, "This time it's not for you, it's a gift for our son in the future." ”

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"Yu Zheng, you've been married for so long, why hasn't Xiao Sheng's stomach moved at all? Mom is really anxious!"

"You deliberately opened Yisheng to ask me this?" the man smiled slightly, "It's because I don't want to have a child so soon." ”

"What a fool you kid!"

"Mom, Yisheng is still young, I'm too busy to take care of the family, we are still young, and it's not too late to have a child in a few years. ”

The mother and son were talking, and they didn't notice that the woman who had temporarily turned back was standing by the door, silent for a long time.

She knew that what he said was not true, she knew how much he wanted a child, although later, in order not to put pressure on her, he never mentioned it again, and later, he even said such things, blocking all urgings and criticisms for her.

It's herself, why don't she want a child with him, she has thought again and again, if it is a boy, then he will be like his father, resolute and resolute, if it is a girl, then she will definitely double the maternal love that she has lacked since she was a child.

With such an urgent expectation, such a hard wait, now, it is she who has killed their children with her own hands.

She only felt a dry pain in her heart, and her eyes were also black, and suddenly a fishy sweet breath could not be suppressed, and Ji Huan's painful voice sounded in her ears, she slowed down for a long time before she opened her eyes, and then saw that the blood she had just vomited had soaked a large part of his clothes.