Shen Yanjun waited for more than half an hour to get a car, and when she got into the car, people were already a little unconscious, and after reporting the address, she rubbed her sweater vigorously, trying to make the sweater warm and warm herself.

After answering the hotel, Shen Yanjun took off his clothes and got into the quilt to warm himself up as soon as possible.

Looking at the empty hotel room, Shen Yanjun's heart suddenly felt a little blank, she looked at the lamp on the bedside table in a daze, the lampshade on the lace edge was very good-looking, the light was cut into broken shadows and projected, but such a beautiful lamp looked cold and unlikeable.

For the first time since checking into the hotel, Shen Yanjun felt lonely.

The social circle she has worked hard to create is pitifully small, she hates being disturbed, she doesn't need meaningless dinners, she has always enjoyed this state of not annoying everyone and not annoying me, but why does she feel lonely at this time? Shen Yanjun retracted his head into the quilt and closed his eyes.

Some people say that love, friendship, and family affection are the source of happiness in a person's life, but Shen Yanjun does not, she only has a Qing, but she can't talk about happiness, more dependence and familiarity.

Yan Huaichen's words seemed to still be echoing in his ears, was he really serious? Shen Yanjun didn't know.

In the repeated entanglement of thinking, Shen Yanjun fell asleep, and before Chinese New Year's Eve, there were already fireworks outside, blooming in the sky over the city, and the lively sound was the beginning of the rich atmosphere of the Spring Festival.

"Bang! Bang!" The fireworks exploded again, Shen Yanjun turned over, woke up vaguely, and finally looked at the fireworks outside the window and fell asleep again.

In the dream, it was a picture of celebrating the Spring Festival with his parents when he was a child, and Shen Yanjun saw that his little face was full of smiles, waving around with a fairy stick, and finally couldn't help laughing.

……

"A family of four, welcome the New Year!"

On the afternoon of Chinese New Year's Eve, Shen Yanjun brushed Zhang Yu's dynamics in the circle of friends, which was a photo of him with Qiqi and Gao Lan, a family of four, that is, including the child in the belly.

It looked really happy, Shen Yanjun's fingers stopped, clicked on the photo and looked at it carefully.

If Shen Yanjun was pregnant with a child in her three-year marriage, maybe it would be a different scene now, of course, she didn't regret the current result at all, a person who was unfaithful to marriage from the beginning, she never expected that the other party could correct it.

Zhang Yu didn't dare to accuse Shen Yanjun of not having children, because the record of the appointment he was turned over on his wedding day was an ironclad fact.

"I was wrong, I was carried away by ** for a while, Yan Jun, I will definitely treat you well and compensate you after I get married. Zhang Yu wept bitterly and admitted his mistake to Shen Yanjun.

That is also the decision that Shen Yanjun regrets the most, three years ago, she seemed to be easy to soften, and gave Changyu a chance, and in the past three years, she has slowly changed from expectation to numbness, only to find that some things can not be washed away in time, especially disgusting things.

Shen Yanjun was not so surprised by Qiqi's appearance, what she should have done had already been done, and it was God urging her to end this wrong marriage.

Returning and continuing to swipe down, Shen Yanjun refused the invitation to go home with A-Qing, and could only stay in the hotel to look at his mobile phone, swipe the circle of friends, and see how others were reunited.

"Is anyone going to the riverside for New Year's Eve tonight?" Shen Yanjun suddenly swiped such a circle of friends, which was sent by a customer who had contacted before.

The riverside is the New Year's Eve resort in Zhaocheng, every year on Chinese New Year's Eve, it is the most lively place, especially couples, there are many outsiders working in Zhaocheng, do not go home for the New Year to huddle there to keep warm, let yourself not be so lonely.

Shen Yanjun's heart moved, she hadn't gone to the riverside for the New Year.

I looked at the time, it was already half past five in the afternoon, Shen Yanjun packed my bag, changed my clothes, took the room card and went out, and made an appointment with a car on the Internet to rush to the riverside.

In order to meet these New Year's Eve people, the bars, cafes, and restaurants near the riverside do not rest during the Spring Festival, and at this time, all the seats are fully booked, and Shen Yanjun does not plan to sit in the restaurant for the New Year's Eve, she just wants to find a lively feeling, a long-lost sense of excitement.

Because there are still many hours before the New Year's Eve, most people's energy is now concentrated on a stage that has been built, and there are singers holding guitars and playing and singing, and the slow melody is very compatible with this cold weather.

Shen Yanjun simply stood there and listened to the song, not going anywhere, there were couples or families coming and going around, and she was a little out of place when she was alone and shuttling around.

"Hey, hey, is that Shen Yanjun?" Jin Hao, who was drinking stuffy wine, suddenly had his eyes lit up, stretched out his hand and beckoned to Yan Huaichen opposite, and then pointed to the figure standing outside the stage not far away, and asked.

"Hmm. Yan Huaichen glanced in the direction Jin Hao pointed, his expression faint.

"No, what is your reaction?" Jin Hao's eyes were very sharp, and he immediately noticed Yan Huaichen's indifferent attitude, after all, he had always felt that Yan Huaichen had any good feelings for Shen Yanjun.

"What do you want me to do?" Yan Huaichen glanced at Jin Hao, his eyes sharp.

Jin Hao "forehead" for a few seconds, and then asked tentatively: "Why don't you call her and ask her to come up and eat something and drink some wine together?"

Yan Huaichen asked rhetorically: "Are you handicap?"

Well, this looks really unhappy, Jin Hao doesn't dare to provoke Yan Huaichen in the unpleasant, don't look at Yan Huaichen who is usually easy to speak, if he starts a temper, it will be a frightening person.

Originally, Jin Hao wanted to ask his mother to return to China, and the family would have another New Year, because he might go through the divorce procedures next year, but his mother didn't come back, and the young stepmother appeared in his living room in a flashy way, and in a fit of anger, he asked Yan Huaichen to come out for New Year's Eve together, anyway, Yan Huaichen's parents didn't come back this year.

The two of them are better than being lonely and lonely together, Jin Hao doesn't feel lonely now, but feels that Shen Yanjun is quite lonely, the singer on the stage is resting, and she is still standing there motionless.

"Hey, young lady, are you alone too?" Someone suddenly greeted Shen Yanjun, a tall and thin boy who looked like he should be about twenty years old.

"Hmm. Shen Yanjun had no interest in talking, and after answering, he continued to look at the stage.

"The singer has to rest until eight o'clock before resuming the stage, can I invite my sister over there to have a cup of hot milk tea?" The big boy showed two small tiger teeth, and he looked very cheerful.

"Don't drink it. Shen Yanjun replied.

"Don't you feel bored alone? I just ran out alone, I don't want to spend the New Year with my parents, and I finally met you alone, why are you so cold?" The big boy introduced himself very patiently: "By the way, my name is Xiaojie, sister, what's your name?"

Xiao Jie's chatter made Shen Yanjun feel a little puzzled, she glanced at the boy with an expectant face, and then chose to turn around and leave.

Xiaojie stood in place and watched Shen Yanjun leave, not expecting that he would meet such an indifferent big sister.

Jin Hao watched the play with relish, and the negative emotions that could not be reunited for the New Year were swept away, and when he saw Shen Yanjun leaving, he also "hahaha" and asked Yan Huaichen to watch: "That little kid is full of confusion, too young, really too young." ”

Yan Huaichen looked indifferent, as if he was indifferent to Jin Hao's reaction.

This is very abnormal, Jin Hao held the spirit of gossip and asked, "You quarreled with Shen Yanjun?"

"What kind of quarrel?" Yan Huaichen glanced at Jin Hao with sharp eyes and asked.

"How do I know? But your attitude is inexplicably cold, you have seen her leave me alone. Jin Hao's face was depressed.

"Do you think I'm very familiar with her?" Yan Huaichen's expression became serious, and his tone was also very bad.

"At least I think it's familiar, I thought you wanted to chase her. Jin Hao lowered his voice and continued: "I'm still worried that something is wrong with your taste, I don't want supermodels like childhood sweethearts, I like this kind of woman who wants breasts and no breasts and no ass." ”

Yan Huaichen sneered: "Do you think it's possible?"

Jin Hao took a deep breath and exhaled it, patting his chest with a relaxed look: "That's good, really, I think if you and her are together, it is impossible for your uncle and aunt to agree, have you heard a word? ”

This is also one of the reasons why he has been in love for many years, but he has never been serious, he can fall in love with a woman of different identities and live together, but it is impossible to get married, unless that woman's family background is similar to his.

Yan Huaichen's eyes sank, and he didn't answer Jin Hao's words, he didn't need anyone to remind him of this kind of question, and he knew it very well.

The reason why he didn't want to say hello to Shen Yanjun was indeed because Shen Yanjun's words that night made him feel that the generation gap between the two of them was also very big, and before these generation gaps disappeared, he didn't want to be as eager to explore that woman's life, heart, and true thoughts as before.

Thinking about it, his mood seemed to be even more unhappy, Yan Huaichen got up and took his coat: "I don't want to drink, go home." ”

"Isn't it? Are you here for New Year's Eve or New Year's Eve?" Jin Hao was taken aback, he had just broken up with his previous girlfriend, and was thinking that if he could find a current one on New Year's Eve today, then tonight would be a warm Chinese New Year's Eve, but Yan Huaichen said that he was going home.

"You play slowly by yourself. Yan Huaichen didn't look back, for this good friend who was often abandoned by him halfway, he was completely cold-blooded and ruthless and unreasonable.

"Sleep, I'm like the kind of person who leaves my brother alone-" Jin Hao also took his coat and prepared to follow, and before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by the back of a long-haired beauty in a woolen coat, he thought seriously for three seconds, and then continued: "Then I will spend a lonely Chinese New Year's Eve alone." ”

As he spoke, Jin Hao rushed towards the target. I want to talk about "Meeting with Love on the Narrow Road" with more like-minded people, and "talk about your favorite books with more book friends."