Fanwai 3 My brother
Ji Linchuan didn't open his eyes after he woke up, he rolled over, his legs curled up, and his fists covered his eyes.
"It's just hallucinations this time, isn't it?" asked Carlo behind his back.
He was silent.
"Mr. Ji, something is not quite right with you......"
Caro had never met a patient who was so immersed in hypnosis, and in his last few treatments, he had seen something similar to reality mixed with fantasy.
It's not normal, something must be wrong.
Carlo's teacher is a top hypnotist in Europe, because this Mr. Ji from China, she has communicated with teachers in New York more than once.
In addition to his own obsession and lack of cooperation with the treatment, Carlo suspected that he had not complied with the doctor's instructions, and that he might have secretly increased the amount of medication he was taking.
She asked last week, but he said no.
Carlo could only continue to look for the cause from other aspects, and she confessed: "Mr. Ji, hypnosis is to help you open the knot in your heart and heal your pain, but your current condition has not only not improved, but there are signs of serious deviation from the treatment effect. “
Ji Linchuan's dilated pupils suddenly flashed with a touch of joy, and he said in a dejected voice: "Really, I think it's good now......
Obviously, he was immersed in it and happy.
I don't even want to wake up.
Caro didn't push him anymore and took a blanket from his chair and covered him.
Outside the window, the streets of the town were quiet and peaceful, and with clouds floating on the snow-capped mountains in the distance, Carlo remembered asking him two months ago why he had come here for treatment.
Looking at Europe, there are many better psychiatrists than her, why did Mr. Ji come to this small town in Switzerland?
He said it was because it was where he spent his honeymoon with his wife.
……
He brought her here more than three years ago.
At that time, he had a whim, went to the photographer uncle in the town, and took a few sets of very simple wedding photos for them, he wore a white shirt at random, her little wedding dress was prepared by the uncle's wife, she didn't even want to wear high heels, took out the sneakers brought from the suitcase, kicked them on her feet, and the garland in her hair was picked and woven by him from the field at the door.
They are probably the most hangingly newlyweds in the world, and she is losing her temper when many photos are washed, because he is always restless, take a good picture, and in order to find a white horse as a prop, he dragged her to the stable in the town, causing her to step on the horse manure on the soles of her feet, but he said that she was blind, and she was simply stupid to death.
He took advantage of her rest and nap, put straw in her hair, and after taking the photo, she saw herself from the camera, full of dry stalks, enough to be inserted in the back of her head, just like an Indian aunt.
He does all kinds of evil.
And she was a woman at that time.
She doesn't want to go out, he wants to drag her out, she wants to sleep, he wants to toss her exhausted, he is a man who has just tasted the sweetness, it is easy to marry her, where is the peace?
When Ji Linchuan came here again, his heart was sour, bitter, and sweet.
Sometimes it hurts like pouring oil on his heart, and he always feels that he hasn't had enough of her in his life......
The woman he had loved for half his life, how could he be willing to leave like this?
……
Another week, Carlo waited for him to wait for the appointed time, but he still didn't come, Carlo picked up his bag, pushed off the rest of the work, and went directly to the house in the wilderness where he lived.
It was very windy in the town that day, and the miscanthus grass bent over and swayed, and the clouds rolled in the sky.
Carlo rang the doorbell outside the door for a long time, but there was no movement to open the door inside.
She went around to the side, a low wall, and the Swiss house was mostly fenced outside, and stone walls like this were generally just over a meter high, and Carlo threw the bag into it, moved a stone to put it on, and climbed into it without difficulty.
The house has a single floor, more than 100 square meters, not big, I heard that he bought it a long time ago, because this was the place where they rented it for their honeymoon.
His bedroom was on the right, with floor-to-ceiling glass on the entire side, and the curtains were closed, and there was a faint light inside.
"Mr. Ji!"
Carlo knocked on the window violently, pronounced clearly in English, and called his name loudly.
After not responding for a long time, her clapping hand suddenly stopped.
A possibility flashed through my mind.
About why he hallucinates during hypnosis?
It occurred to Carlo that something could cause people to hallucinate.
If it was true as she suspected.
In those weeks, from the time he first appeared in hypnosis that deviated from reality, it was clear that he had developed a dependence.
Carlo turned and pulled out the phone, hesitating whether to call the hospital first or find someone to break down the door and unlock it first.
Just when she couldn't make up her mind, the doorbell outside the courtyard rang again.
Carlo was shocked that whoever was visiting, she was in dire need of help now, so she ran over to open the door.
It was seen as a dark-haired woman standing outside the door.
Probably also from China.
The people outside the door looked at Carlo in the same surprise, "Who are you?"
Carlo didn't understand and shook her head blankly, and then the woman switched words and asked, "Where is my brother?"
"Your brother?" Carlo pointed in the direction of the house, "Is it Mr. Ji?" I'm his psychiatrist, and I suspect he's on medication and is looking for someone to come. “
Ah Sheng listened, hurriedly threw down the suitcase, and pushed her away, "Brother!"
"The door is locked, someone has to come!" Carlo explained.
Ah Sheng's eyes swept around, and soon, she ran out and came back with a rock, and smashed it down on the glass in the bedroom!
Carlo held his breath and saw the stones clatter to the ground, and he never thought that there would be this way to enter the house......
Ah Sheng's strength was small, and the glass only opened a few huge cracks, and she picked up the stone and smashed it a few more times.
Boom, glass shattered all over the floor.
She carefully lifted the curtain from the edge of the sharp glass and walked in, "Brother, brother!"
The first thing that catches the eye is a gray bed.
He was sleeping, peacefully.
But it's impossible, they are moving so much outside, how can he sleep so dead?
Carlo walked over to his bedside, rummaging through the bottles of medicine to confirm what she had thought.
No?
Carlo touched his pillow again.
Ah Sheng checked and saw that Ji Linchuan's whole body was intact, and she breathed a sigh of relief, she insisted on waking him up, "Brother, brother...... Ji Linchuan: Wake up. “
Carlo felt for a small brown pill bottle, which had no instructions for use, and she poured it out and found that it was a beige pill, put it on the tip of her nose and sniffed it.
"What's the matter? What's that in your hand? What's going on with my brother now?"
She knew that he chose to come to Switzerland, just to escape, he would not be so easy to be cured, remembering that he was still smiling when he left, obviously his heart was going to hurt to death, laughing so far-fetched and ugly, and told her: "Ah Sheng, just wait for my brother to come back, really." “
How good will he be like this!
If she didn't come over, he was afraid he was going to end himself up here!
Carlo put the pill back, leaned down to probe his snort, and rolled his eyelids, most likely: "LSD......"
"What's that? My brother eats it, will he die?" Ah Sheng couldn't wait for an answer and cried, "My brother, he can't die...... His child was born prematurely, and he survived with great difficulty, my brother promised to give him time, and when he forgot Sister Yuyou, when he was not uncomfortable, he would definitely go back......"
Ah Sheng thought of the little guy in the incubator, he was born without a mother, and now even he ......
"Miss Ji...... He won't die. Carlo persuaded her, explaining: "LSD is a hallucinogen, many people who treat mental illness, can use it in small amounts, but I have not prescribed him a drug of this ingredient, he is not medical, but a drug-like one, if used too much, it can maintain the psychedelic effect for up to ten hours." “
The first few times he went to receive hypnosis, it is likely that he also took a small amount of LSD, which caused the effect of his hypnosis to be extremely unsatisfactory, and he simply fell into a split state of fantasy.
Ah Sheng couldn't quite understand why Ji Linchuan wanted to take this medicine, what she was most worried about was: "He, when will he wake up?"
"Looking at the amount he takes, some people will take it in a state of conscious exercise in order to experience stimulation, and he, who sleeps so deeply, is likely to take sleeping pills at the same time. “
Sleeping pill?
Ah Sheng knew that he was prone to insomnia, and she was afraid that he would swallow a lot this time, "Your hospital here is not far away?"
"Miss Ji, I have checked, there is nothing wrong with his body, it is not wise to send him to the hospital, and what he is taking is illegal here. “
Doesn't have any physical problems?
Carlo said this, Ah Sheng was still restless, she suddenly took out her mobile phone, clicked on a video, and put it to him, "Brother, look, you and Sister Xiaoyou's child, when you left, he was just a month old, and his eyes didn't open, and now he will laugh, do you know? He is four months old, but he is not as heavy as someone else's newborn baby, we go to see him every day, he is Sister Xiaoyou in exchange for his life, brother, wake up and see......"
Ah Sheng shook his shoulder with one hand, put the mobile phone to his ear with the other, and listened to the sound of the baby babbling, "Brother, Mother Ji is so worried about you, you can't be so selfish, we let you heal, but you can't indulge yourself like this, do you know!"
Carlo looked at the Chinese woman crying, she couldn't understand a word, but she also shed tears, Carlo remembered that three months ago, when I first met him, on the bench in front of the dessert shop on the street, he was dressed in black, and his motionless eyes were very sad, and there was an indescribable loneliness all over his body.
She felt that the profession was accurate, this man needed treatment, and he was not like some Oriental men, who cared if others said he was sick.
He was able to fall asleep in her treatment room, so he was willing to accept her hypnosis.
But he avoids remembering something painful.
While Ah Sheng was waiting for Ji Linchuan to wake up, Carlo asked why this man became like this.
This was the key to treating him, but Mr. Ji never told her.
Ah Sheng sat on the steps of the house, looked through the smashed glass, and looked at the man on the bed: "My brother, he is a bad fellow, bad to death, with a bad temper, paranoid and rampant. But he is a little good, he has loved a woman in his life. “
Carlo asked directly, "Mrs. Ji...... Are you no longer alive?"
Ah Sheng cried again: "Yes, she died. “
Carlo sat down and asked, "Mind telling me why?" I want to help him. “
"Little Sister You. Ah Sheng turned his head and remembered what happened a few months ago: "My brother had an accident, she may have thought that she would never see him again, or she may have been forced, there is no way, she cut her wrists...... Sister Xiaoyou was already weak and lost too much blood, and she barely managed to maintain it for a few days when she was sent to the hospital, and then my brother left for a while, she suddenly couldn't do it, and was pushed into the operating room for rescue, and it was too late when my brother went back, and the doctor said that the patient insisted on protecting the child......"
Ah Sheng understands her, because in that situation, it is likely that adults and children will not be able to save it, and her physical condition, even if she gives birth at term, may not be able to survive, not to mention that she is injured......
Ah Sheng's English was taught by Shang Yijun, and she used it little and was very rusty, but the process of her narration with Carlo was very slow and touching.
She said, "You don't know, my brother was almost crazy at the time, he had a leg injury just healed, and he couldn't stand steadily, but if it wasn't for several people to stop him, he would have overturned the hospital." He hadn't looked at the kid until now, he hadn't even looked at ......."
"My brother used to want children very much, and he is in his Chinese New Year's Eve this year, and he should have become a father a long time ago. If it goes well, the child will be pregnant for ten months, and it should be born now, so that he will be a healthy and strong baby, and he will not be kept in an incubator like now......"
Mom is gone, and Dad is like this again......
"Say, what will my brother do in the future?"